LOGINNOTE: This book is emotionally [and sexually, in later parts] intense with psychological stakes. ...his eyes streamed tears, throat convulsing and burning with every intrusion. Gagging turned into panicked choking as his body bucked instinctively, trying to escape, but he was pinned, arms twisted, head locked in place. Panic clawed at his chest as his lungs screamed for air. Just when black spots started dancing at the edges of his sight, he finally pulled out completely... Noah Hayes was supposed to be starting over. A full scholarship and a future built on talent, not survival. As one of the university’s rising ice hockey stars, everything in his life should finally be falling into place, instead, it starts falling apart on day one when Chase Voss notices him. Beautiful. Cruel. Dangerous in a way that doesn’t need to be hidden. But Noah had bigger problems than a campus king’s grudge. Drowning in debt and desperation, Noah takes a job he knows will cost him, but the man he stole from isn’t just powerful, he’s dangerous. Adrian Voss. Now Noah is trapped in a world he never wanted. By day, he’s the university’s ice hockey star, by night, he moves product for a man who owns his life. What started as hatred and rivalry turns into obsession, something neither of them can control. Chase falls hard and reckless, but Noah knows better than to trust something that feels like a weakness. And if Chase Voss wants him, then Noah will play him. But the deeper they get, the harder it becomes to tell what’s real and what’s manipulation. Love is the most dangerous mistake of all, because loving the wrong person could destroy everything, but walking away might be even worse.
View MoreNoah Hayes didn’t know it yet, but he had just thirty two hours before everything in his life collapsed.
The pen in his hand felt heavier than it should have been, like the weight of all that he had survived was pressing down into that final stroke. He stard at the bottom of the paper where his name was already printed in bold official ink, and all that remained was to add his signature to it.
Real.
His head rang with that word like a thing that was delicate, something that was too dangerous to trust in. Coach Howard Jenkins sat across the desk, leaning back in his chair, and watching him with that relaxed assurance that made Noah feel like maybe, just maybe, he would fit in here.
The compliance officer was sitting next to him, flipping through a stack of documents with practiced efficiency, tapping a page lightly.
“Right there, Noah. That final signature makes everything NCAA-compliant. Full scholarship. Tuition, housing, meals. You are officially a member of the program.”
Noah swallowed, his throat tightened as he forced his hand to move. The pen scratched against the paper, carving his name into a future he had spent years bleeding to get to. When he finished, he let out a breath he hadn’t realized he’d been holding.
Coach Howard grinned, pushing himself forward, his elbows on the desk. “That’s it. Welcome to the team, son.”
The words were more striking than Noah thought. Welcome. He nodded, a small, restrained movementn, but inside him something cracked open, something dangerously close to relief. The coach started talking again, already moving forward with the plans.
“Next week, orientation starts. You’ll meet the rest of the team, get your equipment arranged, start light training before the season kicks in. We’ve seen your numbers, Noah. You’re fast, disciplined. You have your head in the game, and that is just what we need.”
Noah nodded again, trying to focus, trying to hold onto every word, because this was the turning point. This was where things were supposed to get better. No more scraping by, no more choosing between rent and food, no more watching Eli struggle because they couldn’t afford what he needed. His chest tightened at the thought of his brother, but this time, for once, it wasn’t fear that followed, it was hope. He could fix things now. He could finally fix things.
The compliance officer slipped in another sheet into a folder and closed it neatly. “You’ve done well to get here, Noah. Full scholarships aren’t handed out lightly.”
Noah let out a little sigh, a humorless almost-laugh. “Yeah,” he murmured, more to himself than anyone else. “I know.”
His phone rang. The sound pierced through the room like a razor, crisp and startling, breaking up the delicate feeling of peace that had just been settling and his head jerked down at once, his heart already racing before he even saw the screen. Detroit Medical Center. And everything inside him dropped. For a second, he just stared at it, dread coiling tight in his chest, because calls like this never came without a reason, and the reason was never a good one.
“You can take that,” the coach said, his tone shifting slightly when he noticed the change in Noah’s expression. Noah didn’t respond. He was already answering, already bringing the phone to his ear, his body going rigid.
“Hello?” His voice came out rougher than he intended. There was noise on the other end, urgent, clinical, the distant hum of machines, and then a voice, calm but firm.
“Is this Noah Hayes?”
“Yes,” he said quickly, too quickly. “Yes, this is him.”
“This is Detroit Medical Center. I’m calling regarding your brother, Eli Hayes.”
His knuckles turned white as his grip on the phone tightened. “What happened?” There was a brief pause, the kind that stretched just long enough to let fear sink its claws in deeper.
“Your brother just had a severe asthma attack. His condition is critical, but the medical staff is trying to stablize him.”
The words should have reassured him, but they didn’t. Stabilize wasn’t safe. Stabilize meant it could still go wrong.
“I’m on my way,” he said immediately, already pushing his chair back, already halfway to standing. “I’ll be there as soon as I can.”
“We recommend you come as quickly as possible,” the voice replied.
That was all it took and Noah ended the call. His pulse was pounding so hard it blocked out everything else. For a moment, the room blurred, the future he had just signed for was beginning to slip out of focus, replaced by the all-too-familiar burden of fear.
“Hey,” coach Howard said, standing now, concern etched into his face. “What’s going on?”
Noah dragged a hand through his hair, trying to steady himself, but his mind was already miles away, racing toward Detroit, to a hospital room where his brother was struggling to breathe.
“My brother,” he said, his voice tight. “He’s… he’s in the hospital. It’s bad.”
The coach didn’t hesitate. “Go,” he said firmly. “We’ll handle everything here. You come back tomorrow, we’ll continue from where we left off.”
Noah nodded, already backing toward the door. “Thank you.” He said but didn’t wait for anything else as he turned and left, the office door swinging shut behind him as the panic fully set in, sharp and relentless.
The hallway outside felt too bright and too crowded, but he barely registered them as he moved, his mind fixed on one thing, getting to Eli. And fast. He pulled his phone out again, checking the time, calculating distances, routes, anything that would get him there quicker. And that was when it happened.
The impact was sharp and abrupt, the shock running through his body as the something hot splashed across his chest. Noah staggered back, his phone almost falling out of his hand, and looked up, already breathless, already apologizing.
“I’m so sorry…” The words died halfway out of his mouth.
The guy in front of him was tall, broad-shouldered, dressed in expensive clothes that screamed money without even uttering a word. Dark hair, sharp features, and eyes that burned with raw, unbroken rage as he looked down at the coffee now soaking the front of his shirt.
“Are you serious?” the guy snapped, his voice cold and cutting.
Noah blinked, his mind struggling to catch up, his panic still clawing at his chest. “I said I’m sorry,” he said in a rush, already stepping back, already trying to move around him. “I didn’t…”
A hand shot out, grabbing his arm, and holding him still. Noah froze, the sudden contact gave him a spark of annoyance through the haze of fear.
“You don’t just spill coffee on someone and walk away,” the guy said, his grip tightening slightly, his tone laced with entitlement. “What’s wrong with you?”
Noah’s jaw clenched. He didn’t have time for this. He was not in a position to deal with some wealthy jack-ass with a superiority complex. “Look, man,” he said, his patience fraying fast, “I told you I was sorry. I’ve got somewhere to be.”
The guy’s eyes narrowed, something dark flickering behind them. “Yeah?” he said softly, dangerously. “And I’m supposed to care?” Then he shoved Noah. It wasn’t enough to knock him down, but it was enough to snap the thin thread of control he was holding onto.
Noah shoved him back more roughly and his anger flared up, sharp and immediate. “I said I was sorry, man. What the hell is your deal, asshole?”
The words hung between them, charged and heavy, and for a second, neither of them moved, then Noah stepped back, breaking the moment, his chest rising and falling as he forced himself to turn away. This wasn’t worth it. None of this was worth it. He had bigger problems.
He walked away without looking back, his heart still racing, his mind already pulling him forward again. He didn’t see the way the guy watched him leave, didn’t see the slow, calculating shift in his expression as he took in Noah’s face, committing it to memory. But something had already been set in motion. Noah just didn’t know it yet.
His hands were shaking by the time he reached the bus station. The ride to Detroit felt endless, every mile stretching out like a test of his patience and his sanity. He sat by the window, his leg bouncing uncontrollably, his phone clutched tightly in his hand as he stared at the darkening sky outside.
This was supposed to be the start of something better, the moment everything changed. He had the scholarship, he had a future, and yet, all it took was one phone call to remind him how fragile that future really was. His thoughts kept circling back to Eli. Small, stubborn Eli, who hated hospitals and always tried to pretend he was stronger than he was. Noah squeezed his eyes shut, the image of his brother struggling to breathe burning behind his eyelids.
“Just hold on,” he muttered under his breath, his voice barely audible over the hum of the bus. “I’m coming. Just… hold on.”
The city lights of Detroit finally came into view, distant and flickering, but instead of relief, a deeper sense of dread settled in his chest, because he knew what was waiting for him there. Bills, questions and choices he couldn’t afford to make. And as the bus rolled closer to the hospital, Noah Hayes had no idea that this desperate rush to save his brother was only the beginning.
The corridor was dim, lit only by the sconces Adrian never let the staff turn off. At the far end, outside Eli’s room, Noah sat slumped in a straight-backed chair with his head tipped against the wall. Marta knelt in front of him, her case open on the carpet, a basin of pink water at her knee.Chase had seen Noah hurt before. He hadn’t seen this.His shirt had been cut open down one side and hung off his shoulder in strips. The skin beneath it was the color of old fruit, blooming dark from armpit to hip, and one forearm was swollen so badly the sleeve had been sliced away. Blood had dried in a line from his temple to his jaw, and Marta was working at it with a gauze pad, slowly, the way you clean something you’re afraid to break. Noah’s hand was spread over his ribs. Every breath caught at the top.“Hold still,” Marta murmured.“I am.”“You’re shaking.”“I’m cold.”It was not cold. Chase could feel the heat of the house from where he stood. He gripped the doorframe until the wood bit
The collection was supposed to be simple.Adrian’s instructions had come with a name and an apartment number, and no explanation. A mid-level dealer had been skimming, and Noah was to collect what he owed and come back. The two guards stayed in the SUV, because, as one of them put it, a scholarship kid in a hoodie was less alarming than a man in a suit.It was the dealer’s brother who changed that. He had been in the back room the whole time, and he came out with a length of pipe and the particular calm of someone who had decided in advance how this would end.Noah remembered the first swing mostly as a sound. His ribs gave a dull, wet crack, and the wall rushed up to meet his face. He got his forearm up for the second and felt it all the way to his teeth. After that he stopped counting and did arithmetic instead. A dead dealer’s brother was a problem Adrian would punish him for. A fight he won too hard was a problem the police would punish him for. Neither was something Eli could sur
"Noah."Coach Jenkins stood near the boards with his arms crossed, watching the players skate their warm-up laps. Noah pushed away from the boards and glided toward him."Yeah?""You’re on limited practice. You've got twenty minutes."He frowned. "Twenty? Coach, I’m fine. I can handle more.""I didn't ask if you could handle more." Jenkins looked him directly in the eye and Noah's jaw tightened. "You skate twenty minutes without chasing hits or overextending. Don't try to prove anything." he gave Noah a look and pointed toward the ice. "Go."Noah groaned and stepped on the ice. The wound in his thigh had started healing, the stitches had been removed, and the swelling had reduced. But every stride still pulled at the injured muscle and every hard stop sent a dull ache through his leg. If he pushed too aggressively, his body would remind him that it wasn't ready.Noah chose to ignore it. He had been waiting for days to return back on the ice. The one place where he could pretend he was
Chase laid on his back for almost an hour, staring at the ceiling. Every time he closed his eyes, he saw Noah walking through the foyer, covered in blood. He had no new messages and no missed calls from Noah and he had spent the entire night wanting to go after him, but he hadn't because for once, wanting something hadn't been enough.Noah had told him to stay away so he stayed away. It was the hardest thing he'd ever done because he understood why. There were some things he couldn't fix by forcing his way into them. He turned onto his side and stared into the darkness.He wanted to do something. Anything. But rushing into his father’s office and demanding answers accomplished nothing. His father didn't respond to anger, he responded to power, leverage and control and Chase had nothing comparable. Not yet. He had his name, his hockey career, his education and his family's money, but every one of those things belonged, in some way, to his father. He couldn't protect Noah and he coul
By the time Noah reached the university, morning had already settled in fully, bright and indifferent to everything he had endured just hours before. the school felt like a different world entirely, much too normal and too untouched. He knew he was late and he didn’t need to check the time to confi
The icy night air struck Noah the moment he stepped outside the building, filling his lungs with a cold that felt almost deliberate, and it was not just the temperature. It was the kind of cold that seemed to carry intent, as if the night itself were watching him.Behind him, the door closed with a
There were cracks in the ceiling. Noah had already counted them three times already. They stretched like thin veins across the pale surface, splitting, branching, disappearing into shadows where the weak bulb in the corner couldn’t reach. He looked at them with unfocused eyes, his body still, as if
The ice rink was alive with violence, not the kind that drew blood. Not yet. But the kind that lived in the sharp crack of sticks, the violent scrape of blades carving into ice, and the thunder of bodies slamming into the boards hard enough to make the glass tremble. Cold air bit at exposed skin, c


















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