Laying in bed was what I did all day. Chris and Selene checked up on me a while ago, I confirmed to them that I am doing just fine and they can continue whatever the hell they are doing outside. I cannot remember how many times Chris came to check up on me, I remember waking up three times and all those with his eyes meeting mine the first time I opened them. When I’m asking him, “what?” He’ll just shrug and ask me if I needed anything. Weird. He looks so worried. This is just dysmenorrhea. From everything that I’ve been through, this is just a small fries. Buti na lang hindi ko nakalimutan na bumili ng napkins nang mamili kami ni Chris sa Agrahbah kung hindi ay kanina pa ako nagpumilit na umalis na kami dito. I get up to see what’s happening outside. The moon is already present but there are no stars. I’m
Hindi ako pumalag sa hawak ni Chris. Nakipaglaban ako ng titig sa kaniya. Ayokong ako ang maunang sumuko dahil hindi ko siya maintindihan at hindi ko din maintindihan ang sarili ko, idagdag pa itong buwanang dalaw ko. Ewan ko na. The awkward moment stopped when Jafar played the guitar. He has no choice, Chris is already holding me and the guitar is within his hands. Knowing the pride he has, he’ll play something well that could match Chris’ guitar and singing ability. The only people who remained standing were the pairs. Lolita and Jak, Prince and Mal, and Chris and I. Jafar started singing a romantic duet with Selene. Oh, so she can sing. Not just can, but she’s good at it. Their voices harmonize with each other. Although the song is not familiar, hearing it from them introduces a great song to my ear.
Selene words kept running through my mind. “Chris, paano kung magkaroon ng sira at pumalya ang system bago mo mailigtas si Leira? Paano kung hindi na ako makaalala talaga at hindi ko magawa ang bagay na dapat kong gawin kaya ako bumalik?” I can’t help but to think about it, I am devoured and swallowed whole by those words. My mind is in a complete mess. “Chris, paano kung magkaroon ng sira at pumalya ang system bago mo mailigtas si Leira?” Those are Selene’s exact words that got me dumbfounded. The questions in my mind are slowly piling up which makes me just want to drag Chris in no time and confront his real intentions towards me. What is the system that they mentioned? Those saving? Coming back? What are they supposed to mean? Still, I remained silent and did not ask them anything. I immediately left them after hearing those words, it seemed like they did not notice my presence so I hurried back to the camper van. Hindi ako nakatulog buong gabi. Nakita ko pa nga na sa pwe
I missed the beauty of the City. Tiana just looks exactly like Ariel. From the buildings, commerce, infrastractures, and way of living. It has a lot more technological advancements than Belle. Even though the sun’s straight up, all the people are busy. If there are commercial buildings, there are also street vendors. People that are in and outside of the malls, workaholic people who do not take lunch breaks and people from the government who do not have lunch breaks but are off their offices. There are parts of the City that smell like coffee and pastries – sweet, inviting, and calming. As you go further, there will be a mixed smell of gasoline, smoke coming from different vehicles and industries, the smell of escaped air from the air conditioned open malls. We had lunch inside the mall and chose to go to a buffet restaurant that Chris suggested. He said they offer the best unlimited steaks which are his favorite. So he already went here and there? Kung saan saan na siguro napadp
Before the night ended, something mysterious, adamantly wonderful, and exhilarating happened. We danced to our hearts content. Selene and I were drunk in our own worlds, literally not minding everyone that touches us and dances with us. Sweats and bodies are colliding as we sway our hips and raise our hands but it does not stop us. We shouted and tried our best to be heard as if competing with the electronic music that the dj is playing. It's fun. But just like what people always say, the fun does not last forever. Neither do happy endings exist. Why was I thinking of a happy ending in this situation? It’s always like a kiss would resolve everything and anything. A princess kissed a prince and turned him into a very handsome gentleman, a prince kissed a sleeping princess and so she woke up and they lived happily ever after. A princess was poisoned then a true love’s kiss made her alive. They always make it like a true love’s kiss would solve all the problems in this world. An
“Why is there limited information about the wonders?” I asked. We are almost at the border of Pocahontas and Tiana. “Let’s just say that the seven wonders are just a myth. People talk about it but they have never encountered a person who finished all the seven places, so they aren’t really sure if it’s true or not.” I keep on nodding. “Few records are found about it and also the people who know the seven wonders, sila lang ang nagdeklara ng mga iyon. Basically, the people who know about the wonders are relatives or close friends of the seven people that shared their experiences and marked these places as the seven wonders.” So seven people, seven places, resulting in seven wonders – as what they called it. It was refreshing to talk to people without thinking about the stress, what has to come, and the burden you keep on carrying. I really miss my father, the features of Adam is what made me think of him and not the conversation like this. Because we never had a chance to talk this
Surely we all have our own traumas. Some of which we had at such a young age, some traumas we grow up into, and some that we just recently acquired. Growing up is crucial in every aspect. Everything that is happening around you is something that you can easily adapt with. In a family with violent behaviors, a child would grow up thinking it's alright or grow up full of fear to adapt to such a negative attitude. The thing is, these traumas will either consume you or you can live with it. I believe that these traumas do not leave you – they live with you. It just depends upon how you will handle it. Sometimes on quiet nights, it visits you. Sometimes when the day is all sunny and the birds are singing, it would visit you bringing dark skies and heavy rain. They all just appear all of a sudden. Sometimes it’s a friend, most of the time it’s a foe. But as time goes by, the longer you have it, the more you will realize that in almost everything, it is the only one that does not leave yo
The fall hurt. Chris cannot move, his feet were sprained while my back was hurt due to the sudden fall. At this point I want to be ashamed of myself and shout at Chris at the same time. If he did not intervene once again, this would never happen. I want to be ashamed of myself because I got carried away by his words. I want to shout at Chris because he stopped me – again – making him hurt himself. The water is getting close to us. Adam immediately put down his bag and went to rescue us. I told him to get Chris first and just let me stay here but Chris was adamant. Adam figured this drama won’t be over not until he secured me first so that Chris would shut up and we would all be safe. He carried me like a bride. He’s unbelievably strong for his age, I weigh around 50 kilograms but he carried me effortlessly. Selene asked if my back hurts. I was tempted to say, “obviously not,” but I said, “yes.” If she’s really thinking, that question is clearly stupid. Of course my back hurts! I