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17. Getting Down and Dirty
“I give you the choice of getting anything, anything, and you ask for a cup of chocolate? I didn’t even offer you any candy today!”
I laugh at Jude’s rant, wrapping my hands around my hot mug of heaven.
His blue eyes stay stuck on me. “Seriously, Jo. You don’t want some snack?”
“Chill, Jude. Maybe someday I’ll take up your offer, not today,” I say and glance out of the café’s windows. It’s getting late. “When I have the time to devour it all,” I add with a wink.
He sighs and leans back in his seat. He has a bowl of ice cream in front of him… This guy and his sweet tooth. He drums his fingers on the table, then shifts his gaze to look around the establishment. I cast another gaze outside. I don’t know what possessed me to allow him to take me out to town, away from school and further away from
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