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Lagos is one of the busiest cities in Nigeria and trusts me, you donāt want to be in the position I am in, right now. I am on my way to one of my many Jobs in Lekki from Festac Town and right now, I am stuck on traffic. Not the type of traffic you know, I mean, it has been on a stand-still for like an hour now and this is frustrating because I feel like Iām going to get fired the moment I get to my destination.Since now I am practicing 'long suffering' at the back seat of a commercial vehicle beside an obesed, middle-aged woman on my right, squashing me like an house fly āwith all her bodyweightā to the window of the bus. Oh shit, my sleeves are literally drenched in her sweat. Can today go any worst? Not to forget the woman sitting behind me, trying to hush her crying baby. This is how I live my life, every single day and right now, I canāt do anything about my present predicament but grumble as I give you a brief intro about me.My name is Eno-Obong Ekanem (Gift of God), for short Iām called Eno. Iām from IkotEkpene local government, Akwa-ibom state, Nigeria. Iām thirty-one years old and a single mother of a beautiful thirteen year old girl, Unwana (Bright), who presently is in a boarding school.She was a product of a mistaken Relationship but not a āborn by mistakeā as everyone in the village tag her to be. I mean, can you even imagine, once when we were still at my father's hometown, I went for a P.T.A meeting held in the Government School where my daughter used to attend and then did I realize that my daughter was bullied by her peers and was tagged as a bastard. I was so furious when I heard it and I reacted as any mother would ānot going into details about what I didā but for it, I was suspended from the meeting. I was a hot head, no doubt, but I was also a mother.Once upon a time, Unwanaās father was the love of my life, everybody in the village knew us as the perfect couple. One night we met at our usual spot only for him to tell me that he was going to Lagos with his uncle to make money so he can come back one day, to Marry me. He promised all sort and pleaded for me to wait. I was young and naĆÆve and I let his deflower me that night. What do you expect? I waited as promised with a child growing inside of me. When my Mother realized I was Pregnant, she took me to Ubong fatherās house, there and then I heard the most shocking news, Ubong was already happily married with two kids and was living in Lagos. This meant he already had a family in the city and his travel was the last a final one. Ubong was never going to Lagos to make money and marry me, how did I not see this coming?I couldnāt, I was blinded by love. Whoever invented the phrase love is blind was a sadist.My friends advised me to abort the pregnancy but I thank God for the kind of Parent he blessed me with, they stood by me till I gave birth to my Bright Star, Unwana.With all the hurtful tags in the village, I had to move my daughter out of there to Lagos so she can have a better life. But my mom didnāt approve, she said that I was going in search of Ubong. She was wrong.Taking care of a teenager is not easy especially for a single parent but Iām not complaining, in fact, she makes me look strong, slim, beautiful and quite younger than my age so, I can have all the strength to work my five jobs and still take care of her.All Iām searching for right now is that perfect catch that will cause me to drop my five different, backbreaking Jobs and still be able to take care of myself and my daughter. If possible, move to the Island. Big dreams. But if we must dream, it has to be big, right?I know what you are thinking, but trust me; Iām so over men troubles. All I need is that perfect Job but before I get it, I need to not lose this one Iām managing.āThank God, the bus is moving, slowly but, movingā******UNWANA p. o. vI want to be like my mom when I grow up. Looking at her as we walk out of the airport, holding the hands of her husband, my father and holding me on my shoulder while we enter into the limousine sent from the GREG RESORT to pick us up to our new house in California. She I my role model, sheās strong, focus and has a good eye for men. I like my dad, Mr. Adewale Rotimi Smith far more than uncle Chidi, my momās ex. My mother had a sad beginning and now she is laughing at last and has also made me laugh.Now I donāt have to continue at command secondary school anymore, daddy said I will finish my education here. Iāll miss my friends but please, Iāll make new ones.I almost forgot, Iāll soon be a big sister. #smiles#The End
*****My heart beats faster and my legs wiggles weakly. The silent treatment is killing me slowly and I find my self saying;āPlease Wale, can I at least see you one last time.ā I plead, still standing by the door.Yet, he says nothing. I turn and rest my back on the door while I squat down āIām sorry I didnāt fully trust you. Iām sorry I compared you to the past men in my life, Iām sorry I gave you the impression that I didnāt love you, Iām sorry I doubted your love.ā I speak, fighting the tears wrestling to pour āEver since Ubong left me with Unwana, my daughter, in my womb, Living had been very hard. Some days when the humiliation grew worst, I attempt aborting my child and every time, I failed. If not for my Parentās undying love, who knows if I would have been alive today.ā I converse as tears floods my eyes and my beating heart threatens to stop.āI hated Ubong with my life, then a day came, I gave birth to my Bright star and from the first day I laid eyes on her, I found hope.
********I get down from the Taxi in front of Wale's gate then, I pay the driver before he drives off. I stand a while facing the large, black gate while trying to rehearse what to say when i go in and see him.āUhm, uhm,ā I clear my throat āYour sister is worried about you so she ask me to check on you to see how you are doing.ā No, it doesnāt sound right, why should I be the one Tessy sends.I try another one āBaby, Iām sorry, I shouldnāt have held back that kind of important part of my life from you.ā Thatās if I get the opportunity to speak.āHoney, you can hate me all you want but I will not leave here until you forgive me or at least hear me out.ā How pitiful. He can as well call the police on my ass and they will just bundle me out.āUh,ā I sigh āDarling remember the fun time we had, remember you said you donāt care what circumstances have to offer, as far as you have me.ā Ah, Iām so desperate.āCalling him all the sweet pet name in the worldās list doesnāt guarantee me earning
********Itās been two weeks since I last heard from Wale, he also has been avoiding my calls. And right now, Iām so worried about him, what a twist. First, men leave me when I tell them about my other half and when I thought concealing that information was best, I lose the love of my life.Life is good, fair, unbalanced and cruel at the same time and I just stand alone at the receiving end. Is there even an atom of love left somewhere for me?I can feel my head spinning out of control, my eyes bulging out and I look so tired.I stare at the lecturer without hearing a word of what heās saying and the harder I stare, the more the face of the lecturer turns into the face of Wale. Iām losing my mind.āAre you ok.ā Jude's voice brings me back to class the moment the lecturer left the classroom.āYes, Iām fine. Just having a little headache.ā I say, using my left hand to rub my head. My head had start to hurt from much thinking and I feel miserable. I just need to lay on my bed and cry but
*******Wale Laughs suspiciously at my expression.āEno, is this you?ā She asks on her feet, taking a good look at me to be sure with an identical surprise expression as mine.āYes, itās me.ā i laugh, not trying to contain my surprise.She makes her way to where I stand and hugs me warmly āI canāt believe this. So you are the Eno my brother has been talking about.ā She remarks, ending the hug and looking at me again āI know only one Eno which is you but I never suspected he was talking about the one I know.āāMiss Adeyemi, Iām as stun as you are.ā I say smiling.āThe title. Please, call my Tessy.ā She tells me, taking my hands āCome, sit, Iām so happy to see you.āāThanks.ā I reply following her to the executive booth.It will sound weird calling Miss Adeyemi, Tessy. She and I have become closer in school and she has helped me a lot to become one of the best at school. As a nutritionist, her advice has placed me on the right track.āMeet my fiancĆ©, Gabriel.ā She introduce me to the ha
******Omoh and I stayed home all afternoon watching into the badlands with a bowl of popcorn in-between us. And at the end of the seventh episode of the first season, she turns to me and says āI believe you havenāt told him yet.ā Reducing the volume of my T.V set.āTold him what?ā I ask as if unacquainted with what sheās talking about.āEno!ā She calls out.āWhat?āāYou know he has the right to know.ā She declares, with worrying look on he pretty face.āI know and I will tell him.ā I tell her āI plan on telling him tonight.ā āYou are going on a date with him tonight, and you are supposed to meet his sister too. When will you have the time to tell him?āOmoh is right; I may not have the time to tell him. I might be carried away, who knows. I donāt know how to answer her question; I just need to ponder on how to create a right opportunity.āWhy havenāt you told him before now?ā She asks again.I return my gaze to Omoh āI wanted to be sure. I donāt want to bring another man into my da