As Eliot and Sasha walked hand in hand across the courtyard, the sun warmed the campus pathways. She laughed softly and sweetly in the morning air as her long hair flowed behind her. Pupils turned to look at them with admiration rather than surprise.
Eliot smiled. He was accustomed to it.
Excellent grades? Verify.
Well-liked? Of course.
A gorgeous girlfriend? You wager.
Sasha inclined toward him. "Are you prepared for the economics test?"
"Born ready," Eliot declared with assurance. "But for good luck, I'll accept a kiss."
She kissed him quickly on the lips and giggled. "You're a complete nerd."
"But you still love me."
"Do I?" Her eyes glittered as she teased. "Or are you merely an accessory of mine?"
Eliot chuckled. "I'm too attractive to be a piece of jewellery."
They laughed, flirted, and talked as they made their way to the lecture hall. Everything seemed ideal.
Until Eliot's pocket-held phone began to buzz.
Lazily, he took it out and looked at the screen. A single new text. Unknown figure.
"You are being cheated on by your girlfriend."
He frowned.
"What do you look for?" Playfully nudging him, Sasha inquired.
Eliot angled the screen in her direction. "Some random loser is attempting to trick me."
She rolled her eyes after reading the message. "People are so pitiful."
"All right?" Eliot dismissed it with another smirk. "A disease is jealousy."
However, the message stayed with him for some reason.
Eliot's phone buzzed once more that night when he was in his room, going over his economics notes.
The same figure.
"If you want proof, come to the football team's party tonight."
Eliot looked at the display. His heart began to beat a bit more quickly.
That was sent by whom? Is someone tampering with him? Or was there someone warning him?
He considered replying with a text. Then he had a change of heart.
Rather, he grabbed his keys and pulled on a hoodie.
He was attending the celebration.
The house of the football squad was illuminated like a concert. The walls echoed with loud music. Cups in hand, people poured out onto the lawn as the night air filled with laughter.
Eliot pushed his way through the crowd, looking at everyone.
"Sasha?" Although it wasn't her, he shouted out to a female who had the same hair.
Heart thumping, he continued to walk.
There were many people in the main room. Over the music, people shouted, danced, and drank. He was unable to concentrate. His look darted about, looking.
He looked in the kitchen and saw only empty red cups and a drunken freshman.
Two at a time, he ascended the stairs. It was quieter and darker in the hallway. However, the sound from below continued to reverberate.
There was one door ajar. He looked inside.
Two men are making out on the bed. Eliot mumbled, "Sorry," and slammed it.
A female and a guy in the corner next door are wearing half-off shirts. When Eliot opened the door, she let out a cry. “Dude?
He continued to move.
His neck was wet with sweat. His gut churned.
Was this what he was doing?
He arrived at the hallway's final door. It was shut down. Not a sound. He paused.
Then gave it a shove.
And stopped.
Sasha.
On the bed.
Crossing a person. Kissing him.
Eliot's throat constricted his voice. "Sasha?"
She drew back, gasping. She had smudged her lipstick. She unfastened her shirt.
The man underneath her sat up idly. Without a shirt. Muscular.
Reid, Jaxon.
Heaved in Eliot's breast. "What on earth is this?"
Sasha clambered from bed. "Eliot, hold on—"
He wasn't listening, though. He sprang forward, hauling Jaxon to his feet by grasping him by the collar.
"You son of a—"
Jaxon did not recoil. Without being arrogant or rude, he simply smiled while staring Eliot in the eyes. Simply be peaceful.
"Are you certain that your girlfriend ever loved you?" Jaxon asked gently.
Eliot's hands shook. He tightened his jaw. He desired to strike him. However, he stopped by something.
Perhaps it was the expression on Jaxon's face.
Perhaps it was the fact that Sasha didn't deny it.
Perhaps it was that something broke inside of him.
He took a step back.
His world, which had been flawless only hours before, was collapsing.
He gave Sasha a look. "Why?"
She didn't respond. She was unable to look him in the eye.
Eliot faced Jaxon once more. "You're repulsive."
Jaxon shrugged. "Perhaps. But at least I'm truthful.
Eliot balled his hand into a fist. His heart pounded. His head whirled.
It all felt wrong.
Then, without warning, his phone began to buzz.
His fingers were shaking as he drew it out.
"I informed you."
The same figure.
He turned to face Jaxon again.
Jaxon's eyebrow went up. "What? What's wrong?
Eliot had a raspy voice. "Have you sent this?"
No response. Jaxon's expression was the same. As if he knew that Eliot did not.
Eliot looked at him, devastated, angry, and then oddly captivated.
His entire world had just fallen apart.
However, something more profound was about to start.
Eliot continued to run.He didn’t have any destination in mind, only that he had to go. He ran past the quad, the field, the back of the old gym. The cold wind stung his face, and he didn’t give a damn. His lungs were on fire, his legs were weak and shaky from the shock, but none of that hurt as much as the truth that lies heavy in his chest.That stupid silver ring. The way he walked. “He mumbled to himself” The video didn’t lie. And it all clicked.Theo had been lying to him. Smiling in his face, acting like a friend, while stabbing him in the back the whole fucking time.But Eliot didn’t scream, he didn’t cry nor punch a wall or break down like he did when Jaxon left.He just… stopped.Breathing hard. Chest burning.Then something in him snapped.This time, he wasn’t gonna be the one falling apart. He wasn’t gonna give anyone the satisfaction. Not Theo, Sasha or anybody.So when Eliot finally walked back into the dorm, soaked in his sweat, he kept his face blank. Like nothing happe
Eliot didn’t sleep. Not really. After Sasha’s stunt at the pool and that email that wrecked his whole head, there was no going back. Jaxon’s face in that video wouldn’t stop playing in his mind. The way his voice cracked when he said he didn’t plan the kiss. That he fell. That it was real.And Sasha. Always watching. Always one step ahead.By morning, Eliot was awake, feeling like someone had drained him of all blood and replaced it with adrenaline. He needed something...anything... to make him stop thinking. It was there that he saw a flyer on the cafeteria bulletin board.“Hockey Open Tryouts, This Week Only. All Levels Welcome.”He stared at it for a second. He didn’t play hockey. Not really. But Jaxon did.And maybe that’s why he signed his name.Maybe that’s why he signed up, too. The locker room reeked of sweat and menthol. Eliot was heaped up in the corner, tying skates that weren’t the size of his foot. It was cooler in the rink than he had imagined; it was cold enough that it
Eliot had never felt hatred for silence like he currently did. The room was too empty. Too silent. It was too much like something had died. Maybe something did. Because Jaxon was gone. Just… gone. No note. No text. No “see you later.” Not even an emoji. Eliot's hoodie was drenched. It was a burden that made him feel like garbage, like his punishment. Raindrops were falling from His sleeves onto the carpet, he couldn't care less. He froze in the middle of the dorm room, in a pose as awkward as the expression on his face, staring at the unmade bed. The drawers had been cleared, the posters torn from the walls, and even the yellow mug Jaxon used to drink his morning coffee from was missing from the desk.All of it… gone.Eliot turned in a slow circle, like maybe it was a prank. Like maybe Jaxon would pop out laughing, saying, “Got you.” But there was nothing.Just the shadow of what was here, once.He collapsed onto the bare mattress, elbows on his knees, hands in his hair. His heart
Just as the sun broke through the heavy clouds, Eliot left Jaxon's dorm. He had his head down and his hoodie up. The campus was damp and quiet, but the rain had stopped. He hurried, praying no one would notice.A voice behind him yelled, "Wow." "It wasn't long before you recovered."Eliot stopped. He turned around slowly.Sasha stood there, arms crossed, dressed in her normal sharp perfection. She had perfect lipstick. However, her eyes were burning.Startled, Eliot said, "Sasha." "What are you doing here, exactly?"Cold and harsh, she chuckled. "That's what I should be asking you. Leaving Jaxon Reid's dorm in secret? Really?Eliot remained silent.She took a step forward. Is this the reason you have been ignoring me, then? Since you've developed feelings for him?Eliot angrily said, "Don't pretend that you care." "Remember how you cheated on me?"Sasha gave a slow, poisonous smile. "I don't want you to be happy with someone else just because I cheated on you."Eliot said quietly, "Yo
With his drink in hand and his eyes averted, Eliot sat at the rear of the bar.The volume of the music was high. People danced and laughed. But in the gym, Eliot could only hear the kiss's echo. Jaxon's mouth against his. The fire. The misunderstanding.He detested it.He detested the fact that he still felt it.A voice said, "Hey."When Eliot turned, he saw a man standing next to him. Tall, kind, and smiling well. "Are you here by yourself?"Eliot gave a nod. "Yes."The man slid onto the seat next to him and introduced himself as Mason.They conversed. Mason had a sense of humour. Assured. It's easy to be around.Eliot also wished to forget. Only for a short time.One drink became two. Then they were outdoors, sharing a kiss in the darkness behind the bar. He had Mason's hands on him. His breath was warm.However, Eliot's thoughts were solely focused on himself.Jaxon.He touched him in a certain way. The expression on his face. The kiss that caused Eliot's heart to accelerate and hi
Eliot pretended to take notes while he sat in the back of the room and looked down at his notebook. But he was distracted. His look continued to wander. To Jaxon.He detested being the centre of attention. I didn't like how Jaxon leaned back in his chair with one arm slung over the backrest, as if he were the owner of the planet. As if he hadn't been the one who split Eliot's life in two.But Jaxon had been everywhere recently.In the dining room.Outside his room.Eliot claimed that he could still feel Jaxon's look on him in class. He looked up, and it was there. Jaxon was silent and unreadable as he watched him once more. They looked at each other. Eliot's heart leapt in his chest as he hurriedly averted his look.This was insane.This is not how he should feel. Not about him.Not Jaxon.Eliot was sitting on a bench behind the dorm building that afternoon, using the anonymous number to browse through his messages on his phone. Nearly every day, they had been texting one another. The