Chapter Six
Ivy
Friday came and we were all up for the upcoming drawing contest.
Each year North High Carolina's University organized a painting contest for students who studied fine arts and sculpture. However, everyone with the ability and talent to draw or paint was able to apply.
And I did! Thanks to Anna who obliged me, just kidding, Anna encouraged me into doing it. She is very supportive of my drawing skills, she says that I had better chances at winning the contest prize than all the participating student! Yeah well, she was as you might expect, subjective.
Not that I thought less of my drawings but winning a competition against students of fine arts was not even possible in my dreams . Needless to say, some of them had their own paintings exhibitions. And where was I compared to that? I had my work hanging on the walls of my room whereas the other were kept safely in a box
This year and just like any other year, the participating students were asked to gather in the library in order to collect their respective themes and models.
It worked out this way; After a week after registration for the contest, the jury will randomly pick up a theme and a volunteering model for each participant. No one could change or alter their themes and model eventually. They'd just allow us a deadline before submitting our final works. And after evaluation the first three winners would receive a dollar price. In all; there would be the aquarelle, oil and pencil portrait techniques.
I was not even a bit nervous like other students, since I had this gift from my early childhood. Those are Anna's words. For my part, I've always loved to draw or paint in my spare time. I first started around the age of five. Yes I was young and my drawings were nothing compared to now yet they were better than those of the ones my age.
Anna encouraged me to participate this year, for there was a six-figure prize for the winner. I did apply before for the painting competition last year but unfortunately, I could not attend at the last minute because of a family emergency.
My younger foster-brother Jake had this asthma attack and I had to stay with him at the hospital so I could not submit my painting before the deadline. I had a very well done painting though. It wasn't my lucky day of the year.
This year I was more excited than ever. I even planned to finish my task earlier and even asked Anna to submit the painting for me in case I couldn't show up before the deadline!
Not paranoid at all, I know right! Anna didn't have to beg me to participate since the prize was tempting enough, I wasn't ready to win but I most definitely knew I was about to give it a try and have a good time.
This euphoric feeling left me as soon as I laid eyes on Cole entering nonchalantly the library
Him again? It was hard enough for me to focus on my task left alone; How am I supposed to be avoiding him when all he does is show up everywhere I go?
I thought inwardly trying harder to shovel off the thoughts about him. Before I could pretend I didn't see him, he was already seated before my eyes , wearing a midnight blue unbuttoned shirt with rolled sleeves and a black tee underneath resting his strong forearms on the table. His jaw line covered in alight scruff with his dark messy hair and electric blue eyes fixing mine. My breath hitched in my throat
Damn, his presence was disturbing
His eyes imprisoned me; I felt blood rushing to my cheeks and butterflies dancing in my belly
What the hell is happening to me?
He was sitting opposite from me about four table rows away, now holding a small paper that he fold and put into his pocket, and I hopelessly wanted to be that paper for no apparent reason, wondering how his hands would feel on my skin again
I felt Goosebumps as the memory brought back the feeling.
"What are you thinking about Ivy?" Brad's words crushed me back to real life
"Huh?" I looked up at him; I realized he was standing next to my table for what appeared to be a while now. My thoughts all driven by Cole. I didn't even notice Brad was talking to me.
"You know your theme and model so…. what are you waiting for?" He even extended the ‘o’ to his wondering tone; waiting for me to manifest an answer while I had no idea what he was talking about
After a couple seconds, I cleared my throat and managed to say
"I... I don't know what you're talking about, I just arrived "I tried my best to keep my voice steady
"Well they have just called your name," He explained
And since I had no clue whatsoever he added all excitedly,
"You're drawing the oil portrait! Your model is Cole. And you're welcome "He said the last part in a ‘you should thank me for telling you’ tone.
"Wait, what?" My jaw nearly dropped to the floor.
WHAAAT ? I swear my inner screaming voice repeated right after me in my head.
Well to my utmost surprise, I thought I heard him say that Cole was my model and
When was he even participating? Oh my God no! I can't do this! His only presence was enough to disturb all my six senses and after our little incident I can't stay alone with the guy ! I think I might faint or something
"Yeah, and you're welcome" He repeated rather amused while I was taken aback.
Little he knew about last time. Clearly I couldn't tell him how embarrassing it was to fall on top of Cole and definitely not ready to recall what happened next ,while our bodies were touching. I felt I needed an iced bath.
Brad waved at Cole to approach in our direction. And he left his table straight to come find us .
Uh oh ..that's bad. Like it wasn't enough shock for me; now I have to face him? Not like, I was afraid or something, it was just embarrassing.
All eyes were on him, he had this aura floating around him; I'm sure all girls dropped jaws fantasizing about him naked. But I didn't see him that way. Instead I felt like he pulled me towards him like a freaking giant magnet and I had a hard time figuring what was happening to me.
"Hi!" Brad greeted Cole while he was still a row far from us.
"Hi man" he said pulling brad in a man hug before turning to me
“Hey” he said, his deep vibrating voice pierced through the walls of my head and I felt my stomach twitch.
"So you're Ivy's model for the contest!" Brad announced unnervingly in his excitement and I wished the floor was open for me to hide in.
"Yeah it appears so" Cole said with a small smile bringing his hand to the back of his neck and running it though his messed up dark brown hair. Was he nervous?
Couldn't he be less attractive? Was my silent plea
"Good luck with his face" Brad joked giving Cole’s shoulder a hand
I nodded; avoiding his gaze. I was unable to formulate an accurate sentence so I preferred not to embarrass myself further as my cheeks were flush enough
Yeah, good Luck Ivy. I sarcastically wished me luck.
Chapter SevenThe day after the one in the library, Cole and I had fixed a time and place in order to accomplish the task I was given. We agreed on meeting at noon in class .I had to bring my painting tools and set everything on the table, hence I arrived a little earlier than he did. I have always favored being early because it gave me time to do things my own pace; I hated to rush the last minute. So I unpacked my paint and tools and by the time Cole pushed the classroom door open, I was already all set and ready to begin"Sorry; I'm late?" He said letting his backpack slide over his shoulder, It seemed to me more of a question than it is of an apology"Sorry; I'm early?" I said bashfully, however I managed to smile to hide how nervous I was seeing him smile"So tell me what should I do?" He inquired with a small smile that made me hold my breath for some reason"Err... you just sit there as naturally as possible
Chapter EightCole Ivy threw her head back; her laugh filling the emptiness of the classroom apparently, at something I unconsciously did while I was sitting for her to draw my portrait.And before you ask, yes Brad had a hand in this. He couldn't resist.Brad was the reason for my participation in the first place, his uncle being a member of the school committee he could get me in easily. Assigning me to be Ivy's model is, by all means a whole different kettle of fish. All I can say is that he went through some trouble just to get me selected for the right one.I learned from him this morning that the contest was important for her and I am glad I agreed to participate because as much as I would like to hide it or avoid it, I desperately wanted to see her again.Her laugh echoed i
Chapter NineIvyI tossed and turned in my comfortable bed yet unable to close my eyes, looking at the hanging lamp in the ceiling. I couldn't bring myself to sleep for two interminable nights. While I helplessly tried a hundred times to shut my brain off but it was of no use. I tried everything but my mind was repeatedly evoking Cole, his blue irises, his touch , everything about him and the way he made me feel.The way our lips tasted one another, the shivers and the Goosebumps I sensed all over my skin. I still feel the heat of his touch involuntarily, I feel feverish and I guess it’s not cold related.I couldn't believe what we did and the way I was drawn to him like a bee blindly transported by the scent of an unfolded red rose. How my body responded to him how I craved him.I closed my eyes, shook my hea
Chapter TenColeTwo long days have passed by, and I haven't been able to sleep, I couldn't stop thinking about what happened with Ivy, I couldn't do a thing. I just kept thinking and thinking and I didn't know what to do.Maybe I shouldn't have kissed her. Maybe she didn't like it, or maybe she was angry with me right now. Maybe kissing her was a mistake from the beginning, or I could have lost any chance I ever had at being with her?All sorts of tormenting questions haunted me and I kept over thinking to say the least. Being with her was all I wanted since the day I laid my eyes on her. My mind was a complete wreck until the moment I saw her that day, two years ago when we crossed paths for the first time at Brad's birthday. I remember quite well thatIt was supposed to be a small party but it turned out into a huge one. I didn't know she was brad's cousin at the ti
Chapter ElevenIvyIt's been a couple of hours since I opened up my eyes. My room was dark, probably the middle of the night I thought. But I did not bother checking the time. I recall that when I went back to my dorm room yesterday, I took a sleeping pill hoping it would help me get through the night.With a very light sleeping pattern, I had trouble sleeping whenever I was stressed or worried. It would go up for days and the more I got tired the more I could not sleep so I had sleeping pills for extreme cases to help me some rest when I desperately need it. Last night, I took a pill and apparently, it did not work its magic very well. I must have fallen asleep only for few hours and then my eyes widely opened in the middle of the nightToday was the day, well as soon as the sun rises. I was trying to focus my thoughts on the contest in order to forget about what Brad told &nb
Chapter TwelveColeI woke up earlier than usual. Okay let's just say that instead of saying how pathetic my night went because of my continuous obsession over Ivy's lips. And as I spent most of the night figuring out how to be at two places at once, I had had a little sleep nevertheless.There was a football game and I was supposed to meet Brad, John and Chris and watch it together; we planned this get-together-game way before time for me to cancel at the last minute. Brad dragged me yesterday into buying the tickets and he was probably going to drag me there as well, if I came to think about cancelling.What bothered me even more was that the painting contest in which Ivy was participating was also taking place today .And there was no way I could be at two different places at the same time. Unless I had, something figured outSo I got up, took a quick shower, put on some clean cloth
Chapter ThirteenIvy Emily and I were just about to leave campus when my phone buzzed in my jeans' back pocket. At first I thought it was Cole calling me again. He has been calling for three days now. He probably noticed that I was avoiding him. After Brad thoughtfully called him from my number a couple of weeks ago he must have saved it as I did too and now he would call back but I didn't pick up and he left no vocal messages. It has been more than two weeks since we spoke last time slash kissed for the first time after what brad told me about his girlfriend. He also didn't bother showing up the day of the contest, so why was he calling me anyway. I thought it would be better if we didn’t socialize that much. I was mad at myself. Mad at how I was a hot mess between his arms, mad at how easily I was drawn to him and how I let him kiss me! Mad at how
Chapter fourteenIvy A few days later,Beating music, free beer, lots of people, and couples kissing and making out in the corners. Well, that’s what we commonly call a party. Do you want to know what I call it?CROWD; Yes merely a bunch of a noisy individuals. I know you guessed I hated people assemblies. they would describe me as a loner I know but I just hated when there were too many people in the same room trespassing my much needed personal space . If that could be a couple of miles I wouldn't mind.Back to the party...The one NCU held yearly after the finals. It was a thing .Each year there's a class that takes care of the preps and this year, it was mine.Although we could bring family, it was majorly a teenage party and we could invite friends.