LOGIN
PROLOGUE
SCARLETT
After a long, dark winter, spring arrived. When I opened my windows that morning and saw the cloudless blue sky, I knew the warmer season I craved had arrived. Instead of wearing a sweater and jeans, I opted for a springtime dress. It was a little premature for that, but I didn’t care.
I left my apartment and drove down the quiet streets to my father’s home, a large estate that took up an entire corner of the block. It was one of the few properties that had spacious outdoor terraces, shielded by high gates with fine greenery. I pulled up to the gate, and the guards let me pass without a single glance.
It was the place where I’d grown up, the historic Duomo in sight, the markets just blocks away, the streets heavy with the past that was still a part of our present. I walked by the large fountain in the center of the courtyard, the shadows long across the ground because the sun was already setting when it had only risen to its full height hours ago.
I entered the house, finding my father sitting in the parlor, comfortable couches across rugs, an enormous hearth against one wall that was already lit. He sat at one of the small tables, wearing a navy-blue suit with a shiny watch on his wrist. He was on his phone, his thumbs typing against the screen like he was writing an email. On the surface, it was a relaxing scene, but his men lingered in opposite corners of the room, blending into the gray-wallpapered walls and the artwork that hung there, always hovering over the man they served.
He must have heard the sound of my heels on the hardwood because he immediately slipped his phone into the inside pocket of his jacket and stood up to greet me, a nice smile on his face, a dimple in each cheek. Whenever he saw me, he had this brilliance in his eyes, this unspoken affection that he reserved for only me. “Sweetheart.” He circled his arms around me and hugged me hard before pressing a kiss on my forehead. “You look lovely.” He pulled out the chair for me like he always did.
I sat at the table on his right and hung my purse over the back of the chair. “Thank you. I like your suit.”
He looked down at himself as he brushed away a nonexistent piece of dust. “I can’t take credit for any of this. If Hannah didn’t dress me, I’d probably be in sweatpants.” He grinned as he smoothed out his jacket.
Hannah was his assistant, but I wondered if she was more than that. He kept his personal life a secret from me. I’d never met one of his lovers, and he never acknowledged if he ever had a girlfriend. I was a grown woman, but he still hid that part of his life from me. My father was fit and very good-looking, having become a father when he was very young, so he was still young now that I was an adult. My friends always told me how hot they thought he was…which disgusted me.
“Ramon.” My father didn’t turn his head to address him. “A bottle of red for the table. Barsetti Vineyards.” He looked at me again. “Are you hungry, sweetheart?”
“Maybe for something small…”
He gave more orders. “A charcuterie board.”
His men immediately got to work and, a moment later, brought everything he requested and disappeared as quickly as possible once the job was done.
My father poured the wine for us and took a drink.
I did the same.
“So, how’d it go?”
I reached into my purse and withdrew the ring. It was a glorious white diamond, one of the rarest in the world, flawless and whole. Historic and old, it was a one-of-a-kind piece, and I wasn’t sure the owner even realized it was missing yet.
My father smiled, pride in his eyes, and then took the ring to examine it himself. “Good work, sweetheart.”
I took another drink of the wine.
He dropped the ring into the pocket that held his phone. “I’m expecting company for dinner.”
“Yeah?”
“The new prime minister isn’t exactly agreeable to our line of work, so he’s implemented all these nonsense regulations at every border. It’s becoming harder to get our product where it needs to go.”
“Are you going to kill him?”
He took a drink as he considered the suggestion. “He has two young kids… I’d rather avoid that.”
I’d rarely seen the violent side of my father because he purposely hid it from me, but I knew he ran his operation with an iron fist. He must because all his men ran around him like terrified rats about to get stepped on. When I was young and he’d assumed I was asleep, I’d seen him do horrifying things…stuff I would never forget. But whenever I was there, he was eloquent and soft-spoken, a permanent smile on his face, a completely different man.
“There’s a player in the game that intrigues me.” He spun his wine before he took a drink. “I’m normally dismissive of ambitious young men, but he seems different. They tend to burn hot and fast and quickly turn to ash—but not this one. He’s offered me a partnership because he’s exempt from the regulations.”
“What does he want in return?”
“A cut.”
“You never deal anyone in.”
“No, but I can’t keep killing prime ministers either.” Now that the conversation was strictly business, his infectious smile was gone and a seriousness spread across his face. “I can do things the hard way, or I can do things the easy way. He considers himself a liaison between business owners like me…and the forces that want to take those businesses away. I wouldn’t be his only client.”
I looked down at my glass as I swirled it.
“You aren’t happy about this.”
“You always told me to avoid outside relationships as much as possible.”
“Even with his cut, we would still be making exponentially more because this avenue is cheaper than the alternatives. Yes, outside relationships should be avoided, but the biggest priority is cutting costs wherever we can. With him, it’s two birds with one stone.”
I finally took a slice of baguette and spread the soft cheese over the surface. With a dab of honey and fig, it was scrumptious. If I were alone right now, I could sit there and eat the entire thing.
The corner of his mouth cocked in a smile, looking at me like I was a little girl who had smeared my ice cream cone all over my face. With just a single look, he could show me how much I meant to him, that I was the light of his life, the single most important person. “He’s coming for dinner in an hour. I’d like you to sit in.”
I finished the slice of bread then wiped my fingers on the white linen napkin. “That’s why you asked me to come over.”
“Now that the business is changing, you need to be aware of it. Maybe I’ll be around for ten more years. Maybe forty. I’d like to be prepared for whenever that happens. My men respect you, and even in death, they wouldn’t dare cross me because their loyalty is bone-deep.”
“You think I have what it takes…?” My father had an energy that I couldn’t emulate. The moment he stepped in the room, everyone noticed, even when they had no idea who he was. He was admired and respected, and he always seemed to be several steps ahead of both his contemporaries and his enemies. We might have the same blood, but I wasn’t sure if I inherited his intelligence and astuteness. He seemed to think I had.
His eyes remained on me, and slowly, the smile left his face as he turned serious. “Absolutely.”
I knocked on the door to her dressing room before I opened the door.She was in a tight white dress, a sleeveless gown that hugged her petite frame and put her tits right on display. Her hair was curled and pinned to one side, her makeup light instead of overdone.She gave a small gasp when she saw my reflection in the mirror. “Theo…is everything okay?”I closed the door behind me and approached her, looking her up and down, unable to believe that she would be my wife, because she was so fucking perfect. Not just on the outside…but fucking gorgeous on the inside. Her goodness shone in her eyes like stars in the heavens. “Everything is fine, but I wanted to talk to you.”She turned around to face me directly. “Then, everything is not fine.”“Astrid.” I came closer, making sure not to touch her even though I desperately wanted to… in case this didn’t work. “I just think we should talk about this one last time before we do this.”“Talk about what?” Her eyes shifted back and forth between
“I guess I am a little offended.”“You’re offended that I mentioned the women who meant nothing to me while I respect the woman I love?”“I think it’s kinda cute that Axel brags about Scarlett so much.”“Just because I don’t tell him how I fuck you doesn’t mean I don’t love you, Astrid.”“I know. I don’t think Axel is being disrespectful. He’s just…bragging about how happy he is.”“I show my love for you in other ways,” he said. “I guess I’m just old-fashioned.”“Okay. Would it make you mad if I told Scarlett details?”“No.”“Really?” I asked.“Really.”“Good to know…because I’ve kinda already told her every little thing. Or should I say, every big thing.”He smirked and almost chuckled. “That’s fine.”“It’s not disrespectful to tell her how big your dick is?”“It doesn’t bother me.”“But you don’t want Axel to know—”“I don’t want him to know anything, Astrid. Because you’re mine, only mine, and I don’t want another man having a glimpse of that—even Axel.”I stared at him for a whil
Epilogue IAstridOne Year LaterI looked at the headstones under which my parents were laid to rest, my mother on the bottom, my father on top, and then I placed the two bouquets of flowers in the stone vases. They were close to an oak tree, so there was shade on that beautiful, warm day.There were days when the loss didn’t bother me. And there were others when it brought me to tears.Today, it was somewhere in between.I’d lived with Theo for the past year, and there had been more joy in that one year than I’d known my entire life. Even on my best day with Bolton, it didn’t come close to what we had, the peace that we’d built together.Theo hadn’t asked me to marry him, but I wasn’t in a rush. Whenever he was ready, he would ask.And I would say yes.“I know you both would love him.” They would love him despite his past. Love him despite the blood on his hands. Because he was a reformed man, a man who had walked away from everything for me. “And I think he would love you too.”When
“Fuck, this is nice.” Axel leaned back in his chair, his fingers stitched together behind his head. We sat in the quiet bar, most of the tables empty because it was late on a weeknight.“We drink all the time.”“We haven’t talked in five minutes.”“You’re the talker, asshole.”“But we haven’t talked about Bolton or Beau or whatever bullshit we used to talk about. It’s just fucking chill, man.”Yes, it was chill. I’d resigned a week ago, and Astrid hadn’t seemed to notice I hadn’t gone to work. Maybe she thought I was just on vacation for a short while, even though vacation wasn’t in my vocabulary.“Scarlett has been fucking me soooo good too. Almost dying really gets her going.”“You didn’t almost die.”“Well, I may exaggerate some details to her.” He winked.Now I understood his obsession with his wife, because I had the same obsession for Astrid. I just didn’t share the details because those were just for me. “I left the Skull Kings a week ago.”That grin disappeared when he flinche
Axel was already outside the vehicle when I rounded the corner. He’d been leaning against the truck, his phone in his grip. When he spotted me and the bag, he hustled toward me. “Holy shit, you got it?” He relieved me of the bag and set it on the ground. “Turn on your flashlight.”I pulled out my phone and pointed the light at the bag.He opened it and looked inside.“How will you know it’s him?”“The brand of clothes. His pant size. Stuff like that.” He reached inside and examined one of the boots before he continued to look. Then he pulled out a black watch. He paused to study it like he recognized it. “Yeah, this is him.” He returned the watch and zipped up the bag.“How are you sure? It’s just a black watch.”He put the bag in the back of the truck. “Just trust me.”Axel followed me to Theo’s house after I picked up my car, and we walked in together. He carried the duffel bag at his side then gently placed it on the rug in the foyer. I texted Theo and asked him to meet me downstai
“If I ask for Killian’s bones, they probably won’t even care. Just not sure if I can carry them.”“Well, he’s been dead a while, so…” Axel didn’t elaborate. “I think you can manage it.”“Then let me go in alone. I’ll text you if I can.”Axel nodded before he kissed Scarlett. “See you in a bit, baby.”“Be careful.” She looked at Axel then at me. “Both of you.”Axel parked at the curb and killed the engine. “You sure about this?”I nodded.“Just because he buried Bolton doesn’t make you obligated to do this.”“I know, but I want to. Theo deserves peace.”“You already give him peace, Astrid.”I looked out the window at the sidewalk. “Give me thirty minutes.”He gave a nod.I left the car then approached the club. People were gathered outside, and the music was loud. They had no idea what lay underneath. I moved to the front, and no one stopped me from entering the hallway and going down the stairs to the basement entry.The two bouncers were there, and they recognized me without saying a







