PAIN OF IGNORANCE -1

@Avi pov@

today iam so excited to meet my cutie pie so I  woke up early and getting ready to college had my breakfast dad asked me about business I said it is ok dad said " avi you know right today you have a board meeting at the same time you need to concentrate on new project also " I said " yes dad I remember I will take care of it dont worry" to be frank I forgotten about everything iam just thinking about my cutie now iam too upset because I cant meet my cutie pie today iam missing her very badly but I changed into my formal suiting for meeting and left to the meeting this time even Roshan also accompanied to me in meeting though iam in meeting my thoughts are with my cutie pie 

@Suha pov@

today iam the one who woke up lately where ishi was the one who woke up early today and she is making fun of me that  "someone is  busy in dreaming about their prince charming so they cant even wake up from sleep" she said while laughing I just smiled 

I don't have any appetite to have breakfast so I left home without having breakfast mom is so angry but I said " maa I had special class so I need to hurry I will had my breakfast in cafeteria so dont be angry" but she is still upset and said "dont skip your breakfast sweetheart it's not good for your health" I smiled and nodded my head though I want to stay away from him atleast I want to see him once but today I didn't see him when I went to parking area I didn't see his bike and at the same time there is no traces of Roshan car also 

this made my heart heavy so I went to class I didn't concentrated on any class I came back to my sense when mam asked me to solve the problem on board I simply stood and went near board it's my luck because I studied this chapter earlier so I did the problem though I did the problem iam still in upset mood , mam asked me  by touching my forehead "dear are you ok your temperature is quite high" I gave a fake smile and said " yes mam everything is alright it's just because of climate change " but she didn't accept she said 

"no dear just take medicine first go to infirmary or else shall I come with you" I don't know what to say so I understood it's hard to escape from mam so I said "ok mam i will go with ishi" she smiled and left the class ishi came near me and touched my forehead and cheeks she became aggressive then she said " are you crazy you are burning with high fever but you still came to college and didn't even said to me about this " lol why the hell this ishi is loud everyone is watching us I dragged her out of the class and said "ishi stop shouting iam okay" she is still angry but i controlled her while we are going to cafeteria we listened some voice as usual we didn't care but we stopped at the moment when we listened my name so we stopped there to hear then they said 

" man do you know avinash didn't came to college today may be because he went to meet his girlfriend "

after the word girlfriend I  listened my heart broken into pieces another person spoke

stranger2: no yaar I think something is wrong because everyone envy him how loyal avinash is towards his girlfriend he didn't even see other girls though they are willing to do anything for him 

stranger3: yes you are true that bitch suhanisa seduced him may be with her looks so what avinash gave a ride on his bike may be this leaded to the fight between avinash and his girlfriend 

I don't had anymore strength to listen their words where ishi wants to fight with them for talking about me I stopped her iam already dying here when I got to know he had another girl in his life my dreams collapsed I am unable to control my tears I said to ishi " ishi let's go to home sobb I  dont want to sobbb stay here sobbb pleasee" she is also crying and said " ok baby let's go " we took sick leave and left for home 

mom was shocked to see both of us early she asked what happened I didn't dare to say the truth so I said " iam not feeling well so we came early" when the word not feeling well came from my mouth my mom started to curse herself " its because of me I didnt take care of you I must not leave you when you said you dont want to eat breakfast iam a bad mother if my sister is here will she leave you" iam already broken when mom started cursing herself iam still broken this time iam unable to stop my crying I cried and said "maa dont say that please you are the best mom sobbb I never compared the love between you and mom you both are equal to me sobbb please maa dont say that " she suddenly wiped my tears and embraced me into her hug and said" no sweetheart dont cry please I cant bare if you cry iam sorry dont cry"

 I replied " no maa dont say sorry " she smiled and said me to take take rest when I went to my room I dont know why my tears are still flowing from my eyes ishi is trying to console me " no baby dont cry it's not your mistake if he had a girlfriend he didnt said to us moreover you didn't ask him for a ride he himself offered so it's not your mistake dont cry" I said

" no ishi it's all my mistake I made him sad sobbb why I came into his life sobb I ruined his relationship sobbb till now I thought someday I could meet him I never thought I will ruin him sobbbbb" 

ishi is also crying by seeing my crying she is trying all the ways to console me and trying to say it's not my mistake but I am unable to control my self I asked her to leave me alone she said she dont want to leave but I forced her so helplessly she left me alone iam crying more and more too make my heart easy 

@Avi pov@ 

I came home early today I asked deva and ankit to come and meet me at home they came at the same time when I went home then ankit and deva seems to be unusual I asked what happened at first deva hesitated to say but ankit said " suha left home early today" I asked 

"what happened why she left early" the he said " she had high fever so Rani mam asked her to visit infirmary but ishika and she they both left early" 

my heart is aching when I came to know she had suffered 

I asked " how did you got to know about this did nakshatra told you "

he replied "yeah avi we didnt see her in cafeteria so I asked to nakshatra about suha then she said she left to home early due to fever" I just nodded my head they were discussing something but iam still worried about my cutie soon ankit and deva left Roshan asked me not to worry about it but how can I not worry about it mom called for dinner I said I don't have appetite by thinking about her I slept 

@suhapov@ 

I dont know why iam unable to stop my cry today I am crying to make my heart easy I heard door knock then I came back to my senses then I asked " what happened " lucky replied " it's time for dinner fuggie "

I didnt realize the time while crying I looked my self at mirror my eyes are swollen my face is totally red I washed my face but no change I dont want to go for dinner but I dont want mom to hurt again so I went 

they three shocked to see me like that they asked me what happened worriedly I said I slept so much time 

lucky is looking at me suspiciously but I didn't dare to speak anything my mom feeded me I ate obediently left to my room lucky and ishi both followed me lucky asking me about what happened I keep on tried to lie but she didnt quit and asked by crying " look fuggie dont try to hide you are my little sister I cant see you in pain if you feel iam not your sister then dont say anything " why is she emotionally blackmailing me but I lost in front of her so I said everything to her about today she is fuming in anger she said

"how dare to them to talk about you like that I will kill them and I dont spare that Avinash and gang also who the hell gave them right to play with my little sister feelings I will show them hell" now iam scared more because of her words I requested her 

" please lucky sobbb dont say anything to them sobbb I beg you please I will stay away from sobbb him in the future please dont hurt them sobbb" I requested her a lot then she said " okay I will excuse them this time if next time it happens if they hurt you I will kill them so better sleep now princess dont cry more " she consoled me today she also slept with us 

next day I didn't wake up early ishi asked me to wake up then I said "no ishi iam feeling headache so I cant come to college"  I know iam lying because I cant face him then she replied " ok I will also stay with you " no I want to be alone so I don't want ishi to stay with me so I said " no ishi go for class I dont want pending ok" she simply left as a obedient kid 

@ishi pov@

I know she wants to be alone I feel very bad for her but I want to give her some time so I said okay and left soon when I came to college I parked the car and seen those four idiots I dont even care that Roshan too no one is more than suha to me so while iam leaving they came near me  Roshan asked " hey where is suha why she didnt came with you" my blood is boiling I wanna beat them but I controlled my anger at the same time I dint want to be polite to them so I replied coldly 

" it's none of your business I hope so you guys mind your own business" they were shocked by my reply even Roshan didnt reply but that avinash asked " why is something wrong with her what happened to her" man why these people cant understand my anger I wanna kill these people I replied same arrogantly " hello mister senior please save your concern and show it to your girlfriend because my baby doesn't need your concern " I didnt gave any chance to them to react I left that place 

@Avi pov@

why this angry bird is speaking like this she is good until yesterday but what happened to her now I asked Roshan " what happened to her roshan why she is speaking like that which girlfriend I had to show concern I had only my cutie pie iam worried to death about her she is speaking like this " roshan replied innocently "bro I also shocked by her reply I think so she had split personality she is sweet sometimes and she is arrogant sometimes" yeah roshan also true how can he know then ankit replied " it's ok man I will try to talk to nakshatra dont worry" I nodded my head 

@Ankit pov@

iam shocked by that angry bird reply about which girlfriend she is speaking whatever I need to talk to nakshatra so I went near her iam about to ask something she said  "look mister iam not interested to speak with anyone so please do your work and dont irritate me" what the hell man what happened to these girls why they were talking like this even nakshatra also I went near my friends avi is easy eagerly waiting to know about his cutie pie I really feel pity for him soon I approached him he asked  "what happened to her did nakshatra said anything " I replied sadly " no avi she also spoke rudely to me " and I explained the situation everyone is confused then deva said " I think so something is wrong why at a time those two became arrogant and suha not came to college they are hiding something from us " yeah he is right but what they are hiding and why they are hiding avi left from there so sadly

@avi pov@

why everytime it happens to me iam so happy because my cutie pie is becoming closer to me but now she became too far for me why what did i do i went to home after cursing my fate but I dont want to give up I want my cutie pie by seeing me like that mom worried and asked " what happened avi "

 I dont want mom to be worried so I said " nothing mom it is related to business issue" 

 soon after that  she smiled and said            " common avi dont stress too much on business try to impress my daughter in law fast " I smiled and left to my room iam thinking about her and iam unable to sleep because iam scared to loose again