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Still Here

作者: Writingale Pen
last update 公開日: 2026-07-18 23:35:39

Tamara’s POV

I came back to the dorm around four in the afternoon.

Class had been torture. I couldn’t focus on anything Professor Bondo was saying about metamorphic rock formations. All I could think about was the way I’d spoken to Elena this morning. The coldness in my voice. The way she’d looked at me like I’d hurt her.

Because I had.

I’d been cruel. I’d pushed her away when all she’d been trying to do was help. And I’d made it worse by being so harsh about it, by making her feel like her lov
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