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I decided to stop crying, why was I crying in the first place? He never declared he loved me, he just said he liked me, so, that's two different aspects, he didn't ask me to be his girlfriend, he never made advances for sex each time we were together, except he would kiss me and that was all.

So, why am I angry at him? Is it because I've started to like him more than I should? Because I thought I would expect more from him? Is it because he was the first guy in my life I've gotten to love?

'Why am I dumb?' I sighed, the thousands of questions running through my head were sickening.

I don't want questions and I don't want answers, I just want to go back to the old normal me.

So, why does this hurt so much? It felt as if I was stabbed with a poisoned sharpened knife.

I didn't care much about the poster stuff, where they had pictures of Kayden and me kissing, I just had to bear in mind that I'll be a trending topic for the next two to three weeks before it finally goes down.

I sniffed,