SAIGE'S POV
Nightfall had finally arrived, landing me in TJ's back yard among my peers with a drink in my hand.
Kora hadn't arrived yet so I was going solo until she got here; if I could even last that long. These drinks were going down like water and my head was already buzzing.
I felt someone sit down next to me but I was ignoring them. I was in no mood for anyone's shit tonight.
"Hey, Saige," a guy rasped out next to me.
The hairs stood up on the back of my neck. I knew that voice.
I turned to find none other than Gabe Steel sitting next to me. He graduated last year and has been on the road with his band ever since. I was literally obsessed with this guy for months last year. He was always untouchable to me because he had a girlfriend and he was being a good boy. But the gleam in his eyes and the way he looked at me now, told me he was single and looking to mingle. Game on, Gabe."I wanted to come over and say hey. You looked a bit lonely."
I smirked at him. "Well, I'm not lonely anymore, now am I?"
A grin plastered on his lips as his eyes traveled down to mine. "How've you been, Saige?"
"I'm the same, Gabe. I'm still Saige being Saige."
A wicked gleam flashed through his eyes. "Well, does Saige want to dance with me?" He nodded behind us where my eyes followed to find several couples dry humping to the sultry beat coming out of the loudspeakers.
I chuckled, shaking my head. The guy I wanted to dry hump wasn't there, so I might as well. Besides, Gabe was super hot and I finally had the chance to have him after all this time. Would he be worth the wait?
"I guess I'll find out". I thought.
I held out my hand, indicating that I was ready to be led to the dance floor. He grinned and took the bait.
Once we reached the dance floor, Gabe pulled me tightly against him, his hands roaming over my backside.
"A little birdie told me that you were into me."
I laughed, wondering who that little birdie was. Did Kora finally show up? She's the only one who would know about and remember my obsession over Gabe from last year.
"That little birdie remembers a time when I used to be into you. There are new players on the block now," I teased.
He laughed, grinning down at me. "So, you don't want me anymore?" He leaned forward and buried his face in my neck, lightly kissing and sucking my sweet spot.
Arousal spread through my body like wildfire as I shivered in his arms.
"I never said that," I whispered. Even though he was no longer around and I had forgotten about my obsession over him, with him there and being flirty, I knew I could have him if I wanted. And right then, I did.We were swaying seductively to the beat of the music, grinding and rubbing on each other in all the right places. His half erection pressed into my front and I had to bite my bottom lip to prevent myself from moaning out.
I felt another set of hands on my hips and a warmth consume my backside as I looked over my shoulder and saw my ex, Michael, had joined us. If I had been sober, I probably would have pushed him away; but the alcohol running through my veins kept my brain foggy and my sense of arousal to spike. I loved a good threesome.
We all danced as one, our hands exploring the other as Gabe grabbed my chin and slammed his lips onto mine. Our tongues tasted and teased before he broke the kiss and began kissing down along my jaw. Michael was kissing and teasing the top of my shoulder, tugging at my jacket.
I threw my head back to allow Gabe more space at my neck when my eyes did a quick scan of the area, landing right on Coach Collin. Immediately, I pictured myself grinding on the coach and not on Gabe.
He was talking with TJ and began laughing, his smile reaching his eyes. Then he began looking around and when his eyes landed on me, I watched his smile immediately drop, and an unreadable expression form on his face.
Our eyes stayed connected for what felt like forever, but when he turned and began walking away, I panicked. I shoved at Gabe's chest and stepped out of the male sandwich I was in and let my feet carry me toward the coach.
But, before I could make it very far, Gabe grabbed my wrist and stopped me.
"Where are you going?" He buried his face in my neck again, trying to get me to keep swaying.
"I saw someone I need to talk to," I replied, trying to step out of his grasp.
"Baby, if you want to talk, then let's talk. My truck is right over there." He nibbled my neck and the arousal I had once felt was now absent.
"Um, no thanks, Gabe. I'll see you later." I finally stepped away from him and he let me go, but not before yelling out that I was missing out. Oh, well.
Collin had seemed to disappear into thin air as I continued to look for him. He was actually here, wasn't he? I hope I wasn't just imagining him.
"Saige." My name was rasped by a male voice I had never heard before.
I spun and found a guy in a football jacket that belonged to the next town over. I ignored him and kept looking for Collin, but he jumped in my way.
"I've heard a lot about you."
"Excuse me, but I'm looking for someone." I tried to step around him, but he wasn't having it.
"You've found him." He grinned. "Come on, baby, let me get you a drink." He grabbed my arm but I pulled it back.
"I'm fine!" But I most certainly was not fine. My head began to spin and I felt faint. I drank too much, damn it! I needed to stop when I began to feel it, but I never did.
The guy grabbed my arms and started backing me up until I felt my back hit a tree, trapping me. Memories from my mom's one-night stand flashed through my mind and I began to panic. My breathing became erratic and I tried to push the guy off but he wasn't budging.
"P-please, let me go," I cried, squeezing my eyes closed and hoping I would stop spinning.
His hands slid down to my legs and I couldn't help but think about the creeper in the hallway again, his nasty hands rubbing up my bare thighs. Fear and anxiety filled me until I took a deep breath and screamed.
"Hey, chill out- I've been told you like it rough." He shoved me harder against the tree, shoving my jacket off of my shoulders.
"Stop it!" I cried out, trying to squirm free but now my jacket was holding my arms hostage.The guy went flying away from me then as my eyes tried to focus on my immediate surroundings. My heart fluttered when I came face to face with Coach Collin.
"She told you to stop! Now get out of here before I call your parents!" Collin yelled, looming over the kid with his fists balled at his sides.
The kid jumped up and ran away as I pulled my jacket back over my shoulders, trying to stay steady.
"Th-thanks, Coach," I giggled out.
"Are you drunk?" Collin asked in a fatherly tone.
"I mean..." I waved around, indicating the party.
He sighed, shaking his head. "Come on, let's get you out of here."
"Mmm... Okay," I purred. My feet were a bit wobbly and I was surprised how fast the alcohol was hitting me. Not even five minutes before I was sandwiched between two guys, dancing like it was nothing. Perhaps all the moving and making my heart race made me drunker.
Collin grabbed my arm and helped me walk toward the fence gate where he continued to guide me toward the street. In just a few moments, I'd be alone with Collin. Damn it, why did I get so drunk?!
SAIGE POVThe movement from driving was making me a bit dizzy and I had to close my eyes to keep myself from passing out."You aren't going to throw up in my truck, are you?" Collin asked, reminding me that I was in a vehicle with the coach.I grinned over at him. "Nah, I can hold it." I looked at the huge space separating us and wanted to move closer. Then an idea struck me. "Hey, can I push this up and sit in the middle? I'm getting a bit dizzy and it helps sometimes when I sit in the middle."He looked between me and the space between us nervously but nodded anyway.After pushing the middle console up, I scooted closer to him, pressing my leg tightly against his. The warmth he provided sent a wave of chills up the left side of my body."Mmm," I moaned, "much better."I watched as his hands gripped the steering wheel tighter and his gaze stayed on the road. I wanted to get some kind of reaction out of him, so I slowly slid my hand onto his thigh, squeezing him to let him know my int
SAIGE POVA/N: TRIGGER WARNING!!!! This chapter contains very disturbing scenes of sexual assault. Please be advised before reading. IF you are uncomfortable with these types of scenes, please skip to the next chapter. You have been warned.~~~~~My mom and the creep were finally quiet so I could try to sleep, but sleep never came. I tossed and turned for what felt like hours and all I could think about was that kiss I shared with Collin. I never think too much about the guys I kiss or sleep with. They were usually a spur-of-the-moment thing that kept me occupied from my miserable life.However, Collin's kiss was a moment I'd never forget. Just remembering everything about that moment turned me on. The bulge in his jeans when I touched him there sent a wave of excitement through me as I slid my hand down into my panties. I closed my eyes and pictured Collin being the one to touch me right now, sliding and circling over my most sensitive spots.I jumped out of my skin when I felt someo
SAIGE POVAfter getting back into my clothes, I sat on the bench and stared at the lockers in front of me. I didn't have anywhere to go and sitting here in the silence was nice for the moment.I finally decided to get up and move, heading back into the school and toward the front doors. But, before I made it very far, I saw a familiar face walking the halls."Gabe?"He turned toward me and smiled. "Hey- there you are."I looked around, finding that we were alone. "You're looking for me?" "Yeah." He ran his hand through his hair and stepped up to me, placing his hand possessively on my hip. "I wanted to tell you that I had fun last night and wanted to, um..." he cleared his throat. "I wanted to see if you wanted to go out sometime."I held back the laugh building in my chest as I studied him. No guy had ever asked me out on a date. Normally they admitted that they liked me, we would head toward a date destination, but never actually make it there."You want to take me out?" I smiled,
COLLIN POVIt took everything I had not to go after that little punk and punch his face in. I wanted to take my anger out on him so badly but knew I'd probably go to jail for beating a minor nearly to death.The worst part was seeing Saige half-naked in the classroom behind me as that little fuck left her alone in there. I knew what they had done, especially after what she yelled to his retreating back, and I was furious.Our shared kiss from last night was still fresh on my mind and I could still taste her. I wanted so badly to believe that everyone was wrong about her but that clearly wasn't the case. I was so stupid.The door to the classroom opened and I spun around to find Saige standing there with a timid look on her face. It was clear that she hadn't expected to get caught, especially by me.When I didn't move or say anything, she cleared her throat. "So, are you taking me to the principal's office now, or what?" I shook my head. "You need more than detention for your actions."
SAIGE POVI don't know who the hell this guy was, but I hated that he was able to make me feel so vulnerable around him. It had been years since I'd cried like this and in the arms of a stranger. But I won't lie and say it didn't feel good. This pent-up fear and sadness had nearly drowned me and I almost felt liberated.When I pulled away from Collin, I stared up into his eyes and saw kindness there that I had somehow missed before. He definitely wasn't like all the guys I'd chased after before, so how did it take me so long to really see it? Perhaps I was too blinded by my stupid games to notice."I, um, should probably head home." I wasn't actually going home but I was done letting Collin see me like this."Let me give you a ride," he offered but I shook my head."I can manage, but thanks."He was looking at me strangely and I couldn't blame him. Normally, I'd jump at the opportunity to be alone with Collin but I needed my own time alone. He said some things that hit home for me and
COLLIN POVAs I drove through the beat-down neighborhood, I couldn't help but wonder why I was over here. When I started off driving, I never pictured myself driving through Saige's neighborhood but something told me I should check up on her. She left a bit distraught today and with all the talk about her home life, I just couldn't stay away.But as I drove by her place, I noticed how quiet it looked. Was she even here? My gut told me she wasn't.I kept driving past her place, wondering where she might be, when I looked at the passing car and I swore I saw her in the passenger seat. She was with a guy I'd never seen before and knew that he wasn't a student. Who the hell was this guy?After whipping my truck around, I followed after them down a road that took us away from her place. I really didn't want to catch her doing what I thought she was about to do. What did I have to do to get through to this girl? She was so much better than that. And that guy looked to be my age. What the he
SAIGE POVAfter the police questioned us and locked Leo up in the back of their car, I couldn't help but notice how Collin was staring at me. He had heard the whole story of what Leo had done to me the night before and what he was about to do again and during the time I spoke, I watched his jaw flex in anger. Did he really care for me? I wouldn't expect him to get so angry about this. He barely knows me.We were in his truck, driving away from the police cars and the alley when he looked over at me."Am I taking you home?"I vigorously shook my head. "That's the last place I want to be right now."He nodded, seeming to know how I felt. "Alright, I have an idea to get your mind off of this." He turned around and I watched as he got on the freeway and headed into the heart of the city."Where are you taking us?""I figured a trip to the mall for some food and goofing around would distract you." He smiled over at me and I swear I melted. Who was this guy? Instead of taking me back to his
SAIGE POVAs we left the mall, Collin kept looking over at me with a playful grin while shaking his head."A unicorn? Seriously? Out of all the drawings in that book, you choose that?" He laughed, clearly getting a kick out of it as much as I was."It seemed fitting," I giggled.Our moment of laughing halted when my phone began to ring and my mom's face lit up the screen. My heart fell into my stomach as I stared at her face. I didn't want to answer it because I knew what she would say."You going to answer that?"Collin's voice brought me back to the moment as I shook my head at him and ignored her call."It was my mom. I don't feel like talking to her right now." I could hear the sadness in my own voice, so I wonder what he's hearing."Do you have a place to stay tonight, Saige?" Collin asked.I thought of the very few people who would take me in. TJ and Kora, but I knew TJ's mom hated me so that wouldn't work and I knew Kora's grandparents were up from Florida visiting, taking the