Julia
"How was your day, son?" I ask when we're alone in his room. Because yes, as I pass through that door, I leave all my baggage outside. All the anger, frustrations, stress, and exhaustion from work stay far away from us. As always, I devote myself entirely to him.
Seeing his childish smile brightens me up a little. Mel was right. He seems much better, despite his condition.
"It was fun."
"Fun?"
"Uncle Paco kept me company, and we played with toy cars for hours."
"That's awesome!"
"And Aunt Mel secretly brought me some cheese muffins, hidden from the doctors."
"Your favorites, I imagine?" I remark. "Well, you were quite spoiled today, Mr. Ricci, and a little mischievous too."
I need to remember to have a word with those two. How could they be so careless and let him burn so much energy throughout the entire day?
"Now you need to sleep a bit, son." I kiss his cheeks.
"No, Mommy." Alex protests in frustration. "I want to stay with you now. I miss you so much."
"I know, sweetheart. How about Mommy tells you a really fun story? You get some sleep, and when you wake up, I promise I'll stay a few extra hours with you. How does that sound?"
"You promise?"
"Pinky swear!" I cross my fingers and kiss them.
"Okay."
I help him get comfortable in bed and sit in a chair to start telling him the story.
"I want the story of The Girl with the Red Hood."
"Oh wow, that's not exactly a bedtime story, Alex!" I grumble. "How about something more…"
I stop speaking when the machines suddenly make a strange sound. Alex's eyes roll back, and his body goes limp.
"Alex?!" I call out. "Help!!!" I scream in desperation. "ALEX?! ALEX?!"
"Get her out of here!" a doctor orders as an entire team rushes into the room, and I’m immediately pulled out. Desperate, I lean against the transparent glass and start crying as I watch the doctors fight relentlessly to bring him back to me.
Please don't go!
Please don't leave me alone!
Please don't go!
I silently beg, tears streaming down my face. And when everything calms down again, I finally breathe.
"Miss Ricci, may we talk for a moment?" the cardiologist asks as he exits the room, forcing me to tear my eyes away from my son, who remains motionless on the bed. But he's breathing, and I know that as long as he's doing that, I will survive. Unable to speak a word, I nod, and as he begins walking toward his office, I follow closely behind. The man sighs tiredly after sitting in his chair, and the pity in his eyes shatters me even further.
Is this the end?
Am I going to lose him for good?
Dear God, I couldn't bear it!
"I'm sorry to say this... Alex doesn't have much time left now, Júlia," he informs me with a serious, professional tone. My breath is immediately cut off. I simply can't breathe, and to avoid collapsing, I grip the arm of the chair tightly. "You need to get the money for this surgery as soon as possible, or he won't make it through the week."
Tears silently fall again, and I simply can't hold them back. In truth, I don't even want to.
"Alex needs to begin the procedures for this surgery right away. We already have a donor. We just need to start the tests and paperwork."
... I’ll give you fifty thousand. In cash, a check, however you want. But in exchange, I want you to spend one night with me.
Mr. Bennett's proposal echoes in my mind, and I nod in agreement to the doctor.
"Start the procedures, Dr. Aristides," I firmly request, and Aristides looks at me in surprise.
"What? Did you manage to get a loan from the bank?"
"I promise I'll bring the money in two days."
He smiles at my reassurance.
"Great! I'll speak with the cardiac surgery team, and we'll start all the necessary procedures to prepare him for a transplant right away."
"Alright!"
"He'll stay in the ICU tonight. So how about you go home and get some rest? Alex won't be able to have visitors while he's there."
"Of course," I whisper, too drained to argue.
"I'll see you in two days, Ricci." I nod again.
"Thank you, Doctor!"
I leave the hospital minutes later, practically floating. My head is spinning as I think about what I need to do to save my son's life.
This is for you, my son.
I'd do anything just to keep you alive, I silently tell myself. Even something I never imagined I'd do in my entire life.
BennettAt night…… It’s your fault!Your rough voice haunts me every time I look back. To my past.… You made him leave our lives! My life!… It was because of you that he left me, David!I gulp down the drink in one go, hoping to silence her. And she falls silent, but the burning that tears through my skin right after reminds me of my tiresome screams.… Shut up, you need to learn to suffer in silence!I start to suffocate.Every night is like this. No matter where I am, not even all the money I have, or the empire I built. I am a King outside these walls, but in here I am always a loser. And no matter how much I don’t want to, tears silently wet my face. Then I take a deep breath and go to the balcony in search of the cold night air. However, my phone starts ringing, pulling me out of my bubble of pain.“Bennett!” I speak sharply as I answer the call, raising my fortress and keeping a firm tone in my voice.“Hey, partner!” From the music noise in the background and his exuberant jo
BennettI can still feel the softness of her skin in the palm of my hand. Her damn sounds still fill my ears, disturbing my sleep at night. And her mouth projects inside my head, drawing a perfect image before my eyes. It's irritating to know that she is still so present inside my system minute after minute, lasting for hours.I need to end this!"Mr. Bennett, I brought the new contracts and the plans you asked for earlier," Anne, my secretary, says, entering my office and pulling me out of my thoughts."Thank you, Anne! Has Mr. Abravanel arrived yet?""Not yet. Oh, Mr. Vitton and Dr. Lina asked me to mark your presence at the wedding anniversary dinner."I huff annoyed."I'm not going. Make up an excuse. Say I had to make an emergency trip...""No excuses, David Bennett!" The melodious yet impertinent sound of Lina invades my office, making me roll my eyes internally, and at the same moment, I dismiss my secretary. "It's my wedding anniversary, and you need to be there, brother," she
JuliaHours later..."Where is the most handsome and strongest boy in the world?" I ask, entering the hospital room and smiling widely as I see him smile at me."Mommy!" Alex immediately opens his arms to me. And God, I don't hesitate to run to him and kiss him, and kiss him endlessly, listening to the pleasant sound of his laughter, which warms my motherly heart."You crazy woman, what do you think you're doing?" Melissa retorts behind me, making me stop."Missing my little one.""At this rate, he'll be back in the intensive care unit!" She grumbles and I knock on wood."Watch your mouth, Melissa!" My friend gives me an inquisitive look."So, how did it go?" I exchange glances with Alex and then with her, holding back an explosion of happiness."They loved my project!" I raise my voice a bit."Yes!" Alex cheers and Mel hugs me tightly."I knew you could do it."I huff."Not because of Mr. Bennett. That man seems to have a king in his belly," I mutter frustrated."Hmm, maybe he really
Julia"A toast to the newest highlight of Bennett Designer!" Melissa shouts her cheer over the background music, drawing the attention of a few customers inside the bar."To the success of our dear friend!" Paco adds, raising his beer and unable to suppress a shy smile."To Alex's recovery," I say, lifting my glass right after."Let’s toast then!" my friend cheers, and our glasses clink in the air. I immediately taste the drink on my tongue, and the alcohol causes a nearly numbing effect down my throat.They said it was like riding a bike. That you never really forget how it’s done but in practice, this feels completely different. And it doesn’t matter how excited Melissa is about this night, or how much she encourages me to dance, have fun, and just enjoy a few hours. I simply can't do it. I can't have fun while my son is in a hospital room. But more than that, I can't enjoy myself when I’ve already lost so much in life. So, I stay seated on a tall barstool, sipping my first drink of
JuliaHalf an hour later..."I’ve heard great things about your presentation in this morning’s meeting," Bia comments as she enters the building’s cafeteria."It was nothing special," I reply, placing a cup of strong, hot coffee on a small tray."Nothing special? The newcomers were amazed by your innovative ideas." I grab a croissant and hold the tray to go to a table."Well, it’s Mr. Bennett and Mr. Abravanel who should give the approval. We’re all newcomers, Bia. What experience do we have with all of this?" I grumble."I’m just saying." She raises her hands in surrender.However, I place my tray on the table but don’t touch the food, as I’m anxious to grab the phone and check if he’s doing well. I then call Melissa, and when she answers, I ask permission from my colleagues and step away for a moment."How is he?" I ask as soon as I have the opportunity."He’s recovering very well." I smile, relieved. "He even asked about you." My heart warms."So, he’s already awake?""And the doct
JuliaLooking at him through a transparent glass window is truly frustrating. I wish so much I could be right there by his side. Hold his hand and tell him everything will be fine. However, I can’t get close to him yet. Still, I don’t give up on him for a single second and stand there for hours just watching him sleep peacefully. I smile hopefully when I realize his breathing has returned to normal. Alex is calm, and according to the doctors, he only needs to stay a few days in intensive care to ensure there’s no rejection from his body to the new heart.It’s almost over, son. I whisper mentally.However, I snap out of my thoughts when I feel a firm touch on my shoulder. Turning around, I find Melissa standing next to me."Why are you still here?""I... I lost track of time looking at him," I smile again, but Mel looks at her wristwatch."Don’t you have an important meeting this morning?""Oh, shit!" I curse exasperated, having completely forgotten what day it is today. "I need to go!