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Seventy-seven: Taleen
“Come on! You need to get out! This isn’t healthy for you.” Lisa tries to get me to leave the apartment, but I won’t budge.
“My muscles hurt,” I lie, pulling my fuzzy grey blanket over me. It’s a lie I have been using a lot to escape from any outing. I’m curled on my dark blue couch, having my tv on and doing nothing. For the past week, I have enjoyed doing nothing except for going to work and college. I think I have memorized every single detail about this apartment. The more I stare at the walls, the more I realize they’re actually ivory white and not cream-coloured, if there’s even a difference.
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“Welcome to my humble place, Taleen.” He gives me a welcoming smile, stepping aside for us to enter. “It’s my first time to see you around, are you a new friend of Lisa’s?” he wonders as he walks with us to probably the backyard. “No, you just haven’t seen me around.” I shrug, looking at him for a second before looking away.
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