My happy place

Its been nearly a month, and mumma have no intentions of coming back soon. My day started early, instruct the maid , cook lunch before leaving, wake up my dad and rush to college. Rush home after the college, then tuitions and dinner, sometimes we ordered, or I cook. My cousins come over for a night every weekend with a lots of food, my aunt made sure we were good. 

Every night I just lay on the bed, my mind shut, body immovable but eyes open. I couldn't sleep. It wasn't like I was depressed but it was something words can't express. 

Kevin was there,  We spent all the time together in college, Carol Armaan and Raaj joined us in starting but eventually drifted apart. Spending time with him felt good. Being with him felt good. I was comfortable with sharing everything with him. 

In the starting he was shy but now he talks a lot, everyday something about his ex, or cinematography or his home. He chirped whole day. 

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