He woke up because his arm was terribly numb. Just died. Lou tried to move it. It didn't work. He turned his head and understood why. Some maiden was sniffling on his shoulder, scattering dark hair on the pillow. Deuce... I wonder, and who is it? Although, what difference does it make?! It's not Keith. That will do. Annoyance and excruciating shame covered Lou, and immediately a viscous headache joined them. It was supposed to be so fucked up yesterday and listen to these assholes, and be in bed fucking-knows-with-who... Cheat on her with some first woman she meets...
He gently shoved the girl in the shoulder:
- Hey... Wake up.
She just sleepily muttered something in response and rolled over to the other side. Louis hurriedly pulled out his unconscious hand and tried to move his fingers. Blood, running through the veins, stabbed them with needles. He looked at the palm where Kitty's stylized cat skull was impaled. Hello, Kitty... I cheated on you. And Keith. Or yourself in the first place?
No, the sex was good... I guess... He had normal sex had no knows how many. Tired of chasing illusions. Life passes by as he stares at his laptop hoping to wait for a kind word from her. Tired of popping calluses. Yes, he was offended. Without knowing it, Kitsune hit the most painful point. I don't think she wanted to hurt him, she just said she thought.
Mama's son... this nickname accompanied all school bullying. Then Louis learned for life that wealthy parents are not a guarantee of success. Dad's money will not make you a position among your peers, will not bring you respect or at least a calm and safe existence. He learned to fight. Just recklessly threw fists at any offender, regardless of his size. Rage more than compensated for the fragile physique. He swore to himself that he would make the whole world love itself. I started working. Louis Sparks made himself. That's a fact. And she says he's a mama's boy...
Lou reached for the clothes thrown next to the bed. With a sigh, I squeezed into my skinny jeans and decided that was enough. Then he slowed the girl down again and asked her to sweep away. Two beautiful blue eyes framed by a smeared makeup looked at him with surprise. Did he promise to marry her? However, the girl was not stupid. Or just plain familiar. Snorting, she pulled on a narrow purple dress and splashed into the bathroom. I wonder if I had enough to protect my mind? Yeah, here they are, the consequences... Lou sent the consequences to the trash can.
The maiden came out of the bathroom refreshed. I winked at him, said the traditional "Call me," and went to the exit. Don't get lost, go... In the doorway, she ran into Tom. The younger brother with a couple of bottles of beer in his hands went to visit the elder. He knows, devil, what he needs now... Tom whistled, making a beautiful ass look, smiled up to his ears and winked at Louis. Like, I approve and support. But, noticing the sour expression on his brother's face, snicker.
"Lou, what are you doing?" Does your head hurt? Or is the fucking fucking?
- Okay...
He reached for a beer, opened it, took a sip. Nectar, dammit!
- So what's the big deal?
Louis shrugged indifferently. Tom climbed onto the bed with his legs and sat across from him. I looked my brother in the face.
"Do you love her?" Really, do you like it?
Louis nodded.
- Got a fight?
- Not that they were scolded... She doesn't take me seriously. Laughs... Tease.
- So what? Well, you give! Yes, all girls do that! If she didn't care, she wouldn't talk to you at all! She's an adult, older than you. What the fuck is she wasting time on a guy she doesn't care?
- Think?
"I think," Tom said firmly and gave good advice: "Achieve, if you love. Give her something... one that surprises me. For real.
"Listen, where are you so smart in places?" And not developed by years? Wonder. Sometimes it seems like you can't tie your shoelaces yourself! And then — bang! - Professor of Love Sciences, - Forged Lou brother.
"Go ahead!" Tom snorted and cracked his pillow.
- Hi Louis. How is it going? You haven't been online for a long time.
- Hi... Goes.
- Are you still offended?
- Nope. We don't know each other well. And we don't understand. It's stupid to be offended :)
"I missed it...
My heart jumped and pounded into my chest. Missed!
- Me too... Forgive me, Keith. (I'm an asshole... You have no idea which one...)
- For what?
- Well, that didn't answer, and in general...
- Did something happen? You're weird.
- It's all good :) It's all good.
Lou saw that she had dumped a file on him. Downloaded. Opened. Fuck! Tits! Well, that is, the neckline. Her. Photographed so and in such an angle as to only tease. Here... contagion. He smiled, pulled down his t-shirt, took a picture of his flat multi-colored breasts, and sent it to her. A few seconds and an emoji is rustling in a roll.
- Mine are prettier!
- UM... didn't see the :) Can I do more?
- UM... OK!
Louis thought Keith would send another shot, but instead she just clicked on the call video of the call. My throat instantly dried up. Lou quickly smoothed his hair and responded. She sat in front of the laptop in a light T-shirt. I dyed my hair bright red, and so I became completely like a fox werewolf. Yellowish-green eyes framed by red hair seem even brighter. Very beautiful, very... And I don't care that through stupid webcam everyone, without exception, looks like nosey aliens.
"Hi," he mutters, feeling like he's rapidly turning into an idiot.
She smiles and then sticks out a surprisingly sharp tongue and teases it. And then he pulls the t-shirt up. Lou dies. But she stops exactly where a good smart girl should have stopped, tormenting the fool in love with her. Oh, she's smart sure, a hundred points ahead will give him...
- Enough? She asks. And Louis is so glad to hear her voice! No less than seeing her appetizing body.
- Nope... more, please, he asks, swallowing.
She laughs and says he wants too much at one time.
"You're a sadist... A very beautiful sadist.
- I know.
"Why are you teasing me, Keith?"
- I like that.
She throws her head back, runs her palms over her chest, squeezing it. And then he slowly removes the T-shirt. There's nothing underneath it. Well, that is, a thin chain with a cross and... breast. Beautiful, lush. The dark pink nipples are sharpened. Either the room is cool or she's excited... She leans back in her chair with her hands behind her head.
- Beautiful? He asks sneakily. Smiling. Lou thinks his heart is going to stop right now. The throat dries up completely.
- Very...
She gets up, walks away a bit, turns her back to the camera, and slowly takes off her jeans. Remains in lace panties. She has a breathtakingly feminine figure. All sorts of rounded... Lou can't find the right word. It's hard to think at all. Especially after she pulls off her panties and throws them in the camera. It seems to him that they will fall on his keyboard. The lower abdomen is filled with a hot heaviness. The whale, wiggling its hips, returns to its chair, falling apart in it like a cat, throwing its legs over the armrest. And purrs, looking at him through his eyelashes:
- Now you...
Flashes... in front of my eyes, in my head, in my stomach... Spots, shots, sweet jolts... Her moist, swollen lips, light moans, a lingering look from under half-lowered eyelashes, a shudder running through her stomach... Her heart fills the room with a bell ringing. Lou is ready to sell his soul to the devil for the opportunity to be there, on the other side of the screen, next to her... He does not take his eyes off, catches every movement of her body... The pleasure grows, reaches some unreal, crazy peak. He never imagined that it could be like this...He was embarrassed, not deftly undressing under her intent, studying gaze. All the ability to behave in front of the camera, all the experience of filming gave way to the modest eye of the webcam. He is skinny, it seems to him that from the whole body he has only elbows, knees and tattoos. How can she like it? But she says - beautifully, and asks to show everything, using a completely indecent word. Where did you hear it?! It's exciti
Louis pressed his forehead against the cool glass. The bus trembled on the move and this vibration was given in the whole body. He just called Kit, but she didn't answer. Maybe on stage... or already sleeping... or just busy... But I really wanted to talk. Hear her voice. Their conversations, of course ... Lou says something in Russian, she laughs, corrects. In English, he has to build phrases as if he is communicating with a small child. And she doesn't understand half of it. And yet, wonderful. Without another dose of this dope, Louis missed.The guys were still awake, but no one was in Lou's room. Everyone was already aware of his great love and high suffering. And since he is sitting - eyebrows with a house, sadness in his eyes - the girl does not pick up his phone. And it's better not to joke about it. For some reason, Sparks' sense of humor at such moments completely leaves.Louis was more sad, then took a picture of his sour face and sent it to her. Let him see how bad he is wi
After finishing the autograph session, Louis decided that now he could relax, hide Kit's small hand in his and dump away from everyone. But it was not there. They didn't want to let them go. Especially after he finally took his beloved by the hand. Flashes, microphones under the nose:Is this your new girlfriend?- How did you meet?- How long have you been together?- What is her name?“Tell me, does Lou have a tattoo on his penis?” (this is Keith).She laughed in response, and then said:Yes, and not alone!And stuck out her middle finger at the aimed cameras.Louis admired the compliment and Kit's resourcefulness, quickly and almost politely kicked out stupid questions and whispered in her ear:- We're running. And they won't leave...Jeff, the clever one, took the fire, and they quietly crawled back, dived into some passage, turned another and another, crawled under some structures and ended up in a field behind the stage. Technicians, quarreling, slowly dismantled the equipment.
“Kitty is a kitten, we have to go…” Louis decided to say, touching her hair with his lips. They had several hours to sack this city, and the time was running out. Kit sighed, lifted her head, muttered something in Russian, and dropped it back. It could be “yes, of course”, “I don’t want to go anywhere” or “go to hell” - his choice. She was, of course, tired because of the night flight and the sex marathon they had arranged. Lou, too, would gladly send everything away and would not get out of this bed for another year. But - it is necessary. It is necessary, it is necessary, it is necessary ... Jeff already called, sarcastically wondering where the devils are.Lou kissed her again and stroked her back.“Baby, wake up… You’ll sleep on the bus, okay?”When Keith, in response to his question, for how many days she flew in, raised her fingers spread out, he squeaked like a youngster at the sight of Justin Bieber: “Will you go somnoyKit?!She nodded.Five days! For five whole days! Lou tho
There were six of them, these baubles-notches, on Louis' hand when she said she would leave him. And nine when he decided to get rid of them.After a few wonderful days together on the tour bus, Lou yearned for Kit to death. Lived from call to call, from sms to emoticons in Skype. The rest of the events were a foggy annoying background.As soon as he had free time, he immediately flew to her. Kitsune met him at the airport. Lou almost ate it on the way home in a taxi. The driver looked sideways in the rear-view mirror and grinned. He didn't give a fuck... he inhaled the scent of her body and shook with passion. They barely made it to her door. The shaggy red dog Kitty only barked in surprise and was immediately sent to the kitchen.The sex was fast, greedy, hard. Tenderness will be ... later ... but for now - to drink each other in one gulp, choking ... Kit scratched his back, the stripes from the nails burned. And bit her lip. Louis felt the coppery taste of blood in his mouth. And t
He cuts the lettuce. Drives a knife along the green elastic stems. No thoughts in my head, no sensations inside. Or does it just seem so? He's so drunk that he can't feel his fingertips. They were numb. What the hell is he cutting? Forgot. Probably it should be.Baubles Whale. Dangling on the wrist. One, two, three... Nine. He may not count. Knows exactly. He remembers how she tied - fastened each of them. He remembers every meeting from the first to the last second. There was another one, the tenth ... Instead of a bauble, he received something else. Instead of a commemorative notch - a fat dot. All. End. Finish. Apocalypse.He looks at them and realizes that he intensely hates these harmless trinkets. It's like notes from heaven, pages from the diary of happiness, which are pinned to your chest with hefty nails before they kick you in the ass. So that when you fry in a damn frying pan, you, bitch, do not forget for a second how happy you once were.That's right... gotta get rid of t
"Alive, you fucking bastard?" Fuck-I-I, how did you scare me ... freak ... I hate you!This is the first thing Louis heard after his failed self-drinking attempt. Tommy… beloved younger brother, blinking word after word, trying to be like him in everything… that’s who found him in a pool of his own blood, almost dead… He felt something was wrong in some place, rushed through half the city… managed.“I nearly died when I saw this!” Why Lou? What for?The blue eyes of the little brother, round from experiences, look at him with such reproach ... He sits on the edge of the bed and holds his tied hand. Louis pictured Tom shaking him, tying his belt over his shoulder, covering his wounds with kitchen towels, dialing the ambulance with his blood-slick fingers, and he felt excruciatingly ashamed.“I… don’t know… I’m sorry, Tommy… I didn’t mean it, really… it just kind of happened… by accident…”His tongue barely moves in his parched mouth.- How are you? Do you want something?"Drinking... I
Now Louis had plenty of time to think and remember. He, in fact, only did what he thought and remembered. Probably, this was facilitated by the drugs that he was injected with. He became very balanced, calm, somehow airy inside. Empty and light.He was no longer tied. They didn't put me in a psychiatric hospital. He said he would run away no matter what the cost. Then he was simply transferred to the department of neurosis, or whatever it was ... in the same hospital - and thanks for that. The cuts slowly healed and scarred.Louis wanted to go home. But it hasn't worked out yet. First, the dumbfounded parents insisted that he be treated. Pfft... from what? There is no cure for love ... Except perhaps with a lobotomy. To become a vegetable with arbitrary drooling is beauty ... Secondly, in this section of the bars on the windows and by the orderlies on duty, you will slip through the dick. Mini mental hospital...Tom... that little bastard... talked to Kit, knew her phone number, and d