24-Painful Desire

(Nate POV)

Nagising ako sa tunog nang alarm clock sa gilid ko. Another day to think about Ian. When I woke up or even in my dreams, it's Ian's face I saw. 

I miss him, every seconds. It's really painful to endure. 

Mula nung nakita ko siya I start feeling the greedy desire to make him mine. When I layed my eyes on him, my tastes suddenly change,and he is now my habit. 

Like those pictures of Ian, sent by Zaki to me, I can't erase it in my memmory. His impure face, lewd pale body, I think they are the best. While I was thinking about those beautiful photos of him, I ended up jerking out a lot. 

It is so dirty to think. I feel like betraying him for imagining dirty things with him. He is a guy like me, but I can't help it. 

His painful expression and trembling body looks so erotic, that is why I can't stop this painful desire in me to touch him. 

I'm going crazy just thinking about his pretty face. D