LOGINChapter Five - The Deal
“Anything.” I say it again because he needs to hear conviction, even if my voice cracks on the word.
He studies me for a long moment. The forest is dead silent except for my own ragged breathing and the drip of coffee still sliding down his collarbone. I can smell it — caramel and burnt espresso mixed with something warmer underneath, something that's just him.
“Turn around.”
My stomach drops. “What?”
“You heard me.”
I turn slowly, my back now pressed to the same tree that had my front a second ago. He's still got my wrist loosely in his grip, like he knows I won't run again. He's right. I won't. I can't.
He steps closer, and in the moonlight I can see the mess I made of him — coffee soaked into the white of his shirt, dark and spreading, ice melting down toward his waistband. My cheeks burn just looking at it.
“You made this mess.” His voice is low, almost bored, like we're discussing the weather and not whatever is about to happen. “Clean it up.”
“Excuse me?”
“You're going to lick it off. Every drop.”
“Absolutely not.” I try to push past him, but he doesn't budge. He's a wall. A very large, very unimpressed wall.
“Anything, you said.” He tilts his head. “Or was that just words, princess?”
I hate that nickname on his tongue. I hate it more that my body doesn't seem to have gotten the memo that I'm supposed to hate this entire situation.
“Zane—”
“Ava.” He says my name like a warning. “I could scream right now too, you know. Tell everyone the ice princess assaulted me outside a cafe. I have witnesses. I have a stained shirt. Who do you think this town believes?”
He's right, and that's the worst part. My name is already mud tonight. One more headline and I'm not just the clown — I'm the girl who attacked an NHL prospect in the street.
My hands are shaking as I reach for the hem of his shirt.
“Slower,” he says, and I could swear there's a smirk buried somewhere in that granite voice.
I peel the wet fabric back, exposing skin I have spent an unfortunate amount of time not thinking about. The coffee has gone cold, sticky, tracing lines down toward the ridges of muscle I refuse to admit I'm cataloguing. I hesitate.
“Having second thoughts?”
“No,” I lie, and lean in before I can talk myself out of it.
The first touch of my tongue against his skin makes him go rigid. Good. At least I'm not the only one affected. I work quickly, humiliation burning hotter than my face, tracing the sticky trail up toward his collarbone, refusing to meet his eyes, refusing to acknowledge the way his breathing has changed, shallow and controlled, like he's fighting something too.
When I finally pull back, my lips are stained and my dignity is somewhere back at the cafe, still drying on the floor.
He's watching me with an expression I can't read. Then he reaches into his back pocket and pulls out his phone.
“What are you—”
The flash goes off before I can finish the sentence.
“No. No, delete that.” I lunge for the phone, but he holds it high above his head, completely unbothered by my useless jumping.
“It's not a photo.” He turns the screen toward me. A video. Timestamped. Every mortifying second of it, starting right from ‘turn around' to me licking coffee off his chest like my life depended on it. Because apparently it did.
“You're disgusting.”
“I'm resourceful.” He pockets the phone. “And you just handed me exactly what I needed.”
“For what?”
“Leverage.” He straightens his ruined shirt like it's suddenly not the least of his problems. “You're going to work for me, Ava.”
“I'm not doing anything for you.”
“You'll do exactly what I say, or this video goes out to every East Rivers group chat by morning. I'll even caption it. Something like—” he pretends to think, “—Ice Princess Melts For West Rivers Captain. Has a nice ring to it.”
My throat closes up. If Maddox thought I was a joke before, this would end me completely. There'd be nothing left of the life I built. No reputation, no school, no way to hold my head up in that building ever again.
“What do you want.”
“Simple.” He crosses his arms, and even soaked in cold coffee he manages to look like he owns the entire forest. “You're going to be my eyes at East Rivers. Every plan your team makes against the Titans — every dirty trick, every plot, every whisper about sabotaging us — you report it to me. All of it.”
“You want me to spy on my own school.”
“I want you to spy on people who dropped you the second you stopped being useful to them.” His eyes flick over my face, and for a second the mockery slips, replaced by something sharper. “Or did you forget already how fast they turned on you?”
I hadn't forgotten. That was the problem.
“And if I refuse?”
“Then everyone gets a very entertaining video tonight, and you can go back to being the girl no one invites anywhere.” He shrugs like it costs him nothing either way. “Your choice.”
It isn't a choice. Not really. Not when the alternative is public ruin, and not when the tiny traitorous part of me that's still humiliated and furious and something else I refuse to name is already calculating what I could get out of this.
“And if I do this,” I say slowly, testing the words, “what's in it for me?”
That gets his attention. He raises a brow, clearly not expecting me to negotiate with a gun to my head.
“I want Maddox to pay for what he did to me,” I continue, my voice steadier now. “Publicly. The way he humiliated me.”
Something dark and satisfied moves behind his eyes. “Careful, princess. That almost sounded like you have a spine.”
“Do we have a deal or not?”
He considers me for a long moment, coffee still dripping slowly off his chin, and then he holds out his hand like this is a business transaction and not blackmail wrapped in a bad joke.
“You spy for me. I help you burn Maddox Callahan to the ground.” His grip is warm despite the night air, engulfing mine completely. “Deal?”
I should say no. Every rational part of me is screaming that this is how girls in true crime documentaries get their start.
“Deal,” I say instead.
His mouth curves, slow and wicked, like he's already won something bigger than he's telling me.
“Good girl.” He drops my hand and turns to walk back toward the car, completely unbothered, like he hasn't just ruined my entire life in the span of ten minutes. “Get in. I'll drop you home.”
I stand there a second longer, staring at the space where he'd been, my lips still tasting like caramel and my life officially no longer my own.
What did I just agree to?
"Former boyfriend, then.""Ashley!"She dissolved into laughter.I threw the popcorn at her.She shrieked, ducking as pieces scattered across the bed.For a few minutes, we were just ourselves again. Two girls making a mess of my bedroom, laughing too loudly, and arguing over absolutely nothing.I had missed that.I had missed feeling like my life was something other than a collection of things I'd lost.When we finally calmed down, Ashley climbed under the blanket beside me and reached for the remote."Can we watch something that doesn't involve a woman crying over a man?"I turned to her."You're the one who picked this movie.""I didn't know the woman was going to cry for forty-five minutes.""Sounds familiar."She gasped.I grinned."Too soon?""You're a horrible person.""And yet you love me.""Unfortunately."She scrolled through the streaming options until she found a comedy. I settled against the pillows, and for the first time that evening, I felt the tension in my shoulders
Chapter Eighty One - The Guy We’re Not Talking AboutAva"I'm just saying, Ava, that man is ridiculously attractive."I pulled the blanket over my head."Go to sleep, Ashley.""No, because you weren't there looking at him the way I was.""I was literally there.""Emotionally, you were traumatized. Your eyes weren't working properly."I dragged the blanket down and glared at her.Ashley sat cross-legged on my bed, wearing one of my oversized T-shirts and a pair of shorts she'd stolen from my wardrobe. Her hair was tied up in a messy bun, and she had a bowl of popcorn resting in her lap. She looked far too comfortable for someone who had invited herself to sleep over and spent the last twenty minutes talking about a man I barely knew.Saint.Apparently, saving me from an aggressive stranger at a party had earned him a permanent position in Ashley's imagination."He's not that attractive," I said.Ashley stopped chewing.Then she slowly lowered the popcorn bowl."Excuse me?"I rolled ont
I stared at him."Move.""Why don't you calm down and have a conversation with me?""Why don't you learn what the word no means?"His expression changed.It was quick, but I saw it. The amusement drained away, leaving something uglier beneath it.He reached for my arm again.I jerked away."Don't touch me.""You're making a scene.""Then move out of my way."He grabbed my wrist.Hard.Pain shot through my arm, and I tried to pull free."Let go of me!"He tightened his grip."Stop acting like a bitch."My heart began to pound.The music was loud enough that no one in the next room could hear us clearly. I glanced toward the kitchen entrance, hoping someone might notice, but a group of people had crowded around the doorway."Get your hands off me," I snapped.He pulled me toward the back door."Come outside. We can talk without you making a spectacle of yourself.""I'm not going anywhere with you!"I twisted my arm, trying to break his grip. He swore and caught my other wrist.For one t
Ava"I said no, Ashley.""And I said you're going."I stared at my best friend through my bedroom mirror as she sat cross-legged on my bed, scrolling through her phone like she hadn't just volunteered me for an evening of social interaction I desperately didn't want."I have cheer practice tomorrow.""So do I, and somehow I'm still capable of attending a party tonight.""Congratulations. Do you want a certificate?"Ashley looked up. "You know what your problem is?"I returned to applying lip gloss. "I have a feeling you're going to tell me.""You've been acting like a widow for weeks."My hand froze.Ashley immediately softened her expression. "Ava...""Don't.""I'm not saying you should be over him.""Then what are you saying?""I'm saying you can't keep doing this to yourself. You wake up, go to class, lead cheer practice, come home, and either sit in your room or go to the ice rink. That's your entire life now.""Sounds peaceful.""It sounds depressing."I put the lip gloss down ha
Ava"Again."I stared at Ashley."Are you serious?""Do I look like I'm joking, Ava?"She stood in the middle of the practice floor with her hands on her hips, her blonde ponytail swinging behind her. Around us, the rest of the squad looked equally exhausted. Priya was bent over with her hands on her knees, while two other girls had collapsed onto the mats.We had been practising the same routine for almost two hours.Two hours of jumps, turns, corrections, and Coach's increasingly creative ways of reminding us that she was the pro at this.I was beginning to think she enjoyed our suffering."From the top," she announced.A collective groan filled the room."Save the drama for the audience," Coach snapped. "The competition isn't going to award you points for looking tired.""At this rate, they might award us points for surviving," Priya muttered beside me.I almost laughed.Almost."Something funny, Ava?" Coach asked.I straightened immediately. "Nope.""Good. Positions."I moved into
ZaneAt seven in the morning, I learned that my father had a strange definition of a welcome home.He gave me a black suit, a gun I had no intention of touching unless necessary, and a file containing the name of a man I had never met.Then he told me I had until midnight to find out why the man had stolen from our family."Find out?" I asked, flipping through the papers. "Or make him talk?"My father sat behind his desk, fastening the cuff of his shirt. "Does the distinction matter?""It matters if you expect me to walk into a situation without knowing what I'm dealing with.""Then learn quickly."I looked down at the photograph in the file.The man was in his fifties, with a receding hairline and a face that seemed perfectly ordinary. His name was Viktor Sokolov. According to the information on the pages, he had worked for the family for nearly fifteen years, overseeing a legitimate shipping company that handled some of our international business.Three nights ago, a shipment had di







