The moment I walked into Adam Saif's decadent mansion, preceded by Lee, I could feel the weight of the decadence as much as the subliminal tension present in the room.
The house was gorgeous, an engineering masterpiece of smooth lines and grand open spaces, but it is soulless. It never does have the look or feel of home. Lee, however, doesn't notice any of that. She's too busy gazing around in awe, her small hands clasped tightly around mine as she throws back her head to see the high ceilings. "Mommy, look, It's like a castle!" she breathed in awe, her eyes sparkling. I smiled down at her, squeezing my hold on her hand reassuringly. "It's beautiful, isn't it?" She nods enthusiastically, then her mood falls, and she looks up at me questioningly. "Do you think Sami likes castles too?" I gaze out over the sweeping staircase, where I know Sami is hiding somewhere up above. "I think he might." The rustle of footsteps jolted me, and I turned as Adam appeared. He's wearing a crisp black button-down, two buttons undone, sleeves rolled up to reveal hard forearms. His eyes darted between me and my daughter, something unreadable flashing across his dark eyes. "This way," he said, his voice even but distant, as if already regretting the arrangement. I followed him down a stunning hallway, Lee skipping along, her small sneakers making barely a sound on the extremely shiny marble floors. Adam led us into a spacious guest room, the walls the pale color of ivory, with a king bed and a window facing out over the garden. It's nicer than any room I ever slept in, but for some reason it still seemed too impersonal, like it was a perfectly decorated hotel room. Lee, however, was too thrilled to care. She sprinted over to the bed and collapsed on it, her giggles filling the room. "Mommy! It's so soft!" A light, bemused breath escaped my lips. "It is." Adam waited in the doorway, unremarkably silent. His expression was neutral, but I didn't miss the manner in which his eyes lingered on Lee's exuberant energy, so different from the anguished quiet of his own son. "This is where you'll stay whenever you're here." "Thanks for letting us stay here," I told him, turning to glance at his eyes. He nodded once very stiffly if you ask me. "Just try to keep her from making too much trouble." Before I could respond, he started walking away. I sat down on the edge of the bed, sighing and watching as Lee bobbled on her knees. "Alright, honey. We have a lot to do so let's get you ready." She pouted but obeyed, climbing off the bed and heading towards the bathroom. As I was unpacking our things, I could hear soft shuffling outside the room. I turned around, my heart tightening at the sight of Sami standing there, half-concealed by the doorframe. Lee saw him too. She said nothing. She didn't rush him. She just waved slightly before ducking into the bathroom. As expected, Sami didn't react. But he didn't leave either. My heart ached for him. "Hello, Sami," I whispered. He didn't say anything, but something in his posture shifted ever so slightly and turning away, he disappeared down the hallway. *********** I could hear her from my office. Maya's voice was soft and calming. She said something and laughter followed, a child's laughter. Definitely that of her daughter. Did I hear Sami name? I leaned back in my chair, pinching my fingers against my temple. I don't understand. She's only been here for a few hours, and already everything's changed. The house is fuller. The silence that had shrouded these walls for months is no more. It's not magic and I know it. But it's definitely something and I'm not sure I like it. I shouldn't have let her bring her daughter here. I should have said no. And yet… I couldn't help but see the shift in Sami's demeanor. He hasn't said anything or done anything significant. But something is different in the way he looks. There's interest in his eyes. And it's because of her. Who is this woman and why does she get to change things I'd accepted as irreparable? *********** The next morning, I woke to the soft pressure of a small body against me. Lee had gotten into bed with me sometime during the night. I threaded a hand through her curls, watching the peaceful rise and fall of her chest. My daughter, my whole world. And now, somehow, we're swept up in a life I never could have predicted. I got out of bed carefully, pulling the blankets around Lee before making my way into the en-suite bathroom. I washed up quickly and was back in the bedroom just as my daughter was waking. She stretched, yawning sleepily, then blinked up at me. "Mommy?" "Morning, sweetheart," I whisper, sitting down on the bed. She rubs her eyes. "Is it time to go to work?" A laugh escaped. “Almost. Let's get dressed first." We got dressed and went downstairs. The dining room was empty, but on the long table, a sumptuous breakfast was laid out: pancakes, fruit, and freshly squeezed juice. Lee's eyes widened as she took it in. "Wow! Is all this for us?" she exclaimed. I smiled, holding out a chair for her. "I suppose." Just as we were sitting down, I felt eyes upon me. I wondered who and I looked up, straight into Adam's eyes. He was standing at the doorway, arms crossed, his face expressionless. We just stared at each other for a bit. Then his voice cut through the air. "Come to my office after breakfast." There was no pleasantries, no explanation, no emotion. Just a command. I nod slowly. "Okay." Lee and I ate silently, but I couldn't shake the feeling that something was shifting. ………… After breakfast, I head to Adam's office, my heart pounding steadily but on high alert. I opened the door, and he was seated behind his massive desk, his fingers steepled. "You wanted to see me?" I asked, attempting to be nonchalant. He stared at me for a while. "You need to move in full-time."Chapter 77Adam PovI found Maya in the living room, curled on the couch, arms wrapped tight around her body. The lamplight carved shadows across her face and she stared at the pillow on her lap like it could swallow her up.I sat down beside her. Not close enough to touch as I was lost for words. “Maya,” I said finally, my voice rough and unsteady.Her eyes lifted to mine and all I saw was pain. A confirmation that she already knew.Finally, she whispered. “Why custody?”The sound of her words scraped raw against me.I reached out and took her hand in mine.. I hadn’t realized how much I needed the feel of her skin until it was there, anchoring me.“I don't know, I admitted, the word like ash in my mouth. “Yes, Lena has filed. The law… it looks at blood but we'll fight for you.”Her eyes fell shut. When she opened them again, they brimmed. “No, I'm done.”Something cracked inside me at the sound of those words.“No no no.’ I almost yelled, my grip tightening around her hands. “Don’t
Maya's PovBy the time Adam came home, the kitchen gave me comfort I couldn’t find anywhere else. I had thrown myself into the only thing that steadied me aside reading… cooking. Ihad kneaded dough until my knuckles ached, pressing my fears into each fold, forcing myself to focus on the rhythm. Now a loaf baked in the oven, its crust slowly browning, filling the air with warmth. A pot of lentil stew bubbled on the stove, cumin and coriander curling up in the steam.Leila sat at the table, crayons scattered, humming as she drew. Sami sat close beside her. Silent, but his little hand rested near hers. When she nudged a crayon toward him, he traced faint lines, his dark head bent close.I was taking out bowls from the cabinet when Adam walked in. He was unusually late and his jacket draped over one arm and his tie was slightly loosened. His expression as unreadable as always. But his eyes… sharp enough to notice everything.They landed on me and lingered too long. “Rough day?” His voice
Maya's Pov.By late afternoon, the mansion glowed in that golden way that usually thrilled me to watch. Only that today, I wasn't thrilled. The sunlight spilled through the windows, warming the marble floors that usually felt cold under my feet. I had just cleared the last of the lunch plates from the kitchen table and the crumbs from Sami’s barely touched grilled cheese. Lee on the other hand had left tiny crumbs like trophies of her victory over every last bite. I’d managed a few spoons of soup, not because I was hungry but because it seemed wrong to eat nothing at all.They were up trying to take a nap and as the I settled to read a book in the silence, the doorbell rang. I froze, book in hand. No one ever came here unannounced but these days, I had been having frequent ‘unannounced visits’, who would it be this time?Wiping my hands on my jeans, I walked to the door, trying to calm the strange flutter in my chest but when I opened it, it was just a man in a cap standing there and
Maya’s POVThe bed felt larger without him in it. Too large and cold. I stretched my arm across the sheets, expecting the faint trace of warmth he usually left behind, but the space beside me was untouched. The pillow was smooth, the sheets still tucked. He hadn’t just slipped out early, he hadn’t been here at all.A chill crawled through me that had nothing to do with the draft sneaking through the window. Adam’s absence was becoming a language of its own. A silence that said more than words. And yet what kept ringing in my mind wasn’t the empty space at my side, but the look in his eyes last night… That unspoken thing he carried like a weight in his chest but refused to share. He had held me too tightly, as though I were something fragile about to break, and whispered, “I miss you.”The words should have comforted me, but instead they lingered with questions. Did he miss me? did he miss the closeness? the heat of skin against skin? Did he long for me and the escape I offered him wh
Adam’s POVThe study had always been my place of clarity. A sanctuary of order. The books were lined neatly on shelves with a desk polished smooth by years of use sitting by the edge. And the faint hum of the computer filled the room like the voice of a friend in the room. I always came here for clarity but tonight, it felt like nothing but a cage.I sat at my desk, the glow of the screen spilling across my hands, the cursor blinking like a taunt. Numbers blurred in front of me, emails stacked up unanswered, contracts waited for my approval. None of it mattered now, none of it even got to me.All I could see was the echo of headlights behind me. The same pair I’d glimpsed in the rearview mirror the other night. All I could feel was the weight of that car parked too long down the street, unmoving, pretending to belong. Every time I blinked, I saw it. Every time I closed my eyes, the memory of being followed uncoiled in my chest.The company and my problems had always been separate fro
Maya’s POVI woke up in Adam’s arms the next morning, his breath warm against the top of my head and his chest rising and falling in steady rhythm. For a moment, I didn’t move. I just let myself lie there, tucked against him, listening to that heartbeat I’d trusted to anchor me but instead of comfort, unease spread like frost through me. His words from the night before replayed over and over. “I miss you.”But something about the look in his eyes conveyed more than his voice had. There had been something desperate in them, something that didn’t feel like the kind of missing that comes from love. it felt like the kind of missing that comes from fear, from guilt, from trying to hold on to something already slipping and from being horney.I couldn’t stop the whisper in my head. Did he miss me? Or did he just miss sex?His arm was heavy across my waist and his hand curled round my stomach as though he couldn’t stand to let go of me even in his sleep. I pressed my lips together, staring a