LOGIN“Oh, no,” Gabi said, stomping down hard on the small part of her that wanted to accept his offer. “Thank you, but no. I have to be here at ten o’clock to start cleaning anyway, and I know you’ll still be sleeping then.”
“Jesus Christ, woman,” he grated out. “I don’t give a crap about that, OK? I don’t mind bringing you back for your shift.”
“No. That’s just silliness.” Her tone was getting all crisp and formal. “Go home, Aidan, and don’t worry about me. I’ll be fine, and I’ll even have time for one of Luke’s amazing breakfasts tomorrow before I start cleaning.”
He paused, still trying to find a problem with her plan. “I don’t know…”
“Well, I do.” It was final, he saw now. Those dark eyes were hard and flat, and he knew that Gabriela was a woman who didn’t let herself get pushed around. It was just one of the many things that he loved about her. “I’m staying here.”
“Alright,” he sighed, admitting defeat and respecting her decision. “I’ll get you some bed things and some toiletries.” He looked her up and down. “You have any extra clothes to sleep in?”
“Ummm. No.” She had a change of socks and underwear in her staff room locker, but no other shirts or jeans. Guess I’m sleeping naked.
“OK, here.” Without any warning at all, he yanked off his t-shirt and Gabi was suddenly staring at his bare chest.
Oh. My. God.
His body was… Jesus, what the hell was the word for it? Hard and large, toned and muscular. Perfect, just damn perfect. There was a line of golden hair that ran down the middle of that sculpted torso, over his belly button, down into his jeans. Gabi wanted to lick him all over, follow that line with her tongue, go deeper and darker. She wanted that body covering hers, she wanted that body inside hers. She wanted that body to be all hers – hers to touch and taste and take.
“Take it,” he said, handing over the shirt, unconsciously articulating her most secret desire aloud. She accepted it without a word, fought down the urge to hold it to her flushed face. She wanted to inhale the strong, safe smell of Aidan, wanted to just suck it deep into her lungs. The shirt was warm from his body heat, and her knees went weak at the thought of having that heat up against her own.
“Thanks,” she managed. “I’ll wash it before I give it back.”
He smiled. “No biggie.”
Truthfully, he’d prefer that she not wash it before returning it. He loved the idea of Gabriela sleeping in something of his, her pure, fresh scent being left on the material by her golden skin. He almost groaned as he realized that it might even absorb the scent of her sweet pussy. Fuck, he’d love to bury his nose into that musky perfume – on a t-shirt was a poor substitute for the real thing, but he’d take it. Goddamn, he’d take anything from her.
She turned now, forced her eyes away from Aidan’s chest and shoulders and abs. “Which room should I take?”
“Uh. Number Two, I guess.” He felt disgust move over him at the next words he had to utter. “It’s been the least busy tonight.”
She nodded, understanding full well what Aidan meant. The back rooms at Curves served multiple purposes, some innocent, most not so much. They could be rented out and often were by bikers passing through Denver, or young couples looking for cheap accommodation. But they were also known fondly as ‘crash rooms’ and any bar patron could go in there with another bar patron and do whatever they hell they liked. They were, in effect, fuck rooms and Gabi had seen first-hand evidence of this when she cleaned the rooms every morning.
Gabi was no prude, and she truly didn’t care about other people’s sex lives – God, I’d love to have some action in my own! – and so long as she had clean sheets, she’d be fine. The fact that some biker had probably been given a blow job on that bed minutes before was no big deal. She’d most definitely avoid sitting on the sofa, though, and she’d be sure to scrub the bathroom enthusiastically before touching anything with her bare skin. Talk about breeding grounds for disease: she was sure that a biological weapon could be developed out of those back rooms.
Aidan walked over to the small storage area just off the staff room, and now Gabi got to enjoy the view from behind. His back was broad and his ass in those jeans was incredible. She actually ran her tongue over her lips at the sight of those muscles moving under his skin as he reached up for the sheets.
“You’re all set,” he said. “You head down and get yourself sorted, and I’ll grab some bathroom stuff.”
“I suppose it’s too much to hope for a travel toothbrush and toothpaste set?” she said.
“Nope. We’ve got a few.”
“Awesome. Thanks.”
“Sure. I’ll go talk to the boys about watching out for you, and I’ll bring the last few things to Room Two. OK?”
“Yeah. OK.”
Gabi grabbed the extra socks and underwear from her locker, and walked down the hall to the crash rooms. Sure enough, the door to Room Two was open and she walked in. Yep, it smelled of cigarettes and perfume and sex, but she didn’t care at this point. The adrenalin had worn off, and she was totally dead on her feet. She opened the window to air the place out and started to strip the bed.
Aidan came in just as she was making the bed up with clean sheets and pillow cases. He looked around and set the towels, toiletries and room key on the clean sheets, not wanting the towels to touch the bedside table. Urgh.
“You sure about this?” he said. “My offer still stands.”
She looked at him standing there – bare chested in his jean jacket now, like some kind of goddamn fantasy man who'd just strolled off the cover of a romance novel – and she smiled.
Before she even really knew what was happening, she started moving across the bed to him. Slowly, quietly, watching him the whole time. With every inch she gained, she felt the cold inside of her start to thaw, the darkness surrounding her start to recede. That was when she knew – really knew – that holding herself away from Aidan had been a mistake. She couldn’t rejoin the living without him. She needed him to help her breathe.Gabi was right next to him now, and she ran her fingertip down his cheek, over his chin, up to his lips. She traced their sensual shape, remembering how it had felt to have those lips on her own, on her breasts, between her legs. Those golden eyes opened now, startled and worried, but when she smiled at him, he smiled back.“Morning, darlin’,” he said in that exaggerated drawl that always made her laugh. “What are you doin'?”“Touching you.” She ran her fingers down his throat, gentle on the raised scar from the bullet. “Is that OK?”“Hell, yeah, it’s OK. Tou
She thought about it, trying to figure out how she felt about what Aidan was saying. God knows, she wanted to climb back into their bed, she wanted to curl up against that amazing body. She wanted him on top of her, inside of her. But he was so big and heavy, and he’d take her breath away, she just knew it.“No touching?” she said with a tremor to her voice.“None.”“OK, then. I’ll try.”He almost sagged to the floor. “You will?”“Yes.”“That’s my brave girl.” He stood up. “Come on then. Let’s go to bed.”She struggled to her feet, followed him into the bedroom. She stood with her arms wrapped around her shaking body, watching him get everything ready. He switched on the bedside lamp on her side, he found some instrumental music on his phone app, put it on loop and replay. Then he climbed into bed and scooted way over to the edge, so far he was almost falling off the bed. The sight of this huge man taking up about a third of a bed, leaving the rest of the space for her, made her smile
Aidan stood in the bedroom doorway, quietly observing Gabriela. She was on the living room sofa, of course, staring at the TV, as usual. She was surrounded by a dozen blankets and six pillows, and she had another blanket wrapped tightly around her shoulders. Aidan was sure that if he actually managed to pry the blanket away from her grip, she’d be shaking.For the past month, she’d barely left that safe little nest that she’d built for herself. She dozed there during the day, twitching and jerking when the nightmares came, and she sat there all night. All the lights on, the TV on, volume up, bolt upright on the sofa, staring blankly at the screen and seeing nothing. Waiting for the sunrise, so she could finally sink into an uneasy sleep.Aidan had tried everything he could think of to coax her back into their bed and his embrace, and when she’d refused, he’d backed off. He’d hoped that with time, she’d come to him on her own. So night after night, he lay in bed with the door open and
“You open your fucking mouth, and you use your words, and you talk.” Here came the anger now, and Mirrie welcomed it. Anger was hurt’s twin sister, she knew, but it was still easier to handle Shane’s naked aggression than his naked pain. “I knew that you’d been through something hellish, Mirrie, I knew that better than anyone. I wanted to be there for all of it, and I said so. I said I’d wait until you were ready to confide in me. So why didn’t you?”“I just couldn’t.”“So I get a fucking e-mail instead? Three lines, saying that you need a fresh start, and that you’re leaving Denver, and thanks for everything? Where did you go, anyway?”Mirrie hesitated. “I – I never left.”Mac stared at her, stunned. “You never left.”“No. I’ve been in Denver this whole time.”“And you never made contact?”She shook her head.“I don’t get it.” He ran a large hand over his face, looking weary. “How could you do that to me? After everything we had together?”“Because.” Mirrie’s voice came out raw and t
The last time that Mac had seen her, her hair had been honey-blonde, she’d been fresh-faced and glowing, and she’d lived in loose dresses. Now, her hair was bright pink, her face was covered in dramatic make-up and piercings, she had a tattoo on her neck, her amazing body was covered in tight garish clothes – but it was her, no fucking doubt. One thing about her hadn’t changed and he zeroed in on it.Mac looked across the room and met Mirrie’s eyes – those perfect violet eyes that he’d dreamt about almost every night for the past four years. Eyes that had bewitched him even before she’d said a word, before he’d even known her name. Eyes that he never thought he’d see again.What the fuck? I thought she’d left Denver…Mirrie was frozen, simply unable to believe that Shane was standing in the same goddamn room that she was. Somewhere deep inside, though, she’d always known that this day would come. More than once, she’d glanced up at the door of the café where she worked and seen a man
One month laterMac drove up to the Heart Centre, impressed as hell. Naomi had finished the first round of renovations and expansions in what had to be record time, and tonight was the gala to celebrate stage one’s completion.He parked his truck in the first available spot and slammed the door, checking out the fancy cars. It seemed that Naomi’s organization was attracting a decent donor base, and thank God for that. Her program for autistic artists was amazing, and so were her free art workshops for autistic kids and adults. The woman had worked her ass off to make this work, and Mac was thrilled for her.He entered the lobby, walked on through to the huge open-plan area. Normally, it was full of easels and paints and people working, but tonight, it was full of art on display and interested buyers. Mac saw wait staff circulating with trays of wine and beer, he smelled something delicious and guessed that food was also being served. He glanced down at himself, suddenly self-conscious







