Share
CHAPTER 19
VANESSA'S POV
It's been a week since Natalie left the pack, leaving her father in grief. Natalie's mother still isn't home, I heard she went to visit her parents in Las Vegas and stayed there for a month, she still has no idea what happened to her daughter. Natalie left a letter before she left and what's written in that letter alarmed all of us.
NATALIE'S LETTER
Dear Dad,
I'm so sorry for leaving like this and I'm so sorry for shaming you. I no longer feel like I belong here and I don't deserve to stay here after everything I've done to Vanessa and Alexander. Dad, please don't be mad at them, it's because of me that they're still not together until now.
I want to repent for hurting the person who truly loves me, for choosing the riches that were never mine over him. Dad, everything that has happened to me was my choice and I deserved all this pain and humiliation I'm facing. Pleas
Related chapters
LOVE ME, HATE ME! CHAPTER 20
" What will you choose Alexander?" Cedric said. I can see on Alexander's face that he is having a hard time choosing, and he doesn't know what to do. I don't want him to regret whatever choice he makes, this is all because of me so I should be the one who makes the choice. I looked at Alexander and smiled at him sadly, he looks terrified as the tears slowly fall on his face. His expression says he is afraid, I want to go hug him and kiss him, and I should have done that a long time ago. Now, I don't even know if we'll be able to be together again. How could I be such a fool to only realize how much I love him now when it's too late. I'm such a coward, I'm so afraid of getting hurt, betrayed, and unwanted that I kept on pushing the person I love away. I don't dare to fight for us, that's the very reason why Natalie kept on getting in the way, she knows I'm not confident. Even though Natalie is such a bitch for trying to seduce and steal Alexander so ma
LOVE ME, HATE ME! CHAPTER 21
ALEXANDER'S POV I feel so useless, I can't even protect the person I love. I've always felt like I own the world all this time because I'll be the alpha and I'm much stronger than anyone in our pack. But I saw the world wrong, I forgot that there is always someone stronger out there. I was so blinded by the status I grew up with, and this status I'm so proud of can't even help me save her, and is only a burden. I could have chosen her selfishly if only I'm not the Alpha, but as a leader, the people always come first and a leader must sacrifice to save its people. I always thought I don't need anyone. I thought mate bond isn't that big of a deal despite my father's warnings, so I took it lightly and wasted so much time. The time that I could have spent with her, where we open our hearts and share our secrets, where we can love, and just love, I'm such a fool. It was a month ago when she disappeared that I got to finally realized I have fallen in love w
LOVE ME, HATE ME! CHAPTER 22
The next morning, I went to school early hoping I'd get to talk to her and apologize. When I reached the school I saw her standing outside the school gate, like she's waiting for someone. I quickly parked my car and went to her to talk. " Hey, uhmm.. about yesterday... I'm sorry." I said. She just looked at me with a confused expression. "Vanessa, I mean it... I got ca-" I said but she cut me off. She suddenly laughs like she's amazed. "Oh... Yesterday? Haha... Don't worry about it." She said smiling like never before. Her smile made me feel so uncomfortable. She'd never smile at me like that, so I felt like there's something off about her behavior, but I just brushed it off. We remained silent for a moment staring at each other awkwardly. I don't know what got into me that day, I don't want to mess up again but I ended up kissing her. I quickly pulled back after realizing what I just did and apologized again, but I was so shocke
LOVE ME, HATE ME! CHAPTER 23
'WOODS' That's the only word written on the wall and I don't know what to do about it. I kept on thinking this might be a clue to where Vanessa is, but this could also be a trap. I needed time to think things clearly to make sure not to make things worst. The pack is surrounded by the woods separating us from the humans. The woods are wide, and I don't know where I'm supposed to go. I was so confused as to what's the right thing to do. I turned around to leave my room and inform my father about the word on the wall, but when I turned to look at it one last time the letters changed, the word 'woods' is no longer there but another word 'SKIN'. And I then knew which area of the wide woods the person who left these words wanted me to go, the place where Vanessa left me and disappeared. I hurriedly ran out of my room and went outside to where my father is, I wanted to tell him but my conscience won't let me, seeing all the dead bodies lying around. Even if I tell
LOVE ME, HATE ME! CHAPTER 24
VANESSA'S POV When Cedric successfully absorbed the children's powers and sent his men away, Alexander came. I'm happy that he came to rescue me but I'm afraid at the same time. Cedric is so much stronger than him, even if he does his very best, there's no way he'll ever beat him. I don't know where Cedric came from or what breed he is, but I know for sure he is far superior to every creature on earth. Even the Lycan's who are more stronger and powerful than the werewolves won't stand any chance against him. When Alexander came running towards me, I was waiting eagerly for him to reach me, but it never happened as his body gave out, which I believe was caused by the magic array. I wanted to hug him so badly that I can't stop myself from crying. I wanted to go and fight Cedric with Alexander but my strength kept on leaking away from my body I couldn't escape the array. 'Vanessa... I'm sorry but you can't do anything anymore,' My wolf said. 'What are yo
LOVE ME, HATE ME! CHAPTER 25; LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT
CEDRIC'S POV It all started four years ago, I was walking aimlessly around the neighborhood of the Darkmoon pack when I witnessed a very beautiful and charming girl, fighting against three guys who are bigger than her and are older. She's beaten them all up into a pulp without breaking a sweat and I was in awe at the sight. She's so attractive that I couldn't blame those guys for trying, though they're wrong. For the first time since I woke up in this world a century ago, this is the first time I've ever seen someone who's unusually strong. I've been around for quite some time but nothing has ever caught my attention and I was never interested in anything. For the past century, I lived my life like a living dead, I couldn't feel anything aside from loneliness and emptiness. I don't even know why I exist, or where I come from, all I could remember was waking up from a very very long sleep, and aside from that, I know nothing about myself, even my name. The mom
LOVE ME, HATE ME! CHAPTER 26; UNKOWN CREATURE!
All went according to my plan but an error occur, I couldn’t obtain Alexander’s mate bond with Vanessa completely. There’s still a tiny bit of mate bond left within Alexander, but I couldn't take it no matter what and there are chances the mate bond I stole will return to him soon. I wanted to kill him but I can’t since the mate bond I stole disappear along with him, I couldn’t take the risk of losing what I have now so I just let him be and left with Vanessa. I could have at least took him with me and let him rot in the dungeon until I could completely take the mate bond from him, but seeing him I don’t think it’s still necessary. Alexander’s body is now empty, his soul was sealed inside, he’s unable to move nor speak, he’s like a person in a coma. And judging the situation it’s obviously because the mate bond was forcefully taken away from his body and soul, he couldn’t handle it but he also doesn’t want to let go and the outcome is this, he lived but was not alive.
LOVE ME, HATE ME! CHAPTER 27; NEW BEGINNING!
She sits up and hugged me tightly, though I know she'd think of me as her mate and love me unconditionally when she wakes up, I can't help feeling surprised, I hugged her back and inhaled her sweet and intoxicating scent. So this is how mates feel, I never knew since I was mateless. Her scent soothes me making me feel as calm and peaceful as ever, while it also turns me on at the same time. This is all new to me, I've never once been embraced by anyone and I've never once thought of embracing others, except her and everything just feels surreal that I feel like I'm trapped inside my fantasies, I fear everything will disappear the moment I look away, but I'm still happy. My happiness can't be explained with just words alone, I'm so happy that I feel like I own the whole universe and more. No matter how tight I hug her I can never get enough of her, I want to eat her whole, and I just can't stop myself from wanting more, she makes me insatiable. She hugge
Latest chapter
