stared in doubt at the humongous house in front of me. I can hear the booming music playing somewhere outside. I could also hear the screams of children and they had fun.
It was Krystal's eight years birthday and I hadn't been invited. I hadn't even know there was party. How pathetic is that? Not knowing your daughter already had a birthday planned? I had called Darren to ask him what I should plan. He angrily answered that Miranda had everything covered. That shouldn't bother coming because neither him not Krystal wanted me there. I was the one who always planned her parties, and it was always done at our home. But this year it was being held at Miranda's. Apparently Krystal had asked her to plan it. Because according to her I don't plan her parties the way she wanted them. They were always boring and ugly and It had hurt to know that Krystal had never liked or appreciated the work and effort I put in the planning. That it wasn't enough. That she hated those parties. I sighed knowing Miranda has overturned everything I have ever done. That all my efforts are nothing but squashed bugs beneath her feet. Why the fuck does it still hurt? It has been months since she come back. I should be used to the new reality by now, but I was still holding on. "You can do this Ren" my wolf blue murmurs. As I tried to find the courage to walked to her house. A place I remained unwanted. "This is our pup's party and we shouldn't miss it" she continued. If I had thought what Darren did was painful. Then I had no idea how this would tear me up. That Krystal and Darren hadn't wanted me there on the day I fucking gave birth to her. I had been Pushing those thoughts away I take a step forward. The door was opened so I stepped in and I was in complete awe. Everything was beautiful, Miranda had really done a great job. It looked like something out of a fairytale. I followed the sound of the music and I end up in the backyard. The lash field had been transformed into a dream. Pink and white flowers covered the ground. Tables covered with glittery gold table clothes. Each table had four chairs covered with a white satin cloth. They were then field with gold ribbons. Everything looked fancy and upscale. No wonder Krystal hated my parties. My self-confidence takes a hit, knowing that nothing I had done, had been good enough for Krystal. "What are you doing here?!" The shout brings me out of my thoughts. I turned to look and find Krystal. She stares at me in anger and disgusted. As if my very presence would ruin the day for her. Her shout had attracted the attention of the guests. Both humans and wolves. I don't speak. Unable to comprehend what changed in Krystal. Why she all of a sudden hated me. Was it something I did? Something I said? "I don't want you here, leave and don't ever come back!" She screamed. Her hands balled tightly in a fist. "Honestly, I come to bring you your gift" I tell her gently. My voice trembling from trying to holding my tears back. I was really trying. The last thing I needed was to be the talk of the city. I could feel the pity from our pack mates through the bond. And I know majority don't agree with what Darren is doing. But Don't want their pity. I just want my family back. Krystal reaches out to take the gift. I was about to sigh in relief, to smile at her. But then she does something I never expected her to. She throws the gift to the floor, before stomping on it. Breaking the doll I had bought her. I looked at the broken doll, which is the perfect reflection of my broken heart. She stomped on the doll the same way she just stomped on my heart. "I told I don't want you here, and I don't want your stupid ugly present" she snapped at me. She was shaking as if she couldn't control her anger and hatred. How did it get to this? What did Miranda have that I didn't? What was it about her that made my family love her but hate me. All I ever done was to love them. Give them all I could to be perfect mate and wife. To be perfect mother but it seemed none of that was enough. Because Miranda easily replaced me in their hearts. "Krys....." I choked out her name. The pain and tears blocking my airways. She interrupted me by shouting. "No! ! hate you and Daddy hates you too. We don't want you here. Daddy is going to marry mommy Miranda but you don't want them to because you are a bad and evil person. You are jealous of her because she is prettier than you and you are ugly. If you don't let Daddy be happy then I'll pray for the goddess to punish you and send you to hell." I stumbled back because I feel like I have been physically punched. That not only does she hates me so much she would wish me to hell but also because Darren is s planning to mate Miranda. How did this happen? How had I turned from her mother to the villain in their fairytale story? "You don't mean that Krystal. I'm your mommy" I cried out. Unable to stop my tears from flowing. Why do I feel like my heart is being fucking torn into pieces? Like it's best it's been shredded into minced meat? "You are no longer my mommy. I only have one mother and that is mommy Miranda" she declared strongly. She then turns back to me and runs to Miranda. Miranda wrapped her arms around her, glaring at me while she whispers words of comfort to her. As if she was her biological mother and I was the other woman. The one who had destroyed their happy day. I can't believe that Krystal just denounced me. In front of all the guests. How could she do that to me? And how could Darren allow her to? How could they choose Miranda over me? The remaining pieces of my heart were shattered. I don't think there was anything that could fix it, make it whole again. Before I even have a chance to pick my dignity from the floor, Darren is there. He grabs my arm in a painful grip and dragged me away. "Please Darren...." I plead with him when we are almost to the door. "Shut the fuck up, you stupid cunt!" He shouts. He is completely livid and furious. His eyes changing from black to yellow. I shut up completely shocked he would call me a cunt. As if if I was nothing but an annoying hoe that was trying to break up his happy family It's fucking hurts. His fingers leave my arm and wrap around my neck. He squeezed hard, chocking the day lights out of me. His claws digging deep into me neck. I can feel the blood trailing down my neck. Already soaking my blouse. "Let this be the last fucking time I see you near Krystal or even me. Don't touch her, don't look at her and don't ever breath the same fucking air as her. If you come even an inch near us, I'll fucking kill you" he threatened. His voice hard. "But she's my daughter" | whisper, tears running down my face. His voice was cold with finality when he replied. "You heard her.... you mean nothing to her and you mean nothing to me." Without another word, he pushed me out of the door before closing it back. I try to break my fall by landing on my hands and knees. I don't even register that I have bruised them. Or that my neck though The pain from my physical woulda couldn't compared to the one in my heart. How am I supposed to fight when I feel broken? Should I even fight for them or just give up? Given they have turned their back on me and hate me. What was the point anyway? They no longer want me, us. Blue hurt beyond repair retreated to the back of my mind. "Hey" a sweet little voice bring me from my trance. A boy around ten years old stands next to my car. He has blonde hair and grey eyes. He is a handsome little boy and looks really familiar. "My daddy says that pretty girls shouldn't cry. And you are the most beautiful woman I have ever seen" he tells me sweetly and strongly. I touched my heart that this boy thinks I'm beautiful While my own daughter doesn't think so. I kneel to his level even though it causes "Thank you handsome. What is your name?" I asked with a teary smile, trying to wipe away my tears. He smiled at me and damn does it light up his face. "I'm Jax... and you are Krystal's mom. I don't mean to be bad, but I don't like Krystal all that much now. She was mean to you and it made me angry. Also I don't like my mom or Krystal's dad, what they are doing to you isn't nice. They are the ones who should be punished" he says with a hint of anger. His hands balled in a fist. It hits me after he finished speaking. This boy, trying to comfort me was Miranda's son. It also hit me that I could poison him against his mother. Say all manner of things to make him hate her but I don't. It's not me. I would never wish this pain on any mother. "I know baby, but she is still your mom, no matter what. You should love and respect her" I calmly and gently say. He looks intensely at me for a while before saying. "Okay, but just know that even though they don't love you I do and you are the best." He then gives me a hug and kiss on the cheek before leaving. I don't know what it is about Jax, but I feel a connection to him. Something tells me out paths are somehow tied to each other. I get my car and drove away from my daughter and mate. Feeling better for the first time in months. And it was all because of my enemy's son."Let go of my mommy" Krystal shouted, hitting him anywhere she could get her hands on. I can hear the panic and fear in her voice and it drives my own.I try to get him to let let go but he just squeezed tighter."Shut the fuck up you little brat" he says before pushing her.Making her fall.Blue was too weak to fight back so l was basically human. I was starting to lose air. Black dots dancing in my vision. Just when I had lost hope. I heard a loud bang and the man went still before he crumpled on the floor.Standing behind him was Claire.Holding a stick. Looking terrified."Oh! Thank the Goddess. I didn't know what to do when I heard Krystal's scream so I grabbed the nearest thing. Are you two alright?" She asked. Her chest heaving. She was in complete shock.I help Krystal up and hug her to my side. Rubbing the raw flesh around my neck. I was scared and pissed off. This was the second time I have been attacked. To make it worse, Krystal was with me and she could have really been h
"Don't bother, I'll drop at your house and by the way..... you are invited" I said mockingly, while getting Krystal settled in my car..He doesn't say anything, just got in his car and drove off. Leaving nothing but a cloud of dust and his arrogant presence behind..I get in my car and started the ignition. Krystal and I don't talk.With her seemingly lost in whatever she was doing on her tablet. I wouldn't even know where to start with her..Forty minutes later we arrived at the mall. I had planned to lunch with her then looked at some wedding gowns. Claire was to join us later on..The moment we park my car and got out. Reporters surrounded us.I grabbed Krystal's hands firmly and pushed through them as they throw questions after question.."How did you and Mr Ashford meet?"Is it true that the magazine released today? Are you two getting married?""Have you heard from Darren and Miranda? Do they know?""Did you truly fall in love over your heartbreak?"The questions go on and on as
It's a week after the incident and I was finally back at home. Today was the day that I would finally get to meet Krystal. It was also the day that Sebastian was going to announce our upcoming wedding..We had decided to hold it off last week until I was fully recovered.Reasoning that I wasn't up to dealing with the uproar and medical attention that was going to follow..Sebastian has visited day when I was in the hospital and we had finally sighed the contract. The rules he had laid down hadn't been too hard. The terms were favorable so I had sighed without a second thought..(We're here)I read the text just as I heard a car drove into my driveway. I was nervous about seeing Krystal. I didn't know what to expect. Did she still despised me? Was she angry that Darren forced her to come? The slam of car door forced me to move my feet. I took my bag and car keys. Opened the door then lock it behind me and then turned, only to see Darren literally prowling towards me. Krystal was still
I nod my head. Already feeling tired and drained. If this is how humans felt when they got sick or injured, then it honestly sucks balls..She hugged me again before whispering in my ear. "I'm really happy that you found another man, but l'm going to keep a close eye on him. I won't risk you getting hurt a second time by a guy."She kissed me on the cheek before turning to Sebastian.."Make no mistake, alpha beast. If you hurt Renny, I will hurt you by your balls before cutting them and shoving them down your throat. Powerful or not, I will end you" her voice is dangerously low making me shiver.Sebastian just sports. As if Claire said the most ridiculous thing he's ever heard. He doesn't say anything and they have a stare down before Claire smiled big, she said goodbye and leaved..Now that she's gone I become nervous for some reason. Maybe it's because of the silence that descended. Or maybe because I was now alone with Sebastian.Probably because of the intense way he was staring a
The steady hum of voice was what woke me up. I blinked my eyes a couple of times before everything came into focus.That's also when I registered the pain. I frowned, confused at first then everything came crashing down. The men at my cottage and the attack. The last thing I remember was hearingSebastian's thunderous roar.."She's awake."I turned to see Claire standing next to Sebastian. The look of concern was enough to tell me all was not well. Sebastian on the other hand just lookedimmaculate. No hair out of place.His usual cold mask on.."How are you feeling Renny?"Asked me.."Like I have been running over by an over speeding train... how long have I been out?"I knew we were at the hospital.The smell of antiseptic gave it away. I hated hospitals. They were mostly gloomy, sad and grief stricken.."Two days" Sebastian answered tersely. His voice gruff.."What the hell two days! And how come I'm still in pain.Shouldn't I be healed by now?" fired the question at no one in part
When I started getting close to home. Blue stars being restless.Prancing around my mind in agitation and nervousness.."What is it Blue?" I didn't like know how agitated she was cause it was making me really anxious."I don't know......l just sense trouble"The trembled in her voice makes me want to turn back around. I stop myself though. Assuring both of us that everything was fine..Everything wasn't fucking fine..The moment I drove into my driveway, I see why Blue was so anxious.. Standing on the steps to my cottage were three scary looking men I have never seen before..They were buffed up and they looked really mean. They looked like the type of men to scare little children just for fits and giggles..I got out of the car and their scent and their scent hit me. Fuck. They were werewolves. Their eyes which had been fixed on me since they heard my car, remained on me as I approached them.."May I help you?" I asked them once l'm a foot away from them..They looked at each other b