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Chapter 42
Ryan
I glance down at my mate through hooded eyes. Her newly discovered fear of me makes her appear smaller, and I hold my breath, not sure how to fix this building wall between us.
I don't want her to be fearful of me—she is the last person on this planet that I would hurt.
"Maybe I went too far..." I comment.
She doesn't answer.
Numbing pain is rumbling through me, and a raw scream of loneliness echoes through the walls of my mind.
Without my memories, I don't understand where this darkness within me comes from. I think I used to be a psychopath in my past life, and my precious mate got to witness my corruption from the front row, see how I tore out the heart of my enemies with ease.
There is no wonder she is afraid of me.
Not knowing what else to do, I crouch down and take a seat under the blazing sun. Hybrids aren't sensitive to light, we share that feature with humans, but sweating isn't something I can control.
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