Chapter Two — Julian
Julian Black didn’t usually make mistakes. He operated on structure, routine, precision. His days were blocked by the hour, his inbox was always clean by noon, and he didn’t forget things. Not names. Not faces. Not Jamie Reyes. He had hoped—naively, maybe—that Jamie wouldn’t remember him. That Friday night had been a lapse. A surrender. One drink too many and two weeks of tension crashing into a hotel room he never intended to revisit. They’d agreed: no names, no follow-up, no strings. It should’ve ended the moment Julian slipped out before sunrise. But now? Jamie Reyes was sitting in his conference room, sipping lukewarm coffee and trying very hard not to meet his eyes. Wearing the same mouth he’d kissed until it was red. The same hands that had gripped the sheets. And a nervous flush that painted his throat like a memory Julian hadn’t asked for—but couldn’t seem to forget. Julian stepped into his office and shut the door behind him, hard enough to rattle the blinds. You should’ve said no, he told himself. You should’ve walked away. But he hadn’t. And now Jamie Reyes was working under him. Reporting to him. Vulnerable in a way that made Julian feel… something dangerous. Something like guilt. Or want. --- He sat behind his desk, tapping his pen once against the glass surface before pulling up Jamie’s personnel file. It had taken him two minutes to find it after the meeting. He told himself it was due diligence. That was a lie. Jamie had graduated top of his design cohort. Won two minor awards for motion graphics. Had glowing letters of recommendation from two of Julian’s colleagues in the industry. His portfolio was clean, vibrant, clever—annoyingly clever. He’s not just some distraction, Julian thought. He’s qualified. Professional. Smart. Which made this situation even worse. Julian rubbed the bridge of his nose and leaned back in his chair. His conscience was already writing policy violations in the air. There were rules. There were always rules. And Julian followed them. He was the rule-follower. The man HR consulted when writing the office dating policy. The supervisor with no scandals, no weakness, no mess. So why had his pulse jumped when Jamie walked in? Why had he leaned in too close in the break room, just to watch Jamie’s throat move when he swallowed? Why had he said that shirt looks better buttoned all the way up, like some sort of cowardly callback to a night he never should’ve wanted to remember? --- A soft knock at the door pulled him out of his spiral. He cleared his throat. “Come in.” The door cracked open, and Jamie stepped inside. This time in full light. Auburn hair slightly tousled, cheeks still pink from either nerves or the elevator ride up, and lips pressed into a polite, unreadable line. He stood like someone expecting to be scolded. Or invited closer. Julian’s jaw tensed. “Have a seat,” he said quietly. Jamie did. Their eyes met. The space between them sparked. Julian laced his fingers together and rested his hands on the desk like a shield. “Let’s get one thing clear,” he said. “What happened before—before either of us knew who the other was—will not happen again.” Jamie blinked, startled. “I didn’t say it would.” Julian exhaled through his nose. “Good.” Silence. Too heavy. Too charged. Jamie’s voice was softer when he spoke again. “But you do remember it, right?” Julian looked at him. That damn mouth. “Yes,” he said finally. “I remember everything.”Chapter 27: Breaking PointPOV: JamieJamie hadn’t slept.Not after Levi’s words. Not after the slam of that office door. Not after Julian’s kiss that felt like both an ending and a beginning.His phone buzzed with texts he couldn’t answer. Avery’s frantic: WTF happened?? People are saying HR is calling an emergency session?? Then another from his mother: Your brother sounds upset. Call me.He couldn’t. Not yet.Because the truth was bigger now. He’d said it out loud—I choose him. There was no undoing that. No taking it back.And part of him felt weightless. Free.The other part was drowning.The boardroom smelled like coffee and paper when Julian walked in the next morning. Sharp suit, sharp jaw, sharper silence. Jamie sat two seats down, not supposed to be here, but he was—because apparently, he was the problem.HR. Legal. Two senior partners. The regional VP. Even Marlene, her face pinched in self-satisfaction, like she’d finally caught the scandal she’d been waiting for.“This mee
Chapter 26: Brothers and BetrayalPOV: JulianJulian had faced plenty of boardroom wars, but nothing in his life compared to the battlefield of Levi’s stare.His best friend. His anchor. His brother in everything but blood.Now—his executioner.“You love him?” Levi repeated, voice sharp enough to cut bone. “You say it like it fixes something. Like it makes any of this less disgusting.”Julian’s stomach twisted. “I didn’t mean for it to happen.”“You didn’t mean—” Levi’s laugh was hollow, dangerous. “You mean you didn’t mean for me to find out. That’s what you didn’t mean.”Julian braced against the edge of his desk, fingers gripping the wood hard enough to splinter. “I fought it, Levi. For months. For years. I told myself he was off-limits. That it was a line I’d never cross. But he’s not a kid anymore. He’s not yours to protect—”“He’s my brother!” Levi roared.The words crashed against Julian’s ribs.“He’s my responsibility,” Levi seethed. “You think I don’t know what kind of men ar
Chapter 25: No More SecretsPOV: JulianJulian had survived plenty of scandals.Clients storming out of boardrooms. Campaigns collapsing in flames. Lawsuits. Competitors gunning for his throat.But nothing—nothing—had prepared him for waking up with Jamie Reyes in his arms, the imprint of his body warm against his chest, his curls tickling Julian’s chin, his soft breaths reminding him of everything he’d sworn he couldn’t have.The problem wasn’t the sex. Or even the intimacy.The problem was that Julian didn’t want to let go.And when the world found out—as it inevitably would—he’d lose everything.The retreat ended with a town hall.Everyone packed into the ballroom, cheap coffee in hand, clapping politely while executives made speeches about “collaboration” and “synergy.”Julian sat near the front, jaw tight, pretending he was listening. His skin still buzzed from the night before, from the way Jamie had whispered ruin me like a prayer, from the way his body had answered without hes
Chapter 24: Temptation ReignsPOV: JamieJamie had avoided Julian for three days.Three days of silence. Three days of cold professionalism. Three days of convincing himself that he could breathe without that man’s orbit pulling him in.He hadn’t died. He hadn’t quit. He hadn’t even cried (much).But God—it hurt.Every time he passed Julian in the hall and caught a whiff of cedar cologne, every time he saw him at the head of a meeting in those perfectly pressed shirtsleeves, every time their eyes met for half a second too long before one of them looked away—Jamie’s heart bruised itself against his ribs.He was surviving. Not living.And then came the Chicago retreat.It was mandatory. Company-wide. A “strategic offsite” to boost morale, deepen cross-departmental collaboration, and remind employees that Black + Lane was a family.Jamie wanted to puke.Especially when Avery texted him a screenshot of the logistics email:> Room assignments are double occupancy.Jamie groaned so loudly h
Chapter 23: Lines in the SandPOV: JamieJamie’s heart was still racing when he stormed out of the conference room. His lips tingled, his shirt collar was crooked, and his skin still hummed where Julian had touched him.Every nerve screamed at him to turn back. To grab Julian again. To finish what they started on that table.But he didn’t.Because he was done.Done being the one who carried the weight, while Julian wore his mask of restraint and control. Done being the one to ache alone, while Julian pretended their fire was a passing spark.Jamie ducked into the bathroom, splashed water on his face, and stared at himself in the mirror. His reflection was wild-eyed, flushed, trembling.“Get a grip,” he muttered.Except—why should he?Why should he keep shrinking himself to fit the narrative Julian had written? The one where Jamie was temptation, a mistake, something to hide?Fuck that.The rest of the day dragged like molasses. Every time Jamie caught sight of Julian in the halls—comp
Chapter 22: Pressure PointsPOV: JulianJulian had convinced himself he could manage it.He’d survived worse temptations in his life—old habits, bad vices, toxic people. He’d learned the art of control so thoroughly that it had become his armor, his identity.But Jamie Reyes was not a temptation. He was a slow collapse. Every time Julian told himself to keep distance, Jamie smiled at someone in the office, or left coffee rings on his desk, or laughed too loudly at something Avery said—and Julian’s resolve cracked another inch.By Wednesday, it was dust.It started with the conference room.The Franklin team had left notes scattered across the table, mockups pinned to corkboards, the remnants of a late-night brainstorm. Julian came in early to review the boards. Jamie slipped in a few minutes later, laptop tucked under one arm, coffee in the other, and froze when he realized the room wasn’t empty.“Sorry,” Jamie muttered, hovering at the door. “Didn’t know you were in here.”Julian’s t