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Lately, it doesn't snow often in the city of Seattle. Instead, it usually got very rainy. I put my cell phone to my ear and listened to Carlos' mild complaint. It's raining a lot outside. I got soaked, didn't open the door for me, why?When I listened carefully, I could hear that he looked a little upset.I looked back and around my room. And I asked: “Why did you come to me?”“Natália, did you forget that I’m your boyfriend now?”So he still remembered it...“I thought you had regrets.” I answered."Why? Why didn't I call you?"I said yes in a low voice and looked upset.“Foolish girl, didn't I say I'd take care of some company matters? If there is nothing important to happen in the next few months of the company, I will stay with you.” Halo paused and said in a gentle voice, “Even if I have to take care of something, I will take you with me.”His words made my heart melt and he even called me a girl. It was a very intimate form of address. I always thought I was just a woman to keep
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It was just ridiculous. Our relationship wouldn't last more than a few months. In a few short months, he would just become another girl's fiancé, and now he was asking me if she loved him?Furthermore. The months relationship would be an act for both of us.It was more like a Charity to me.I wrapped my arms around his neck and said, “Yes. You know it. My family is rich and powerful. Of course I chose to marry your family. Back then, because I loved you.”From the beginning until now, she didn't hide the fact that she loved him.Listening to this, see? Carlos smiled. He held me tightly in his arms and gently caressed my back with the palm of his hand, smiling and in a low voice said: “Natália. I love you."Take surprise and looked at him in disbelief.After a while, I realized that he had said that he would pretend to fall in love with me, that he would idolize me, not even upset me, and make me feel happy.Now, He was just keeping His promises.I could pretend it was real, but I coul
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The phone call only lasted a few minutes.Carlos left for awhile, but when he came back he looked worried.He looked at me desperately.Softly, I asked, “What happened?”He sighed. And he asked me, However: “I have to leave in a little while. Do you want to come with me?”I soon noticed something was off and asked, “Are you leaving because of Michelle?”Carlos closed his eyes and said, “She was injured in a car accident.”So I patiently asked, "So are you going to take care of her?"Carlos dove into silence, but his departure had already answered everything.Before he left, I remembered. “We had agreed that for the time of our relationship I would not be allowed to see her again. Remember that?"He replied in a bitter voice: "I remember, that's why I wanted to..." I didn't even let him finish his sentence and asked.“Ask my permission?”“Why do you think I will let you go?”“Carlos, if you leave now, I'll end this little game once and for all.”I stopped the movie, stood up and smiled
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Carlos was very shocked, as if I had felt something heavy in my heart. He asked in a whisper: "What did the miscarriage of years ago take away from you?"He clearly heard what I had said, there was no reason for me to repeat it.“Leave Lucy alone. She also has someone who loves her. And he's waiting for her. If she has anyone to blame, she can blame Michelle's character a little bit. Just look at what she did years ago to know what really happened. She took someone's love away. Now, Lucy is simply getting back at her. Also, Michelle said something awful. Forcing Lucy to react this way. Your bride is not as innocent as you think.”After a pause, I said sarcastically, “I was wrong. You are Carlos Sky, you can do whatever you want. He knows everyone's shit. Now, he does everything to please.”Carlos furrowed his brow and said nonchalantly, “I'll check it out later, but you have to explain what happened years ago. What happened after your miscarriage?”I really didn't want to remember tha
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"Let's pretend these dating days never happened."Discount your love for one, even if it was fake. I gave a resigned smile and replied, "Um, my exact feelings."“Natália, So I agreed to the divorce before, because I always owed Michelle Mary a wedding ceremony, and I want to compensate her. It was never my intention to hurt you, so I apologize. I'll be here if you ever need any help.”“Does it seem like you still have lingering feelings for your ex-wife?”I straightened up and reminded him, “There's nothing to regret. You don't love me and that's it. There is nothing to regret. Don't say you're feeling remorseful after we got divorced. And that he started to develop feelings for me. Apart from having doubts about whether he still loves Michelle! If that's the case, Carlos, you're pathetic.”Carlos hesitated momentarily before answering. “Natália, you don't have to use such a contradictory tone. It is true that I have deceived you in the past, but that does not justify you crossing the
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Leo had been with me the last few days and taken care of me, one day I asked him: “when are you going back to Washington?”He chuckled cheekily before answering me. “Is it so much that I really leave?”“I'm afraid my sister-in-law will be upset. With you gone so long.”“to your sister-in-law. She is still very young, so she constantly argues with me. For silly reasons.”My sister-in-law was younger than me and I had heard of her before. She really did seem like a very dominant girl.However, she was without reason or logic.Her moments of arrogance never happened Out of nowhere!People like my sister-in-law didn't have any Hypothesis against her, as she wasn't a person who bothered with necessary remarks like that, it was rare for my brother to be in the company of the opposite sex.on the other hand, I felt apathetic towards such people.my difference allowed few to make use of me.I called my brother once more and gave him some advice: “Brother, you must indulge more often with my s
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Leo was opposed to leaving the city of Seattle, but I forced him, sanely and obstinately, to stand at the door after driving me back home. He surveyed my stubbornness, sighed. “Even kicking her out of here?”People around me were few and far between, and my only confidant, Lucy, was still in prison.To be frank, I was dejected to see him go.However, he had been overwhelmed with phone calls the entire time.I was aware of the responsibility he carried at home. He would hate it if he didn't keep them.Besides, I was averse to having him watch my death.I dove into my head and dispelled his worries. “Yes, give me some time of my own.”“Was all those years of alone time not enough, Natalia?”I was taken aback when I realized that this year marked the ninth year of my parents' death anniversary.Using had passed to such an extent that I hadn't even done anything for my own well-being.The single decision I had made had been the worst mistake of my life.If I could go back in time, I would
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I had never played this song in public, or rather, I hadn't played this song since my parents died. I lacked courage, and for me it was a way for my subconscious to escape reality.This could have been the last lesson I had from them and so I treated this song as a parting gift for them. By offering my precious memories, I hoped he would remember that they had me as a teacher for some time.This piece of music. Photograph by Ed Sheeran.The song was engraved in the depths of memory. How many memories did my mind change; Memory of my mesmerizing notes on that man's piano and his voice screaming. "Little girl." Played in my head.I closed my eyes and allowed my fingers to take control of the keys as the music flowed from my piano, just as the author flowed from his.I remembered the title of this piece in hindsight. Photograph of a particular person. And it just passed, at that moment a gust of wind swirled around us during our Youth, but after a while, it blew away. I had remained in t
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