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Confused Feelings

Author: Noely Silva
last update Last Updated: 2025-04-29 00:10:24

Aaron  

When I arrived at the hospital, I was trying to stay calm, but my heart was racing. I knew Rebecca was there, and I needed to see her. After finding out where she was admitted, I hurried in the direction indicated. But as I approached her room, a nurse intercepted me, blocking the entrance with a professional smile.  

“I’m sorry, sir, but the patient already has a companion. You’ll need permission to enter.”  

I took a deep breath, trying to process the information. I knew Eric was with her, but hearing that he was already by her side while I was stuck outside only made my anger grow. I could feel my blood boiling at the thought of him there, next to Rebecca, as if he were in control of everything.  

But I needed to keep

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