“Hey Sophia, I’m gonna go to work now, babe,” I informed her.
“Stay safe from the creeps at the bar,” she replied with a smile, before reaching for the television remote to change the channel.
I chuckled in response, amused.
“I will, don’t stay up too late, babe.” I grinned.
She nodded at me, absorbing herself into watching Prison Break. I gave her a small smile before I headed to my car, locking the door behind me.
Before I knew it, I was driving down the motorway in London at high speed. I felt bad for lying to my sister, but I was too ashamed to tell her where I really worked.
Too ashamed to tell her that I was a stripper.
She was too young, and I didn’t want her to get involved in these things at her age. She was still a teenager, and I was in my twenties. I couldn’t let her into this disgusting world…
It was for the best.
I didn’t want this life for her. I was only doing it for the money in the hope that one day, things would get better for us, and we wouldn’t have to keep living on the bare minimum in a council estate, in an area full of crime.
Sophia could never follow in my footsteps. I wanted her to go through a proper education. To have the chance to succeed, and get the best shot at life.
The chance that I never had.
***
I arrived at the strip club, leaving my car in the car park. I made my way inside, the loud music roaring in my ears. I searched around the area, doing my best to figure out where Boss was. It was really busy today, and there were so many clients here. Men in their sixties getting lap dances, the strippers getting money thrown on them while they ground their hips against the men’s bodies. I locked my eyes with Polly, one of the strippers I knew here. The man was rubbing her ass with his hand, and she looked really uncomfortable. I felt terrible for her. Touching was never meant to be a part of this line of work, just dancing, but obviously, some disgusting men just couldn’t help themselves…
“You’re late, you bitch!” came a roaring voice, causing me to jolt upwards and snap out of my thoughts. I turned around, my heart hammering against my chest, only to realise I was standing face-to-face with Boss. He’d found me…
And he looked ready to murder.
“You’ve got some nerve turning up here an hour late, I pay your fucking wages,” he barked angrily, rattling his fists. “I’ve had ten men waiting for a performance since eight o’clock. You’re losing me too much goddamn money!”
I did my best to swallow down a lump that had caught in my throat, my eyes brimming with tears. I bit my lip to stop the tears from falling, feeling angry and humiliated, my insides twisting into knots. I should have been used to this treatment by now, but whenever Boss spoke to me like this, like I was a dog, a rabid animal, it always tipped me over the edge.
“I’m really sorry, Boss, I had to take care of some things…” I stumbled, doing my best to rectify the situation.
“I don’t wanna hear your lousy excuses,” he snarled, cutting me off. “I’d fire you on the spot, but the regulars have taken quite a liking to you.” He rolled his eyes. “So instead, you’ll be punished. The money will be deducted from your wages, and you’ll have to do unpaid overtime.”
I drew out a deep breath, shaking my head, feeling defeated. I was so tired of having my wages cut, when the only reason I was doing this job was because of how desperate I was for the money. It was always a sting to the chest whenever Boss didn’t pay me enough. It was hard enough for me to get by as it was.
“And how many times have I told you to get changed before you come into my club?” he sighed, shaking his head at my outfit. “Fucking hell, Raven, just get out of my damn sight.”
So why did the thought of never seeing this man again twist my insides into knots? A man who’d shown me genuine kindness and generosity…Nobody had done that for me for a long time.It was like he was my glimmer of hope. The small light in my shit life.But I knew I couldn’t get attached. He was just being kind to me…Nothing more.***Lazarus parked outside of my apartment, and I swallowed in embarrassment, because he had to witness me living in such a rough area. An area where knife crime was paramount, and there were police patrolling the streets every other day. Not to mention my apartment was almost like living in a bin.I shook my head, doing my best to push my doubts and insecurities to the back of my mind. I made my way inside my apartment, and he followed suit, not saying a word. I was welcomed by Sophia, still sitting on the couch, and she was still watching Prison Break. She’d probably gotten through about three episodes since I’d been away.“You’re still awake? I thought I
“Come to think of it, I think I have…” Lazarus replied. “I think she was on her way to the coffee shop down south.”“Yes, I’ve got her now!” Boss exclaimed in gratitude. “Thank you so much, drinks are on me whenever you come down to the club next.”“It’s okay, glad I could help,” Lazarus replied, letting out a forced chuckle.I stayed in position, making sure I waited for a few minutes until I knew Boss was gone. I peered over the bin to see Lazarus making his way back to me. The coast was clear.I got up and dusted myself off, still sweating profusely. Lazarus stared at me with his hazel eyes, and I had no idea what he was thinking right now. It was hard to read him. There was a long silence between us both.“Thank you so much, I owe you my life,” I said finally, swallowing.I scratched my arm nervously. Lazarus seemed immersed in thought, his eyes not leaving mine for a second.I could feel his eyes scan me from head to toe. Here I was, wearing such revealing clothes, and I felt ma
“You think you have a choice?” he said quietly, his low voice causing me to jolt upwards as I began sweating profusely. “You dare to say no to me, you whore?”I stepped backwards, mortified, suddenly terrified of the man was standing before me. He looked like he wanted to murder.“W-What…what are you gonna do?” I cried out.“You will sleep with me, whether you like it or not!” he demanded, grabbing hold of my arm with such a force that I almost tripped. I could feel my life flash before my eyes as he began tugging on my clothes.I couldn’t let this happen…I couldn’t let this fucking happen.“No…no!” I screamed.“Shut your mouth!” he growled, leaning in for a kiss.As he did this, I took the opportunity to kick him hard in the crotch with my high heels. He cried out in pain, clutching his privates.I ran as fast as I could. As fast as my legs would move.I bolted through the crowd in the club, and Boss caught my glance, with murder written all over his face.“Where the hell do you th
“Okay…” I breathed.“Ready to go, sunshine?” came a voice.I looked up to see the man who wanted the private dance. He was an old man in his sixties, and he was wearing an olive green sweater, paired with light olive-colored trousers. He had pleated grey hair and grey eyes, and a wrinkly face. Blood continued to pound through my body, sizzling to the point that it felt like I had no fight left.“Y—Yes,” I managed timidly, shaking my head.The creep nodded, making his way out of the bar to the private lounge, and I followed him, sick churning in my stomach.From the corner of my eye, I could have sworn that the same mesmerizing man from the crowd was still watching me. Watching me follow this old, creepy man…But I figured it was just my mind playing tricks on me.***“Okay, sexy…show me what you got.” The creep smiled, sitting down on the couch, bopping his head forward in anticipation. His predatory eyes smoldered with lust and darkened with desire as he drunk me in, staring at my b
I suddenly felt sick to my stomach, my insides twisting into knots. I didn’t want to humiliate myself. There was something about this man, and the way he held his gaze with mine…I knew if I stayed here, continuing to watch him stare at me, I would feel even more worse than I already did. I needed to get out of here, and fast. I needed to get away before he approached me, because I knew that nothing good would come out of it. I needed him to stop looking at me.I quickly slipped my mini-dress back on before I made my way off the stage.“Great performance, sweet cheeks,” a man said, he wolf-whistled, and spun me around, tossing one hundred dollars at me. His arm moved to my waist, but I quickly slapped it off, walking away as fast as I could, leaving him cursing and pissed off.I pushed through the crowd and made my way to the bar, suddenly needing a drink. I was angry, my blood boiling to the surface. I was angry that people saw me as a whore when I was a pure woman, and had never sle
I quickly rubbed my eyes, doing my best to dry my tears and get myself together. I had to get my head back in the game if I was going to survive work tonight. It was a busy night, so it was one of the most important for collecting tips. I would be better off just doing as I was told.I made my way to the changing rooms, feeling stupid for not coming in the right outfit and makeup. I should have just done it at home rather than having to waste time doing it here…I always behaved hastily under pressure.I quickly threw on a tight red mini-dress which emphasized my cleavage, slim waist, and round ass, and put on some red lipstick and lipgloss onto my plump lips. This would have to do.I let out a sigh I didn’t know I was holding as I stared back at my reflection in the dressing room. My dark brown hair fell past my shoulders, my dark brown eyes were bloodshot and watery. My milky brown skin looked tired and exhausted. I could hardly recognise myself anymore. It was like I was staring bac