Chapter Five
Cole
Flashback
" You both would make the perfect match" Brad tipsily said showing me a picture on his phone , he thought he did, actually he just lit up the screen and showed me his wallpaper , a picture of his beloved Beyonce.
"And you're drunk!"
"I'm not" He waved me off shaking his head; he stopped doing so when dizziness hit him. It was as clear as water that he was way too drunk
" Yes you so are, Brad come on look at yourself man, you won’t be able to walk after this" I pointed to the glass of neat whisky he held in his hand, hoping to talk some reason into him
"Okay, I am not... I mean I am!" He said in between hiccups, I chuckle; he was unbelievable at times.
"I'm serious though,” He added on my amusement
"You were supposed to talk me out of drinking remember? Now you're the one getting drunk instead"
"Yeah you're right; but I am dead serious man. At least Ivy will treat you better, unlike Sarah's never ending drama and flirting"
"Yeah you're right I should probably take you home now" I huffed
"You should take Ivy as a wife I tell ya!" He alleged proudly raising his glass of whiskey in the air
"Okay let's go now,"
I tipped off the bartender before literally dragging Brad out that night. It was a day after his birthday and I had just broken up things with Sarah. We were supposed to spend a boys' night out but he ended up drunk and I ended up carrying him around.
End of flashback
I dialed his number
"Hey, where are you man?" Brad's sober voice greeted me on the other end
“I’m good; something came up with the parents, I won't be able to join you unfortunately"
"Oh fine no worries; call me when you're done okay"
"Okay, have fun without me"
"Sure as hell we will" Brad chuckled before he hang up, I shook my head I swear he was bipolar sometimes
He invited me over for ice cream. Not that the invitation wasn't compelling but honestly after what just happened with Ivy, I guess I couldn't well behave any longer when she was around. It seems as if she keeps falling into my arms and I just don't know how to react anymore. My body responds to hers and last time I checked I’m tight in my slacks. I am afraid next time I won't be able to hold myself; Certainly not to my apprehension but now I needed some air, I need to ease out the tension I’m feeling. And by that, you know what I mean.
I can't go out around Brad like this and Ivy all evening under my eyes is not going to make things any easier for me. God she does get to me. The way she bit on her lip, her flowery fragranced perfume and the softness of her skin under my palms... and I’m hard
Ok , I need some air !
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At Jackson's
Ivy
The coffee shop was crowded although there reined an appealing ambiance around the place. We liked it there, the chairs were of wood and the booths of a dark brown all decorated with mini lamps and those little jasmine decks on the tables.
Brad arrived first as usual and Anna before my arriving. I made a straight line to where they sat by the corner. It’s like it became our spot .
Jackson's coffee shop was not far from campus either so we usually hang out there with the girls, meaning, Emily and Anna. Although as its name indicated, it was a coffee shop but we went there for ice cream. He served amazing flavors, and the coziness of the place made it even delightful. We went there for coffee as well; mind you. However, the ice cream was awesome.
My appreciation for the gathering soon faded as I heard Brad saying that Cole had bailed on him, I could not say that I ran into him like few minutes ago but then I wondered why he cancelled last minute. Knowing I was coming maybe Nah this can’t be The thought evaded my mind as soon as Brad explained that something came up with his parents and so I understood why he said what he said earlier.
"It's okay, I'll call them back”
The gathering couldn't go worse when dad called and said I needed to go home earlier so we could have a talk.
My adoptive parents were never strict or harsh on me but this time I should have expected nothing less from my little step-monsisters.
When I got home, I was chocked hearing my adoptive father saying I wasn't welcomed any longer at their house. Well friendly spoken of course .He never said those exact words; that was my own interpretation of the facts. Anyway, he never meant to say or hurt me in any way but then as he argued that the girls were getting older, that the house would not suffice, and I was over eighteen and should be independent
As soon as I heard that, I understood that it was the girl's doings. Cassie was the oldest and friendliest she always considered me as a true sister and she was the best sister ever and then there was Audrey.
Audrey was the youngest but oh that young creature sure had a lot on her plate for me! I always felt as if she hated me for no rational reason, she flashed me two days ago with a phrase like
"The room seems smaller when us three gather and I have a lot of stuff, don't they give you dorm rooms at university? Oh, how I wish I had my own room! I think you better take advantage of that and take all you stuff there as you are adult and now free of living with the parents".
Anyway we agreed that I should take the rest of my stuff to my dorm room at North high CU and after graduation I should consider finding a job so I could have my own place. I had a scholarship for my studies expenses so I was good for the time being
That matter didn't press enough for them to stir the knife in the wound but honestly I thought that my life was soon about to change and I should have known better than to count on anyone else other than my own self. Life has never been fair to me anyway but being put under the microscope like that was frustrating.
After the talk , I made my way out to my dorm room , we agreed that at by weekend they would help me pack the few things I had left at the house . so I went to my dorm room empty handed for now. Once inside I changed into my night PJ's and laid effortlessly on my bed. Feeling all warm and comfy I soon fell into sleep.
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Cole
After coming back home, I took a quick shower and changed. Ivy kept popping into my head, she scared me to death when she almost fell over the stairs
I lay in my bed after coming home earlier and all I have done was tossing left and right. Then I just stood, walked my way to the window and lit up a cigarette.
Tonight was going to be a long, long night...
Chapter SixIvy Friday came and we were all up for the upcoming drawing contest.Each year North High Carolina's University organized a painting contest for students who studied fine arts and sculpture. However, everyone with the ability and talent to draw or paint was able to apply.And I did! Thanks to Anna who obliged me, just kidding, Anna encouraged me into doing it. She is very supportive of my drawing skills, she says that I had better chances at winning the contest prize than all the participating student! Yeah well, she was as you might expect, subjective.Not that I thought less of my drawings but winning a competition against students of fine arts was not even possible in my dreams . Needless to say, some of them had their own paintings exhibitions. And where was I compared to that? I had my work hanging on the walls of my room whereas the other were kept safely in a box
Chapter SevenThe day after the one in the library, Cole and I had fixed a time and place in order to accomplish the task I was given. We agreed on meeting at noon in class .I had to bring my painting tools and set everything on the table, hence I arrived a little earlier than he did. I have always favored being early because it gave me time to do things my own pace; I hated to rush the last minute. So I unpacked my paint and tools and by the time Cole pushed the classroom door open, I was already all set and ready to begin"Sorry; I'm late?" He said letting his backpack slide over his shoulder, It seemed to me more of a question than it is of an apology"Sorry; I'm early?" I said bashfully, however I managed to smile to hide how nervous I was seeing him smile"So tell me what should I do?" He inquired with a small smile that made me hold my breath for some reason"Err... you just sit there as naturally as possible
Chapter EightCole Ivy threw her head back; her laugh filling the emptiness of the classroom apparently, at something I unconsciously did while I was sitting for her to draw my portrait.And before you ask, yes Brad had a hand in this. He couldn't resist.Brad was the reason for my participation in the first place, his uncle being a member of the school committee he could get me in easily. Assigning me to be Ivy's model is, by all means a whole different kettle of fish. All I can say is that he went through some trouble just to get me selected for the right one.I learned from him this morning that the contest was important for her and I am glad I agreed to participate because as much as I would like to hide it or avoid it, I desperately wanted to see her again.Her laugh echoed i
Chapter NineIvyI tossed and turned in my comfortable bed yet unable to close my eyes, looking at the hanging lamp in the ceiling. I couldn't bring myself to sleep for two interminable nights. While I helplessly tried a hundred times to shut my brain off but it was of no use. I tried everything but my mind was repeatedly evoking Cole, his blue irises, his touch , everything about him and the way he made me feel.The way our lips tasted one another, the shivers and the Goosebumps I sensed all over my skin. I still feel the heat of his touch involuntarily, I feel feverish and I guess it’s not cold related.I couldn't believe what we did and the way I was drawn to him like a bee blindly transported by the scent of an unfolded red rose. How my body responded to him how I craved him.I closed my eyes, shook my hea
Chapter TenColeTwo long days have passed by, and I haven't been able to sleep, I couldn't stop thinking about what happened with Ivy, I couldn't do a thing. I just kept thinking and thinking and I didn't know what to do.Maybe I shouldn't have kissed her. Maybe she didn't like it, or maybe she was angry with me right now. Maybe kissing her was a mistake from the beginning, or I could have lost any chance I ever had at being with her?All sorts of tormenting questions haunted me and I kept over thinking to say the least. Being with her was all I wanted since the day I laid my eyes on her. My mind was a complete wreck until the moment I saw her that day, two years ago when we crossed paths for the first time at Brad's birthday. I remember quite well thatIt was supposed to be a small party but it turned out into a huge one. I didn't know she was brad's cousin at the ti
Chapter ElevenIvyIt's been a couple of hours since I opened up my eyes. My room was dark, probably the middle of the night I thought. But I did not bother checking the time. I recall that when I went back to my dorm room yesterday, I took a sleeping pill hoping it would help me get through the night.With a very light sleeping pattern, I had trouble sleeping whenever I was stressed or worried. It would go up for days and the more I got tired the more I could not sleep so I had sleeping pills for extreme cases to help me some rest when I desperately need it. Last night, I took a pill and apparently, it did not work its magic very well. I must have fallen asleep only for few hours and then my eyes widely opened in the middle of the nightToday was the day, well as soon as the sun rises. I was trying to focus my thoughts on the contest in order to forget about what Brad told &nb
Chapter TwelveColeI woke up earlier than usual. Okay let's just say that instead of saying how pathetic my night went because of my continuous obsession over Ivy's lips. And as I spent most of the night figuring out how to be at two places at once, I had had a little sleep nevertheless.There was a football game and I was supposed to meet Brad, John and Chris and watch it together; we planned this get-together-game way before time for me to cancel at the last minute. Brad dragged me yesterday into buying the tickets and he was probably going to drag me there as well, if I came to think about cancelling.What bothered me even more was that the painting contest in which Ivy was participating was also taking place today .And there was no way I could be at two different places at the same time. Unless I had, something figured outSo I got up, took a quick shower, put on some clean cloth
Chapter ThirteenIvy Emily and I were just about to leave campus when my phone buzzed in my jeans' back pocket. At first I thought it was Cole calling me again. He has been calling for three days now. He probably noticed that I was avoiding him. After Brad thoughtfully called him from my number a couple of weeks ago he must have saved it as I did too and now he would call back but I didn't pick up and he left no vocal messages. It has been more than two weeks since we spoke last time slash kissed for the first time after what brad told me about his girlfriend. He also didn't bother showing up the day of the contest, so why was he calling me anyway. I thought it would be better if we didn’t socialize that much. I was mad at myself. Mad at how I was a hot mess between his arms, mad at how easily I was drawn to him and how I let him kiss me! Mad at how