LEE- I woke up finding myself in the bed and didn’t know how I was here and tried to recall everything. I evoked the sound of gunshot and panicked while removing the blanket from my body and stood up walking towards the mirror, I removed my t-shirt searching for any wounds and gladly couldn’t find anything as such. “Are you up?” I heard a voice as Cole barged in and saw me shirtless, this wasn’t the first time he has seen me naked but it surprisingly felt weird to stand unclothed in front of him. “Uh! Yeah” I said while fixing my throat, something was missing and I was feeling empty inside but I couldn’t know what that was. “Are you okay?” he said again and walked towards me while I was looking here and there to find that missing thing, everything was at its place but I still felt the void inside of me and began searching thoroughly. “It’s missing, Cole, where is it?” I said while wearing my clothes back and looking through everything. “What’s miss
JORDAN- I was angry and wanted to tell him that I can leave too and not to take me for granted. It was hard but I can’t live with him like a hostage and get treated like his pet, I deserved to be loved and have to take stand for myself or else I can’t expect him to love me. His words pierced my heart and I could see him in a horrible state, I didn’t want to leave him like this but had to. I couldn’t accept the fact that, after so much we’ve gone through, how can he think of killing me? My words and emotions meant nothing to him, I had to become cold or else I wouldn’t be able to leave him. I walked past him and didn’t want to look back otherwise I will find myself in his arms, I cried all the way when I was supposed to be happy. I was free and could do anything I want but still it wasn’t enough to put a smile on my face. Lee’s crying state never left my mind and I couldn’t stop my tears too. I was missing him, I was missing his touch on my body, his kisses and his useless things he
LEE- “Is he your, fucking BOYFRIEND or not?” I said pointing my gun at the bastard’s head, I couldn’t think straight and wanted to end his life right here. “No one gets to live after touching my man.” I yelled in anger not realizing I was openly claiming Jordan as mine, all my veins were bursting in anger and the fear of losing him made me a complete wreck. When he said that this Robert asshole is his boyfriend, I could feel myself losing it so in no world I'm going to appreciate their kiss. “Let him go, Lee” he said but I was too annoyed to listen and kept my focus on the filthy bastard lying on floor begging for mercy. “You dare kiss him?” I said and kicked him hard making him collapse on the floor, I still wasn’t satisfied and lifted my leg once again but Jordan stopped me by pushing me back with all his might. I moved a few steps backward not able to handle his strength but only felt fury as he chose him over me. Jordan was siding with him which was enough to burn my nerves i
JORDAN- Lee left me in the doctor’s cabin and stood beside me, I was getting uncomfortable because I had just encountered my man sleeping with him. “You shouldn’t blame Lee.” He said and I ignored him not bothering to believe another word coming out of his mouth. “He woke up, and forgot everything instead kept on recalling what was missing in his room. I could sense it; he was talking about you and I never saw him this miserable.” He said and I looked at him trying the understand the situation. “I should’ve stopped him as I was aware that he is imagining you, but I couldn’t. He is a complete wreck without you.” he spoke again and I couldn’t believe my ears. “That’s between us, mind your own business.” I said turning my back towards him, I was processing everything and got really scared because it was about Lee’s psychological situation. “It’s my business if he’s going to kill himself at the cemetery.” Cole stood up looking at me with disgust and m
LEE- I felt arms around my body and I squeezed him closer to me and slept, we made love all night and collapsed on the bed as the sun was about to rise. Today I had a meeting with the dealers and they were supposed to arrive by 1 pm but I was too sleepy and didn’t want to leave Jordan for another second which made me lazy, not bothering about the deal. We slept for hours changing our position several times as he was dead and slept on top of me whereas I wasn’t able to shake him, he pinched my face making me groan in pain and unable to sleep. “Owww, Jordan, you’re hurting me.” I said as he pulled my hair unknowingly. “Hmmmm, I am going to London.” He said, was he sleep-talking? Why was he going there? I couldn’t help but chuckle at his foolishness. “Daniel, you’re running away from me?” I heard him say and the sleep in my eyes vanished as my man was taking someone else’s name is sleep. Was he dreaming about his ex while he just had sex with me? I'm not wrong if I raise an over is
LEE- “So, Mr. Sharma, if you got caught at the airport, I don’t know you.” I said taking another sip of my coffee. “We won’t, Mr. Lee, we Indians are good at everything, this is just a drug deal.” He said and folded his hands, this was first time we were having a contract with Indian’s but their confidence bought me and I chose to sign the deal with them. “It was pleasure meeting you.” I stood up and they followed. The meeting took longer than expected as we sat for 4 hours and discussed everything thoroughly and then only chose to put my trust in them after I found them worthy. I walked out of the room towards mine and realized it was getting dark and there was no sign of Jordan, even though I sent few bodyguards with him I was still worried as my eyes weren’t smiling because Jordan wasn’t visible in them. I thought of calling him but stopped as he might think I'm irritating and troublesome so, I backed off patiently waiting for him to come back, my curious mind wasn’t at
JORDAN- I was so happy after retaining my freedom back as I had no limitations to my boundaries and could go anywhere, I wanted without much of a stress as Lee allowed me to go out. He was being understanding and kind, ‘the unusual self’ of Lee but I could go out at last and would get to live with him too, nothing else matters. I realized all that lectures I gave to myself were useless as loving him was worth it, I was scared of loving the guy who made my life a living hell but seeing him change for me was enough to melt my heart. His one touch gives shivers to me all across my body, his smile warms my insides and I couldn’t just stay away from him anymore. I tried it though, I tried really hard, I tried to go away distancing himself from my life but came back to him instantly that night. His love is all I want, and I can’t act like a jerk when he’s going through so much. Lee has become my life and I don’t know when everything happened and my heart went against my mind but I had n
LEE- “Well, at least you know who I am, give us all your drug dealers, your business, your mansion and the current contract you signed with the Indian’s, I’ll set your wife free. Sounds simple, right?” He said and laughed at me. I had so many responsibilities on my head and I can’t just abandon my people leaving them homeless who actually serve me with all their honesty nor can I leave Jordan, so what am I supposed to do? “Where is Jordan?” I yelled thinking about him, I just wanted to talk and know if he’s alright or not. I can’t live without my clan nor without Jordan, this bastard wanted to have everything my father and I built with sweat and blood but I was ready to gladly hand it over to him. I can start again; I can look out for people who are loyal to me and can always have Jordan’s back. “Say yes and you get to talk to your wifey” he said in a calm voice and I knew what I wanted. “Yes, I agree to all your terms, just let me talk to him.” I could give my whole life to thi