LOGINMy father sat on the couch in front of the fire, legs crossed as he worked on his phone.
I sat on the other couch, feeling the heat of the fire on my face as I looked out the window and saw the illuminated terrace. I saw a flash of headlights, so I knew our guests had arrived.
A moment later, one of the men entered the room and came to my father’s side. He didn’t speak, not until my father acknowledged him with a stare.
My father locked his phone before he met the man’s gaze. “Yes?”
“Your dinner guest has arrived.”
“Excellent.” He got to his feet and smoothed out his jacket even though there wasn’t a single wrinkle. He adjusted his sleeves as well, straightening the collared shirt tucked underneath. “Ready, sweetheart?”
I nodded before I got to my feet, slightly nervous at the prospect of such an intimate evening.
“I’ll do all the talking. Your only job is to listen.”
“Alright.”
He regarded me before he came close. “Or you can excuse yourself for the evening if you prefer.”
“I’m fine. Just a bit nervous.”
“Why?” He slipped his hands into his pockets.
“When you talk about dying, it always makes me uncomfortable.”
“I’m not arrogant enough to assume that will never happen. It probably won’t happen, but it may.” He studied me. “Unless this isn’t what you want. Because it’s okay if it’s not.”
“No, it is. I just can’t imagine running business as usual, knowing you’re gone.”
A gentle smile moved on to his lips. “Let’s not worry about the future when we can enjoy the present.” He stepped to the side so I could pass, lifting his arm for me to move ahead. “Come on.”
We made our way to the dining room, the back wall a solid window that showed the garden outside, blue hydrangeas and white flowers with beautiful greenery. Drops were on the large leaves from the drip line.
The man was already there, standing at the window and admiring the garden. Dressed in all black—black jeans and a black shirt with the sleeves pushed to his elbows—he stood with his muscular back to us. His shoulders were wide and bulky too. He had short dirty-blond hair, and even from the rear, his sharp jawline was prominent. When he heard us, he turned to greet us.
I halted on the spot as my father continued forward. Everything seemed to stop—time, my heartbeat, everything.
“Axel.” My father extended his hand to shake his. “Wonderful to have you for dinner.”
Axel was slightly taller than my father, who was already tall, and I’d inherited that height myself. But he was far more muscular, his arms stretching the fabric of his sleeves with the bulkiness. He had a strong posture, and his hard gaze softened once he greeted my father. His crystal-blue eyes were confident. A handsome smile moved over his face as he shook my father’s hand. “Thank you for the invitation.” The baritone of his voice was so distinctive, like an echo at the bottom of a well.
I was supposed to emulate my father’s confidence, but it left me as I stared at this man. Handsome men came and went, but Axel was in a different stratosphere. He looked like he belonged in Milan, modeling clothes and underwear for the major brands in the big window shops. He was too beautiful for a life of crime.
Axel’s eyes shifted to me, and that smile melted away instantly. His stare was hard and focused, as if he knew me from somewhere but couldn’t place me. He was one of those people who didn’t shy away from eye contact, and even though it was probably obvious how uncomfortable I was, he maintained the stare.
My father looked at me, expecting me to move forward.
I swallowed and feigned confidence I didn’t feel. “Nice to meet you, Axel.” I extended my hand to take his. “I’m Scarlett.”
He took mine and squeezed with his big fingers, the cords popping up his forearms as he gripped me. After a shake, he released me. “Beautiful name.” Even though my father stood right there, Axel’s eyes were stuck on mine like glue.
I had to break the eye contact and step away. Heat flushed through my body, and then I started to sweat despite the evening chill that now pressed against the window.
My father pulled out my chair for me so I could sit beside him.
I dropped into the chair and placed the linen across my lap, needing to do something to distract myself from the gorgeous man who moved to the other side of the table. He took the seat across from my father so he wasn’t directly across from me, but I wasn’t spared from his intense stare.
The butler served the wine and placed a basket of fresh bread on the table. Neither man reached for it, and they immediately launched into business.
It was clear Axel wasn’t refined the way my father was. His posture was more relaxed, giving off I-don’t-give-a-fuck vibes. He didn’t touch the wine either, like he preferred something stronger.
“May I ask how you pulled off these relationships?” My father swirled his wine and took a drink.
“Through generations,” Axel said. “My family was well-connected to the Medici family, and we’ve remained connected to everyone who matters ever since. Snooty aristocracy is heavy in my blood.”
“Then why are you in this game?”
Axel sat with one elbow on the table, his fingers scratching his jawline as he considered what to say. “It’s a long story…but my family cut me off a long time ago. I forged a new path, and I chose a career that would piss them off the most.” He grinned. “It’s been fun.”
Definite I-don’t-give-a-fuck vibes.
I knocked on the door to her dressing room before I opened the door.She was in a tight white dress, a sleeveless gown that hugged her petite frame and put her tits right on display. Her hair was curled and pinned to one side, her makeup light instead of overdone.She gave a small gasp when she saw my reflection in the mirror. “Theo…is everything okay?”I closed the door behind me and approached her, looking her up and down, unable to believe that she would be my wife, because she was so fucking perfect. Not just on the outside…but fucking gorgeous on the inside. Her goodness shone in her eyes like stars in the heavens. “Everything is fine, but I wanted to talk to you.”She turned around to face me directly. “Then, everything is not fine.”“Astrid.” I came closer, making sure not to touch her even though I desperately wanted to… in case this didn’t work. “I just think we should talk about this one last time before we do this.”“Talk about what?” Her eyes shifted back and forth between
“I guess I am a little offended.”“You’re offended that I mentioned the women who meant nothing to me while I respect the woman I love?”“I think it’s kinda cute that Axel brags about Scarlett so much.”“Just because I don’t tell him how I fuck you doesn’t mean I don’t love you, Astrid.”“I know. I don’t think Axel is being disrespectful. He’s just…bragging about how happy he is.”“I show my love for you in other ways,” he said. “I guess I’m just old-fashioned.”“Okay. Would it make you mad if I told Scarlett details?”“No.”“Really?” I asked.“Really.”“Good to know…because I’ve kinda already told her every little thing. Or should I say, every big thing.”He smirked and almost chuckled. “That’s fine.”“It’s not disrespectful to tell her how big your dick is?”“It doesn’t bother me.”“But you don’t want Axel to know—”“I don’t want him to know anything, Astrid. Because you’re mine, only mine, and I don’t want another man having a glimpse of that—even Axel.”I stared at him for a whil
Epilogue IAstridOne Year LaterI looked at the headstones under which my parents were laid to rest, my mother on the bottom, my father on top, and then I placed the two bouquets of flowers in the stone vases. They were close to an oak tree, so there was shade on that beautiful, warm day.There were days when the loss didn’t bother me. And there were others when it brought me to tears.Today, it was somewhere in between.I’d lived with Theo for the past year, and there had been more joy in that one year than I’d known my entire life. Even on my best day with Bolton, it didn’t come close to what we had, the peace that we’d built together.Theo hadn’t asked me to marry him, but I wasn’t in a rush. Whenever he was ready, he would ask.And I would say yes.“I know you both would love him.” They would love him despite his past. Love him despite the blood on his hands. Because he was a reformed man, a man who had walked away from everything for me. “And I think he would love you too.”When
“Fuck, this is nice.” Axel leaned back in his chair, his fingers stitched together behind his head. We sat in the quiet bar, most of the tables empty because it was late on a weeknight.“We drink all the time.”“We haven’t talked in five minutes.”“You’re the talker, asshole.”“But we haven’t talked about Bolton or Beau or whatever bullshit we used to talk about. It’s just fucking chill, man.”Yes, it was chill. I’d resigned a week ago, and Astrid hadn’t seemed to notice I hadn’t gone to work. Maybe she thought I was just on vacation for a short while, even though vacation wasn’t in my vocabulary.“Scarlett has been fucking me soooo good too. Almost dying really gets her going.”“You didn’t almost die.”“Well, I may exaggerate some details to her.” He winked.Now I understood his obsession with his wife, because I had the same obsession for Astrid. I just didn’t share the details because those were just for me. “I left the Skull Kings a week ago.”That grin disappeared when he flinche
Axel was already outside the vehicle when I rounded the corner. He’d been leaning against the truck, his phone in his grip. When he spotted me and the bag, he hustled toward me. “Holy shit, you got it?” He relieved me of the bag and set it on the ground. “Turn on your flashlight.”I pulled out my phone and pointed the light at the bag.He opened it and looked inside.“How will you know it’s him?”“The brand of clothes. His pant size. Stuff like that.” He reached inside and examined one of the boots before he continued to look. Then he pulled out a black watch. He paused to study it like he recognized it. “Yeah, this is him.” He returned the watch and zipped up the bag.“How are you sure? It’s just a black watch.”He put the bag in the back of the truck. “Just trust me.”Axel followed me to Theo’s house after I picked up my car, and we walked in together. He carried the duffel bag at his side then gently placed it on the rug in the foyer. I texted Theo and asked him to meet me downstai
“If I ask for Killian’s bones, they probably won’t even care. Just not sure if I can carry them.”“Well, he’s been dead a while, so…” Axel didn’t elaborate. “I think you can manage it.”“Then let me go in alone. I’ll text you if I can.”Axel nodded before he kissed Scarlett. “See you in a bit, baby.”“Be careful.” She looked at Axel then at me. “Both of you.”Axel parked at the curb and killed the engine. “You sure about this?”I nodded.“Just because he buried Bolton doesn’t make you obligated to do this.”“I know, but I want to. Theo deserves peace.”“You already give him peace, Astrid.”I looked out the window at the sidewalk. “Give me thirty minutes.”He gave a nod.I left the car then approached the club. People were gathered outside, and the music was loud. They had no idea what lay underneath. I moved to the front, and no one stopped me from entering the hallway and going down the stairs to the basement entry.The two bouncers were there, and they recognized me without saying a







