ログインKing Ravyn Voss jerked awake like someone had kicked him in the chest.
He sat bolt upright in the massive four poster bed, gasping hard, sweat pouring down his face and back. His hands flew to his side, searching for the deep sword wound that should have been there. Nothing. Just smooth skin under his nightshirt. The room spun for a second before settling into the familiar shapes he knew too well, the heavy green drapes, the scarred oak table by the window, the sword mounted on the wall that his father had given him. He was in his chambers. Eldoria Castle. But he shouldn’t be. Ravyn pressed both palms against his eyes, breathing ragged. Tears leaked out anyway. Hot, angry, ashamed tears that wouldn’t stop. “Where the hell am I?” he choked out. His voice sounded wrong in the quiet room. Too alive. He remembered everything. The blood on the great hall floor. Caelian’s scream when the sword went through him. Liora’s laughter. The way he had held his husband’s dying body and whispered sorry too late. Now he was here. Breathing. Whole. Ravyn swung his legs over the side of the bed and stood up on shaky knees. He walked to the tall mirror near the wardrobe and stared at his reflection. He looked younger. Not by much, but the deep exhaustion lines around his eyes were softer. The haunted look from that final year wasn’t fully there yet. One year. He had been sent back one year. Four years into this miserable marriage. One year before the betrayal that killed them both. “Fuck,” he whispered. The guilt hit him like a warhorse at full gallop. Four years. Four years of treating Caelian like he was nothing. Of parading Liora through the castle, kissing her in front of him, laughing at the pain in the prince’s eyes. Of ignoring every quiet act of loyalty the man had shown. Caelian had loved him anyway. Had stayed. Ravyn’s legs gave out. He sank down onto the edge of the bed, elbows on his knees, face buried in his hands. The sobs came harder now. He cried like the broken man he was, ugly, loud, no one around to see. “I’m sorry,” he kept repeating into the empty room. “Gods, Caelian… I’m so sorry.” He didn’t know how to face him. How do you look at the person you destroyed for years and say it was all a mistake? That you only realized it when you were both bleeding out on the floor? But he had to. Ravyn wiped his face roughly with the back of his sleeve and stood up again. His hands clenched into fists at his sides. The regret burned, but underneath it something else grew, cold, sharp purpose. “I won’t let it happen again,” he said aloud, voice low and rough. “I’ll right every wrong I did to him. Every single one.” He paced the room, boots forgotten, feet slapping against the cold stone. “And I’ll end them. Liora. Darian. Every snake who smiled while planning to take my crown. They won’t get the chance this time.” He stopped by the window and looked out over the castle grounds. The morning mist still clung to the fields. Horses were being led out for exercise. Banners of Eldoria snapped in the wind. This kingdom was his. He had fought for it, bled for it, and then nearly lost it all because of his own stupidity. Never again. A knock sounded at the door. Ravyn straightened. He pulled on a dark tunic and ran a hand through his messy hair. “Enter.” The door opened. Captain Garrick, head of the king’s personal guard, stepped inside. The man was built like an ox, with a thick beard and scars from old battles. He had served Ravyn’s father before him. “You called for me, Your Majesty?” Garrick asked, bowing slightly. Ravyn kept his back turned toward the captain, staring out the window at the kingdom stretching beyond the walls. He needed a moment longer to steady his voice. “I want all the records,” he said. “Every ledger. Every list of goods that have come in and out of Eldoria for the last four years. Trade routes, merchants, supply wagons, everything. Bring them to my study by midday.” Garrick paused, clearly surprised. “All of them, sire? That’s… a lot of parchment.” “I don’t care how much it is,” Ravyn replied, still not turning around. His voice had gone hard. “That’s where this whole thing started. The rot. The betrayals. I want to see it with my own eyes.” The captain shifted on his feet but didn’t argue. “As you command, Your Majesty. I’ll have the scribes and stewards gather them immediately.” When the door clicked shut again, Ravyn let out a long breath. His hands were still shaking, but the tears had dried. The guilt was still there, heavy as chains, but so was the vow. One year. He had one year to fix what he had broken. To become the husband Caelian deserved. To burn out the treason before it could take root. He turned from the window, jaw set. It started now.The silence after Caelian pushed him away felt heavier than any sword blow Ravyn had taken in battle.He sat there on the edge of the bed, watching the fear and confusion play across the prince’s face. Caelian’s chest rose and fell quickly, his bandaged hand still pressed protectively against his stomach. The kiss had been real for those few seconds, Ravyn had felt the way Caelian leaned in before the panic took over. Now the prince looked ready to bolt or break.Ravyn reached out slowly, giving him time to flinch away. When he didn’t, the king cupped Caelian’s face with both hands, thumbs brushing gently over his cheekbones. The skin there was warm, a little flushed. Ravyn leaned in until their foreheads almost touched.“I’m sorry,” he whispered. The words came out rough, like they had been dragged from somewhere deep. “For all of it. I know you have no reason to believe me. Not after everything I put you through. But I’m sorry, Caelian.”Caelian’s breath hitched. His eyes darted acr
“Caelian.”The name hung in the corridor like a spell. Prince Caelian froze where he stood, one foot still half turned toward the servant stairs. His heart hammered so hard he could feel it in his throat. Four years had taught him exactly what usually followed when the king sought him out like this. A sharp word. A backhand. Public shame in front of whoever happened to be watching. He waited for it, shoulders tight, eyes fixed on the floor.But the blow didn’t come.Ravyn took another slow step closer. “I came to check on you.”Caelian’s head snapped up. He stared at the king, searching his face for the trap. This had to be some new game. Ravyn never “checked on him.” The last time the king had shown up at his door unannounced, it was to drag him to dinner so Liora could sit on his lap and feed him grapes while the whole court watched Caelian’s humiliation.“I… I’m okay, Your Majesty,” Caelian stuttered, taking a shaky step backward. His voice came out smaller than he wanted. “You don
Prince Caelian Voss woke before dawn, the way he usually did.The big bed in his private chambers felt cold even under the thick furs and wool blankets. He lay on his back for a long time, staring up at the dark wooden beams across the ceiling. Four years of marriage had carved grooves into his habits. He slept lightly, always listening for the sound of heavy boots in the corridor or the sharp click of the door latch. Tonight had been the same as every other, restless dreams where he stood alone in the great hall while laughter echoed around him.He turned onto his side and pulled the blanket higher. His body ached in the old places. Not from fresh beatings anymore. Those had mostly stopped after the second year when the king grew bored of using his fists. These were deeper aches. The kind that came from staying silent for too long. From smiling politely while Princess Liora, his own stepsister sat on the king’s lap during feasts. From pretending he didn’t hear the servants call him “
King Ravyn Voss jerked awake like someone had kicked him in the chest.He sat bolt upright in the massive four poster bed, gasping hard, sweat pouring down his face and back. His hands flew to his side, searching for the deep sword wound that should have been there. Nothing. Just smooth skin under his nightshirt. The room spun for a second before settling into the familiar shapes he knew too well, the heavy green drapes, the scarred oak table by the window, the sword mounted on the wall that his father had given him.He was in his chambers. Eldoria Castle.But he shouldn’t be.Ravyn pressed both palms against his eyes, breathing ragged. Tears leaked out anyway. Hot, angry, ashamed tears that wouldn’t stop. “Where the hell am I?” he choked out. His voice sounded wrong in the quiet room. Too alive.He remembered everything. The blood on the great hall floor. Caelian’s scream when the sword went through him. Liora’s laughter. The way he had held his husband’s dying body and whispered sor
The great hall of Eldoria’s royal castle smelled of smoke, blood, and spilled wine. Banners that had flown for generations lay trampled under boots. Broken swords and shattered shields covered the stone floor. Outside, horses screamed as the last of Ravyn’s loyal men were cut down.King Ravyn Voss was on his knees in the middle of it all, one hand pressed hard against the deep gash in his side. Blood ran between his fingers and pooled beneath him. His black hair stuck to his sweaty face, and his crown had already been ripped off and tossed aside like garbage.Prince Caelian knelt beside him, arms wrapped around the king’s shoulders, trying to hold him up. Caelian’s own tunic was soaked red from a wound across his chest. He was crying openly, the kind of raw, ugly sobs that came from a man who had held everything in for years.“Stay with me,” Caelian whispered, voice cracking. “Please, Ravyn. Just stay.”Above them stood Princess Liora, her golden hair still perfectly arranged even aft







