I quickly rubbed my eyes, doing my best to dry my tears and get myself together. I had to get my head back in the game if I was going to survive work tonight. It was a busy night, so it was one of the most important for collecting tips. I would be better off just doing as I was told.
I made my way to the changing rooms, feeling stupid for not coming in the right outfit and makeup. I should have just done it at home rather than having to waste time doing it here…I always behaved hastily under pressure.
I quickly threw on a tight red mini-dress which emphasized my cleavage, slim waist, and round ass, and put on some red lipstick and lipgloss onto my plump lips. This would have to do.
I let out a sigh I didn’t know I was holding as I stared back at my reflection in the dressing room. My dark brown hair fell past my shoulders, my dark brown eyes were bloodshot and watery. My milky brown skin looked tired and exhausted. I could hardly recognise myself anymore. It was like I was staring back at a complete stranger. This wasn’t the way life was supposed to go. This wasn’t what I was destined to do for all my life. There had to be more to life than this…
I shook my head before turning on my heel, and made my way to the stage to join the other strippers. I started dancing seductively against the pole, wrapping my legs around it, doing my best to put on a good show, even though I had bile in my throat whenever I saw the men stare at me with their perverted glances.
“WOOOHOOOO!” came the cheers of the crowd as I took my dress off so I was just in my lingerie, a transparent bralette and a thong.
I wished I didn’t have to do this job.
I had to work at a coffee shop in the daytime too, just to make ends meet.
I had to look after my sister on my own with nobody else in the picture, and that’s why I struggled so hard. No mother, no father, no proper friends, no other siblings.
I had a really rough childhood.
That childhood brought me to where I was today.
Dancing naked in front of a bunch of perverted men, getting money thrown at me only for my boss to take it all.
Getting my wages cut over the smallest mistakes.
Getting harassed by creeps at the club, trying to touch me inappropriately and get sexual favors.
I didn’t want to do it, but Boss insisted I never fought any of the men, because them getting what they wanted meant more money for the business.
I was trapped with no way out.
This was the only life I knew, and for all I knew, this was the only life I was ever going to lead.
Nothing was ever going to get better for me.
I was sure of it.
But I suddenly found myself rubbing my chin in thought, mesmerized, as my eyes locked with a man in the crowd. A man who had unexpectedly entered the club, and looked like the last man who would come to a place like this. He looked out of place, foreign, almost like he didn’t belong here.
A man with dark brown hair, pale hazel eyes, a rough, scruffy beard, and light brown skin. He was wearing a black jacket with a shirt that was half unbuttoned, revealing a skull tattoo across his chest…
And he wouldn’t take his eyes off of me for one moment.
Every part of him screamed power, dominance, fearlessness. His presence radiated the room.
Who was this man that had just entered the club?
2
raven
This man looked incredibly intimidating.
I felt uncomfortable dancing almost naked with him watching me.
I just wanted to hide.
I could feel my insides swimming with nerves, not wanting to stay on stage for a minute longer. I almost felt ashamed and embarrassed that this man had to see me like this. He looked powerful, and he would probably see me as a cheap whore. People always made assumptions about people and judged what they didn’t know before they even got to know a person…
And I knew this man was probably doing the same.
So why did the thought of never seeing this man again twist my insides into knots? A man who’d shown me genuine kindness and generosity…Nobody had done that for me for a long time.It was like he was my glimmer of hope. The small light in my shit life.But I knew I couldn’t get attached. He was just being kind to me…Nothing more.***Lazarus parked outside of my apartment, and I swallowed in embarrassment, because he had to witness me living in such a rough area. An area where knife crime was paramount, and there were police patrolling the streets every other day. Not to mention my apartment was almost like living in a bin.I shook my head, doing my best to push my doubts and insecurities to the back of my mind. I made my way inside my apartment, and he followed suit, not saying a word. I was welcomed by Sophia, still sitting on the couch, and she was still watching Prison Break. She’d probably gotten through about three episodes since I’d been away.“You’re still awake? I thought I
“Come to think of it, I think I have…” Lazarus replied. “I think she was on her way to the coffee shop down south.”“Yes, I’ve got her now!” Boss exclaimed in gratitude. “Thank you so much, drinks are on me whenever you come down to the club next.”“It’s okay, glad I could help,” Lazarus replied, letting out a forced chuckle.I stayed in position, making sure I waited for a few minutes until I knew Boss was gone. I peered over the bin to see Lazarus making his way back to me. The coast was clear.I got up and dusted myself off, still sweating profusely. Lazarus stared at me with his hazel eyes, and I had no idea what he was thinking right now. It was hard to read him. There was a long silence between us both.“Thank you so much, I owe you my life,” I said finally, swallowing.I scratched my arm nervously. Lazarus seemed immersed in thought, his eyes not leaving mine for a second.I could feel his eyes scan me from head to toe. Here I was, wearing such revealing clothes, and I felt ma
“You think you have a choice?” he said quietly, his low voice causing me to jolt upwards as I began sweating profusely. “You dare to say no to me, you whore?”I stepped backwards, mortified, suddenly terrified of the man was standing before me. He looked like he wanted to murder.“W-What…what are you gonna do?” I cried out.“You will sleep with me, whether you like it or not!” he demanded, grabbing hold of my arm with such a force that I almost tripped. I could feel my life flash before my eyes as he began tugging on my clothes.I couldn’t let this happen…I couldn’t let this fucking happen.“No…no!” I screamed.“Shut your mouth!” he growled, leaning in for a kiss.As he did this, I took the opportunity to kick him hard in the crotch with my high heels. He cried out in pain, clutching his privates.I ran as fast as I could. As fast as my legs would move.I bolted through the crowd in the club, and Boss caught my glance, with murder written all over his face.“Where the hell do you th
“Okay…” I breathed.“Ready to go, sunshine?” came a voice.I looked up to see the man who wanted the private dance. He was an old man in his sixties, and he was wearing an olive green sweater, paired with light olive-colored trousers. He had pleated grey hair and grey eyes, and a wrinkly face. Blood continued to pound through my body, sizzling to the point that it felt like I had no fight left.“Y—Yes,” I managed timidly, shaking my head.The creep nodded, making his way out of the bar to the private lounge, and I followed him, sick churning in my stomach.From the corner of my eye, I could have sworn that the same mesmerizing man from the crowd was still watching me. Watching me follow this old, creepy man…But I figured it was just my mind playing tricks on me.***“Okay, sexy…show me what you got.” The creep smiled, sitting down on the couch, bopping his head forward in anticipation. His predatory eyes smoldered with lust and darkened with desire as he drunk me in, staring at my b
I suddenly felt sick to my stomach, my insides twisting into knots. I didn’t want to humiliate myself. There was something about this man, and the way he held his gaze with mine…I knew if I stayed here, continuing to watch him stare at me, I would feel even more worse than I already did. I needed to get out of here, and fast. I needed to get away before he approached me, because I knew that nothing good would come out of it. I needed him to stop looking at me.I quickly slipped my mini-dress back on before I made my way off the stage.“Great performance, sweet cheeks,” a man said, he wolf-whistled, and spun me around, tossing one hundred dollars at me. His arm moved to my waist, but I quickly slapped it off, walking away as fast as I could, leaving him cursing and pissed off.I pushed through the crowd and made my way to the bar, suddenly needing a drink. I was angry, my blood boiling to the surface. I was angry that people saw me as a whore when I was a pure woman, and had never sle
I quickly rubbed my eyes, doing my best to dry my tears and get myself together. I had to get my head back in the game if I was going to survive work tonight. It was a busy night, so it was one of the most important for collecting tips. I would be better off just doing as I was told.I made my way to the changing rooms, feeling stupid for not coming in the right outfit and makeup. I should have just done it at home rather than having to waste time doing it here…I always behaved hastily under pressure.I quickly threw on a tight red mini-dress which emphasized my cleavage, slim waist, and round ass, and put on some red lipstick and lipgloss onto my plump lips. This would have to do.I let out a sigh I didn’t know I was holding as I stared back at my reflection in the dressing room. My dark brown hair fell past my shoulders, my dark brown eyes were bloodshot and watery. My milky brown skin looked tired and exhausted. I could hardly recognise myself anymore. It was like I was staring bac