LOGINNoah
Three miles from where you should be standing.
The asshole could have at least given me a direction.
Fortunately, I’ve learned to trust my instincts.
Hunters don’t have any inherent magic, but our senses are more developed than those of ordinary humans.
So here I am.
Three miles out from the Northgate fence, flashlight clamped in my teeth, doing a wolf's homework like the obedient idiot I've apparently decided to become tonight.
If Dad could see me taking field assignments from an Alpha, he'd disown me, dig up dear old Grandpa to disown me a second time, and then bill me for the shovel.
I’m currently crouched in the dirt off the Carrow Creek trailhead, reading a story I'd pay good money not to be true.
It's the kind of spot people actually use.
Gravel lot, a wooden sign with the map scratched off, a trash can nobody's emptied since the last mayoral race.
There’s a bus stop half a mile back.
Right where the lights give up and the trees take over, and if you wanted to lift a person and have it read like they just wandered off into the dark, you couldn't draw it up better than this.
Somebody got taken here.
I read ground the way some people read a face.
Dad had me tracking before I could ride a bike, hours of it, deer then boar then the things that track you back, and dirt never learns to lie.
This dirt is shouting.
Scuffs at the lip of the lot, where the gravel quits and the soil starts. Heel marks. Somebody dug in.
Somebody very much did not want to go.
Then the heels stop digging and start dragging, two long parallel grooves headed into the trees, and that's the detail that turns my stomach over.
Because you only drag what's still attached to its heels. Still alive. Alive enough to fight the whole way in.
I follow the grooves.
Prints in the soft ground past the treeline. Big ones, splayed.
And here's what my gut gets a full second before my brain catches up. There's more than one set, and they aren't chasing.
They're spaced.
Flanking.
Moving together the way trained things move, the way my family moves closing on a hunt, and a feral doesn't do that.
A feral is all teeth and noise and ruin.
This is footwork.
This is a drill.
Something glints off to the side of the drag line. I put the light on it.
A phone. Face down, screen spiderwebbed into a frost pattern, dead for days.
The case is one of those clear ones packed with little floating gold stars.
The kind a person picks because it's cute.
Because they're young enough to want their phone to be cute.
I don't touch it. I just look at it sitting in the dirt being the loudest quiet thing I've seen in a while.
And my idiot brain, with immaculate timing, chooses right then to hand me the wolf.
The weight of his arm across my collarbones.
That slow pull of breath at the hinge of my jaw, like he was memorizing me for later and in no particular rush about it.
The way my body had opinions I didn't authorize.
I’m crouched over a dead girl's phone thinking about how a werewolf smelled.
That seems healthy.
Nothing to examine there.
I shove it down so hard it leaves a mark and get back to the dirt, where it's safe, where it's only murder.
No blood spray.
That's the next wrong thing, and it's a loud one.
You put a deer down and there's a whole essay written in red.
A heavy splash of blood where the throat was cut, tapering to a line, then droplets, as you carry your kill.
Here there's a dark patch at the lot edge the size of a saucer, and then nothing.
No kill happened in these trees. Nobody got opened up out here.
They didn't come to feed.
They came to collect.
The back of my neck goes tight.
Not a sound, exactly.
The opposite.
The woods get that held-breath quality they get when something big has decided to be still, and every enhanced nerve Lillianna ever gave me lights up, screaming at me that I’m being watched.
I come up with the crossbow before I've finished the thought, sweeping the black between the trunks, finger right next to the trigger.
Nothing.
No eyeshine, no shape, no shift in the dark.
Just me and a phone full of gold stars and the very strong sense that I'm wrong about the nothing.
"Nerves," I tell the trees, which is a thing sane people do.
My phone goes off and I nearly leave my skin behind.
Heidi's face appears on the screen, that photo from the lake where she's mid-laugh and looking breathtaking in a red bikini.
I answer it crouched over a drag mark, because not answering is exactly the kind of thing she'd lie awake over, and I've already spent tonight's whole budget of making her wonder if I’m okay.
"Hey, you."
Warm, half asleep.
"Tell me you're coming over. I made way too much pasta. There's a lasagne situation."
"Can't tonight."
A beat too quick. I hear it. She doesn't.
"I’m still working."
“Are you in danger?”
“No. I am the danger,” I say in a deep, growly voice, playing it up for her.
Her own father is a hunter too, she knows the drill.
She laughs softly and it goes through me sideways.
She’s an amazing woman. I’m the luckiest man alive to have her.
I’ve been thinking about proposing. I should really get my ass in gear and do it.
Something keeps holding me back every time I decide to go and look at rings.
"Don't stay out too late," she says. "Text me when you're home, okay?"
"Always do."
She says I love you. I say it back, really meaning it.
I pocket her face and turn to the quiet patch of dirt where a person disappeared.
That's when my skin starts up for real.
The ink goes hot when it's near something it doesn't like, a low burn under the lines on my forearms, hackles I wear on the inside.
I’ve been out all night and it's never so much as warmed. Not even when that werewolf was leaning on me.
It's burning now, and it climbs toward my elbows when I swing the light to the base of a birch where the grooves finally stop.
There’s a mark cut into the bark. Filled with something dark that isn't sap and isn't blood.
Even on both sides. Deliberate.
The shape a hand makes on purpose, with a whole intention sitting behind it, and the runes on my skin hate it enough that my back teeth ring.
I crouch closer, and the burn spikes, a hot wire drawn up the inside of my arm.
Whatever's in the cut still has life in it.
Not old.
Not a leftover.
Days, maybe, the same age as the phone full of gold stars, which means whoever scratched it stood right here and did it slow, unbothered, with a person screaming somewhere nearby, and took their time getting it right.
Wolves don't carve.
And wolves don't flank.
And they don't take a person alive and walk them into the trees in formation and lay them at the foot of a marked tree.
The four-legged kind kills you where you drop and eats what it can carry.
This was patient.
This was a plan.
This had a person's head behind the teeth.
The mark means a witch.
And wolves and witches don't run together; they like each other about as much as cats like baths.
Somebody put a pack and a witch on the same job, the same night, the same way, and the reasons big enough to do that are never small.
So, nobody's wandering off.
They're getting taken, alive, on a schedule, by wolves that move like a unit, and handed off to whatever scratched that into the bark.
Alive.
That's the piece that won't lie down.
It doesn't match anything I was ever taught.
Wolves and a witch, clean and unhurried, carrying people off whole and on purpose.
Why?
All I know right now is that it's deliberate.
Too many have gone missing for it not to be a pattern.
The wolf told me the truth.
I don’t really know how to deal with that.
Dax"Slower," Noah says from the chair. "Do the next one slower. I'm very invested."Day two, late afternoon, and I'm doing pull-ups on the doorframe bar because a man needs somewhere to put two days of holding his own leash, and my options are this or chopping enough firewood for a decade.He's just starting to ride a new wave. Loose, warm, watching me with his chin propped on his knuckles."You're supposed to be resting.""I'm supervising. Chin over the bar. God, look at your back working. I've had my mouth on most of that and it still stuns me just watching the muscles ripple.""You're not helping.""I’m helping myself. You should relax more."I snort out a laugh. Coming from Mr. Stoicism over there, that’s a very rich statement.“Don’t listen to me next time I make fun of you not wearing a shirt. It’s a crime against my eyeballs to cover all that up. I love looking at you. Maybe just make regularly scheduled fucking breaks in the office to ease the discomfort of what the sight of
Noah"Open."I open. He puts a strawberry in my mouth and watches me chew like it's his favorite show on HBO.Day one, early afternoon, sun all over the kitchen, and my boyfriend is feeding me lunch one piece at a time.By hand.I’ve never been happier about anything in my life, and I've said so a dozen times, out loud, with supporting arguments.Last night ran long, and I remember every glorious minute, which is a problem for day three."That one was a nine," I tell him. "Slightly underripe. Your fingers carried it.""High praise.""Your fingers could carry anything. They should run the town."He holds up a piece of toast and I take it from his hand with my teeth, along with some knuckle, on purpose. He forced me to stop worshiping him so we could come downstairs and eat.He pulls back and inspects the damage. A dent in the skin, no blood. The grin on him could power the house."You bit me.""I grazed you lightly. Because I want to devour you."I catch his wrist before it gets away a
DaxNoah recites poetry to my ass the whole way up the stairs.It doesn't rhyme and half of it is threats, but it's delivered with total sincerity by a man hanging upside down over my shoulder, so I'm counting it."Put me down or I'll bite you somewhere structural.""You'll bite me anyway.""True. I stand by it."Two days of this.Maybe three if I’m lucky. I’m not wasting any of it.I kick the bedroom door shut.So incredibly grateful that he gave me permission not to stick to the self-sacrificing plan I’d originally made.Resisting Noah in this state would have been the worst kind of torture.Still need to stick to a schedule of watering and feeding though. Take care of his health.I drop him on the bed and the schedule dies on impact.He bounces once, comes up on his knees with his pupils blown black, and gives me the look I give breakfast.'Clothes off,' the wolf says.He's been strutting since the riverbank and it hasn't improved.'All of them. Why are you still standing there.'"
NoahBeing poisoned by a fairy is fantastic. I can't stress this enough.Dax is building a fire on the riverbank to burn the driftwood bundle that used to be a monster, per Lillianna's instructions.He's doing it crouched, with his forearms out, and the monster part of the evening has stopped mattering to me at all."Facts," I tell him. "You have two arms. Both of them are perfect. That's not the toxin talking, that's just appreciation I've been suppressing for months out of professionalism.""Drink your water."Somewhere far back in my head, a small sober version of me sits in a folding chair, taking minutes for the tribunal later. Let him. Everyone else in here is having a wonderful time.I drink my water. Maintaining eye contact, so he knows it's romantic."That's genuinely unsettling," Dax says, feeding the flames another branch."You're unsettling. You crouch like a Greek statue that got tired of standing. If you take your shirt off, the fire will burn better. That's science.""T
DaxThe plan's simple, which means the catch hasn't shown up yet.Noah sits on a bench by the river looking lonely and sexy.I lie in the brush thirty feet downwind, waiting to watch the thing that's been snacking on this town try to flirt with what's mine.The wolf's been growling about the seating arrangement since sundown.‘We should be on the bench. He should be in the bush.’You know it doesn't want to seduce werewolves.‘Then it's stupid as well as ugly.’Twenty-four hours since Tori's texts lit up our porch, and my boyfriend spent most of them planning how to make himself irresistible to a fairy.His words at the kitchen table this morning, said around a mouthful of toast,"It hunts lonely people, and it's got a schedule. Tristan walks that path after dinner, so I get to the bench an hour early. A fresh sad man in its territory, sitting where its food sits. It'll want a taste before the regular delivery shows up."I hated the plan immediately and couldn't find a way around it,
Noah"Third visit this week," I say, scanning his card. "You haven't touched a weight on any of them.""I walked the treadmill.""You stood on the treadmill without starting it. Six minutes. I watched you."Tristan grins at me over the desk, and I wish he wouldn't.It looks wrong on his face.The screen in front of me tells me he’s been a member of this gym for two years. He visits twice a week, never misses.I’ve gotten to know him a little in the time I’ve been here.He always wears khaki shorts and has a bad hip he blames on a fall from a ladder.Whoever’s on the desk when he comes in gets a full report on every type of bird and other animal that visited his feeders since he was last here.At length and in excruciating detail.Since his wife passed he talks to people wherever he can corner them long enough, so I know everything about the war between the finches and the squirrel who lives in his garden.The last few times I’ve seen him something’s off.He’s lost fifteen pounds, mayb
DaxThe thing's in pieces at our feet and my body's still waiting for round two.I never come down off a kill clean. My blood's still up, ears still straining, every muscle still voting to hit something else.I don’t think it’s a werewolf thing. It’s an adrenaline thing.So when the wolf decides to
NoahThe wolf hits it like a truck, and the thing barely rocks.Wrong.Two hundred pounds of Alpha at a dead run should fold anything with a spine.This rotten thing takes the hit, slides back a boot-length in the dirt, and swings an arm the size of my leg.The wolf has to wrench sideways midair to
DaxFor the last hour I've been telling myself I'm only out here to keep the idiot from getting himself killed.It's a good lie.Responsible.Very Alpha.The kind of thing my father would've said with a straight face right before going off and doing exactly what he wanted.Truth is, I caught his tr
DaxThe wolf wants to turn around.He's wanted to turn around since I cleared the fence, and he isn't being quiet about it, because quiet isn't a thing he owns.He just keeps shoving the same word into the back of my skull like a toddler with a doorbell.Ours.Ours, ours, ours."He's a hunter," I t







