I let out a heavy sigh several times, but I still can't seem to calm down. I feel nervous, my heart pounding so fast, and I feel like I could cry at any moment due to the pounding in my chest.
"Relax, princess, you're shaking," Kuya Lennox said with humor on his face. His brothers were teasing him, and Jesus Christ, I'm so nervous. This is what it feels like to graduate.Yes, today is my graduation day, and everyone in the mansion is wearing their sweetest smiles for me. I can see in their eyes that they are happy and proud of me. It's an overwhelming feeling, being surrounded by positive people who believed in me from the beginning to the end. They were there for me when I wanted to give up, cheering me on and helping me stand again."I'm so proud of you, apo! Finally, you're graduating and you'll have—""Lola, don't jinx it!" Everyone laughed, and I received a gentle slap from Lola. Thankfully, she loses her grumpy attitude when she's amused, happy, or experiencing other emotions."You're really something! Okay, go before you're late," she said, and I couldn't hide my nervousness as we headed to the school. Many people greeted and welcomed me as we arrived, well, I'm a bit famous here, lol!"Congrats, princess!" Even before the program started, I received many compliments from my classmates. I was literally in bliss right now. As the names were called, I felt a bit shaky. The joy of finally finishing all the hardships in school is indescribable. There's no exact word to convey my gratitude to my classmates, teachers, and family, who have been my support system.Finally, I can turn the pages of my life to the next missions and journeys. Thank you, Lord, for letting me graduate!I am Lara Via Smith, finally a graduate!"CONGRATULATIONS, LARA VIA!" That was the greeting that awaited me as I entered the mansion. Almost all the mansion staff lined up in the garden, holding a big tarpaulin with my face on it! They were all wearing smiles."Wow, you went through all this trouble. Thank you!" They gave me sweet smiles before inviting me to join them for a meal. The table was filled with joy, laughter, and gratitude. I'm thankful for having them by my side."I don't know how to express my gratitude to all of you. Saying thank you isn't enough. But I'll still say thank you for always being here for me. I love you all.""You're so dramatic, Princess. You're not even pretty when you cry!""You're annoying, Kuya Landon! What a mood-killer!" The teasing didn't stop, but it was all in good fun. The family banter continued until I went upstairs. I noticed the light on my phone, so I picked it up. It was on silent. From: Drake Hey, can we meet?I smiled upon reading that. He probably knew our celebration at home was over, so he wanted to meet. In the months we've been together, we've gotten to know each other better. He's a bit possessive, but I like it. And you know what? He's courting me now!To: Drake Sure! I'll wait for you here!From: Drake I'm already here. Your brothers didn't want to let me in. Looks like they want to murder me here.I quickly put my phone down on the bed after reading that. I hurriedly dressed and went downstairs. My brothers were still teasing Drake, but fortunately, it stopped there."Kuya's!" All four of them turned their attention to me. They looked at me with dark eyes, but I ignored it."Is he the one who called this idiot at this hour, Princess? Send him home before our mood turns darker!""It's already dark since earlier," Drake teased, and I couldn't help but laugh."Go with him!" Kuya Lennox said."Lennox, Landon, stop!" Even Kuya Logan couldn't help but shout, trying to pacify them."Alright, Logan, indulge yourself with that guy!""Lennox, Landon, stop!" Even though Kuya Logan was stopping them, they continued their sarcastic comments. It's really hard to deal with them, but they're still my brothers!"Whatever! Go with that idiot!""Damn it!" After my two brothers left, Kuya Logan faced Drake."Take my sister home safely. You know what will happen if you don't. Keep safe, Lara." Kuya Logan gave me a smile and a kiss on the forehead before leaving us."So let's go!" Once we got into the car, I immediately bombarded Drake with questions, but he just brushed it off with a few light words."What did my brothers do to you? I'm sorry for them.""No, it's okay. I'm used to being welcomed with a gun pointed at me. Don't worry about me. If I had a sister like you, I'd be overprotective too. But I wouldn't want to be just a brother to you.""I don't know about that!" I laughed as he said that, but then I noticed the light on my phone. I picked it up.From: Drake Hey, can we meet?I smiled upon reading that. He probably knew our celebration at home was over, so he wanted to meet. In the months we've been together, we've gotten to know each other better. He's a bit possessive, but I like it. And you know what? He's courting me now!To: Drake Sure! I'll wait for you here!From: Drake I'm already here. Your brothers didn't want to let me in. Looks like they want to murder me here.I quickly put my phone down on the bed after reading that. I hurriedly dressed and went downstairs. My brothers were still teasing Drake, but fortunately, it stopped there."Kuya's!" All four of them turned their attention to me. They looked at me with dark eyes, but I ignored it."Is he the one who called this idiot at this hour, Princess? Send him home before our mood turns darker!""It's already dark since earlier," Drake teased, and I couldn't help but laugh."Go with him!" Kuya Lennox said."Lennox, Landon, stop!" Even Kuya Logan couldn't help but shout, trying to pacify them."Alright, Logan, indulge yourself with that guy!""Lennox, Landon, stop!" Even though Kuya Logan was stopping them, they continued their sarcastic comments. It's really hard to deal with them, but they're still my brothers!"Whatever! Go with that idiot!""Damn it!" After my two brothers left, Kuya Logan faced Drake."Take my sister home safely. You know what will happen if you don't. Keep safe, Lara." Kuya Logan gave me a smile and a kiss on the forehead before leaving us."So let's go!" Once we got into the car, I immediately bombarded Drake with questions, but he just brushed it off with a few light words."What did my brothers do to you? I'm sorry for themFrom: Drake Hey, can we meet?I smiled upon reading that. He probably knew our celebration at home was over, so he wanted to meet. In the months we've been together, we've gotten to know each other better. He's a bit possessive, but I like it. And you know what? He's courting me now!To: Drake Sure! I'll wait for you here!From: Drake I'm already here. Your brothers didn't want to let me in. Looks like they want to murder me here.I quickly put my phone down on the bed after reading that. I hurriedly dressed and went downstairs. My brothers were still teasing Drake, but fortunately, it stopped there."Kuya's!" All four of them turned their attention to me. They looked at me with dark eyes, but I ignored it."Is he the one who called this idiot at this hour, Princess? Send him home before our mood turns darker!""It's already dark since earlier," Drake teased, and I couldn't help but laugh."Go with him!" Kuya Lennox said."Lennox, Landon, stop!" Even Kuya Logan couldn't help but shout, trying to pacify them."Alright, Logan, indulge yourself with that guy!""Lennox, Landon, stop!" Even though Kuya Logan was stopping them, they continued their sarcastic comments. It's really hard to deal with them, but they're still my brothers!"Whatever! Go with that idiot!""Damn it!" After my two brothers left, Kuya Logan faced Drake."Take my sister home safely. You know what will happen if you don't. Keep safe, Lara." Kuya Logan gave me a smile and a kiss on the forehead before leaving us."So let's go!" Once we got into the car, I immediately bombarded Drake with questions, but he just brushed it off with a few light words.What did my brothers do to you? I'm sorry for them, huh.""No, it's okay. I'm used to being welcomed with a gun pointed at me. Don't worry about me. If I had a sister like you, I'd be overprotective too. But I wouldn't want to be just a brother to you.""I don't know about you!" He burst into laughter, and I couldn't help but join in."So where do you wanna go?" Actually, I don't know where I want to go. But as I thought about it, I decided to go to a place I haven't been to alone. Whenever I go there, I'm always with my brothers."I want something new, wild, and exciting!" In less than thirty minutes, we arrived at the place. From the outside, I could hear loud music and cheering. As we entered, a mix of scents greeted me—alcohol and cigarette smoke. I'm glad they don't allow drug use here."Hey Drake, long time no see!" A short and fair-skinned guy greeted Drake. I think he's Japanese based on his appearance."Hey!""Oh, who's this beautiful lady?""Back off, dude!" The man just laughed at Drake. He invited us to their table. There were already many people seated—three girls and five guys. Drake introduced me to his friends. They were nice, but some of them had a bit of a warfreak vibe."Have you ever tried a body shot, Lara?" I don't know how many shots of tequila I've had, but all I knew was that I wanted to keep drinking. It's warm in my throat, especially when it's cold, making it even more enjoyable."No.""You're no fun!""Yeah!" Yeah, I am no fun. Throughout my life, there has always been someone watching over me, especially my actions. Maybe that's why I find it challenging to make friends."You should try it with Drake! I swear you will love it!" Perhaps due to the spirit of the alcohol, I found myself nodding at the girl I talked to earlier. She was smiling widely."You don't need to do that, Lara. Just ignore their teasing.""No, I want to!" She couldn't do anything but be pulled by her friends to the center of the dance floor. The crowd surrounded us, and surprisingly, I didn't feel nervous at all. I felt excited because it was the first time I was going to do this. I held a salt shaker in my left hand, which I would use on Drake. They would decide which part of his body I should focus on.Neck, lick, and suck!" That's what I heard from his friends. I could hear the cheers of the crowd, and they couldn't wait for what I was going to do. I approached Drake, and he looked tense, sitting on a chair and staring at me in disbelief. I straddled him, feeling our chests lightly pressing against each other. His eyes were full of lust, and I knew he was struggling.I immediately applied salt to his neck. I don't know how many times he swallowed. I loved watching his Adam's apple move up and down."Go, Via! You can do it! Prove yourself, girl!" Their cheers fueled my wildness and tension. After applying salt to his neck, I stopped for a moment and looked at him. I could feel the heat between us, it was scorching!"You don't need to do this, Lara... oh, sh*t!" He didn't expect the invasion of my tongue on his neck. I didn't know what I was feeling right now; it just felt so good. I licked and sucked on his neck endlessly, making sure it would leave marks. He writhed each time I sucked on his sensitive skin. His hands were now caressing my waist, moving up and down, tickling me.I caught his Adam's apple that kept rising and falling relentlessly."Hmmmmm... Lara, f*ck!""Move on top of him, Via!" Just as they said, I moved on top of him. I held onto his shoulders and intensified my movements on his lap. It felt so good."Fck, Lara! Oh, sht, stop! What are you... doing!" But I didn't listen to him, and I continued moving faster. I could feel something poking at my wet femininity, and I'm not stupid to not know what it is. It was already hard, poking at my entrance."Ahhhhh," I couldn't help but moan. My eyes were fixed on the person in front of me. I don't know why I was seeing Cole Aiden's face in front of me. I lost consciousness, and even though I closed my eyes several times, he was still the one I saw.I don't know what's on my mind, and I attacked him with my lips.LARA VIAI attack him with my lips with so much hunger. I miss him so much. He kisses me back, which only fuels my desire. He pulls my nape to kiss me more passionately. I wrap my hand around his neck, and he bites my lower lip as a sign for me to open my mouth. So I do, welcoming his tongue into my mouth."Mmmm," I moan as he catches my tongue and sucks on it. His hands are now on my right breast, caressing and pinching it, eliciting moans of pleasure from me. His lips move down to my neck, and I can feel the way he sucks and licks my sensitive skin there. I know it will leave marks. I'm ticklish whenever I feel his tongue on my neck and ears. It's so ticklish, for Pete's sake!"L-Lara, ohhh!" I feel like I've been drenched in cold water upon hearing that familiar voice. I immediately break free from his hold and stand up. It was Drake and not Cole! Damn, what have I done? I just gave him a false alarm; he might think something!"D-Drake." It seems he's also snapped out of it and stan
LARA VIA The week has passed and so much has happened, I've been talking to Kuya Lennox and Landon again and they often tease me. I am still waiting for the result and now I will finally know it. I've had my laptop with me since earlier and I've placed it on the table. But until now, I still don't have the strength to open it. My heart feels like it's about to burst with nervousness. "Oh come on, are you just going to stare at it all day?" "Lola, can't you see I'm nervous? My hands are even shaking." "Just leave it there, I'll open it!" Lola was about to open my laptop but I stopped her. She gave me a dirty look and the only thing she did was sit beside me. We were both staring at my laptop, Kuya Lennox told me earlier that the results were already posted but he's waiting for me to announce it to everyone. I don't know how I managed to open my laptop but I immediately went to the website. I was scrolling through it almost holding my breath. I started from the bottom, of course.
LARA VIA I didn't know if I should applaud at the sight I just witnessed. All I knew was that I stopped walking and couldn't move my feet. I couldn't even tear my eyes away from there. What a nice welcome, and she even had flowers, huh, is she going to welcome the dead! "Hey, are you okay, Lara? Is there something wrong?" That's when I snapped out of it when Drake came in front of me and blocked whatever I was looking at earlier. "Y-yeah, I'm just not feeling well, I think." "Let's go then, I will give you a ride so you can rest." My attention completely shifted away from the scene earlier when Drake put his forehead against mine. I was in a state of shock when he moved away from me. "You're not even warm. But still, you need to rest. Let's go, my car is already here." "Okay." I didn't refuse as he took my hand. It's better to just show him that I can find someone else. I know Drake will be hurt, but I know he can help me love again without fear or doubt. "LARA VIA!" Just as I
LARA VIA "K-kuya... Aiden." Damn, I don't know why it feels disgusting every time I call him 'kuya.' I feel like vomiting every time I address him that way. I heard him chuckle for a little bit, which made me raise my right eyebrow. "Really, huh... KUYA," he emphasized the word 'kuya.' I tried to resist his gaze, even though I felt a burning sensation every time I looked at him directly. I can't see any emotions in his eyes. He was really good at hiding; I can't even read him, but why the heck can he easily read me? I couldn't move because I was leaning against the refrigerator, and he was so close. Both his hands were blocking me on either side. He cornered me so quickly. "It's disgusting! Calling me 'kuya' gives me shivers. Do you know that?" "I don't care about you. Can you please stay away from me? Your being too close; your BRIDGETTE might get angry!" I don't know why I sounded like a jealous girlfriend. I saw his smirk and moved closer to me. His chest was about to touch min
COLE AIDEN "Next time you decide to end it all, don't drag your friends into it. And my advice is, if you're going to do it, do it in a place where you won't bother anyone else!" I felt like the breath was knocked out of me by what I heard. I can't believe she said that to me. She's really changed, and it's because of me. It's all my fault. I felt Lennox's hand on my shoulder, as if he was asking for forgiveness for what his sister had said. There was a pang in my chest as she spoke those words. Did I hurt her so much that she could hate me like this? I know I made a mistake in pushing her away at that time, but it was also for her sake! I'm not good for her; I can't even tell her how much I care and love her because I'm afraid of the possibilities that I might mess up and regret it later. That's why I chose to distance myself from her for her own good. I don't want to break my promise to my friend, but I already broke it when I fell for their sister. She's hard to resist! She's s
LARA VIA I don't know why I feel guilty about what I said to him. I want to apologize, but I don't have the strength. I was also surprised by what I said; I didn't expect myself to say those things to him. I even saw in his eyes that he was hurt. I don't know if that was real or if I was just imagining it. As we arrived home, we were quiet until Cole Aiden's brother, Logan, couldn't hold back from speaking up. I knew they would scold me, and they did. I just rolled my eyes as they gave me a dagger look. "You're being too much, Lara Via! You shouldn't have said those things! You could have talked to him calmly instead of saying hurtful words!" I closed my eyes tightly at my brother's words. Yeah, I know I'm being too much and I hurt him with what I said. I really can't control myself from saying mean things to him every time we face each other. I don't know why until now I'm still affected and hurt by the past. It's so hard to forget or maybe I can't forget? "Brother, can you pleas
LARA VIA I woke up because of the consecutive alarms on my cellphone, so I quickly reached for it and turned it off. Still half asleep, I went to the bathroom to wash my face and brush my teeth. I was still very sleepy, but I needed to wake up because right after my little drama last night, I received a project that I needed to review and study today. I didn't plan on going downstairs because of the argument with Kuya Logan, but I was hungry and couldn't resist eating. I didn't want to rot away in my room, so I decided it would be better to humble myself than to argue with them again. Because I'm sure if that happens, it'll be three against one. What chance do I have against the three of them? I found my brothers eating sandwiches, with Kuya Lennox cooking. Kuya Logan paused eating his sandwich when he saw me, gave me a disapproving look, and turned away. I sighed at Kuya Logan's reaction. I also got myself a sandwich and put it in the toaster, preparing a cup of coffee while wait
LARA VIA LARA VIA I saw him raise his eyebrow as I stood frozen in place, realizing my purpose. I quickly bent down to pick up the box but dropped it because my eyes caught sight of the bulge between his thighs, as if it would disappear any moment. Why is he wearing just boxer briefs! I gulped as the bulge became more prominent, making me avert my gaze. I'm not stupid or innocent enough to not notice that bulge! Oh God, why am I feeling so hot this early in the morning? Does he enjoy wearing this when he's about to open the door? Can't he feel it, it was so awkward, can't he wear something decent, not this, almost half-naked. "Come in," he said, easing the door open. I followed quickly and sat on the sofa as he plopped the box down. He didn't even try to help me. I felt uncomfortable because I couldn't help but look at his bulge, doesn't he plan to change? I was nearly going crazy with irritation that he came out like this in front of me, I groaned when he slightly moved the bulg