LOGINKatherine Ashford
The sound of machines. A steady beeping. When I opened my eyes, the world was white. Not the white of moonlight or snow, but the blinding, sterile white of a hospital ceiling. For a moment, I couldn’t move. I couldn’t even breathe. I thought maybe I was still dreaming — that this was some strange mercy from the Goddess. But the sharp sting of a needle in my arm said otherwise. I turned my head. A woman in pale scrubs stood nearby, checking something on a small metal tray. Her scent hit me next — human. Not pack. Not wolf. Human. Panic surged through me. I pressed a shaking hand against my mouth, trying to steady my breath. I could not let them know. If they smelled what I was — if they suspected — I’d be dead before sunset. “Easy,” the nurse said gently, thinking my fear was confusion. “You’re safe, miss. You were in an accident, but you’re going to be alright.” “Wh—where am I?” My voice cracked. “St. Vincent’s Hospital,” she replied. “You were brought in by a driver who said you ran into the road. Do you remember your name?” My heartbeat faltered. For a moment, I almost said it — Luna Katherine of the Silvercrest Pack. But that name was dead. “My name is… Katherine,” I whispered. “Just Katherine.” The nurse smiled faintly, jotting it down. “Well, Katherine, you’re very lucky. You should rest. You’ve been unconscious for three days.” Three days. I stared at the ceiling again. Every breath hurt, but the air was clean. The sheets soft. The silence — peaceful. Maybe the Goddess had heard me after all. A week passed. Slowly, painfully, I learned to walk again — first with trembling steps along the cold hospital floor, then a few paces more each day. My body was healing, but the hollowness inside remained. The doctors said I had no ID, no record, no family listed. I told them I didn’t remember much. They didn’t press. Humans rarely wanted to look too deeply into mysteries that made them uncomfortable. By the seventh day, they said Iwas fit to leave. No home. No money. No past. Just a thin hospital gown, a small donated coat, and the city stretching before me — vast, bright, and utterly foreign. I wandered through the streets, half dazed, the noise of the human world crashing around me — cars, lights, voices, laughter. Everything so alive it almost hurt to look at. Then, as I lifted my head toward a towering glass building, a screen flashed across its surface — bold letters, golden light. “THE RUTHLESS GOD OF LYCANTHROPY SEEKS A WIFE.” I froze. A man’s face filled the screen — sharp features, cold eyes, power radiating from him like heat. I knew that face. Nikolai Kael Volkov— Alpha King of the Shadow Dominion. The most feared Lycan in existence. And I had met him once. He’d wanted to invest in our pack years ago — to help us rise after the famine. But Dominic had refused, proud and foolish, claiming we didn’t need outside strength. I’d stood by him then, loyal and blind. Now, watching Viktor’s image tower above me, something inside me shifted. He was dangerous. Merciless. Untouchable. But he was also my only chance. I looked at the crowd gathered before the building, their chatter about the announcement filling the air — envy, curiosity, greed. And there I stood — nameless, stripped, and forgotten. “I’ll be his wife,” I murmured, almost laughing at the madness of it. “That’s how I’ll survive.” The wind swept my hair across my face as I stared up at the glowing billboard, the city lights reflecting in my eyes. It wasn’t love. It wasn’t destiny. It was survival. And for the first time since the night my world ended — I had a plan. The next morning, I found myself standing at the foot of the tallest building I’d ever seen. Glass, steel, and shadow — a skyscraper that touched the clouds and looked down on the rest of the city as if it ruled it. The Volkov Empire Headquarters. The place where women came to gamble with their lives for a chance at a crown. Hundreds of them stood ahead of me — elegant, painted, perfect. Their perfumes mingled in the air, sweet and heavy. I could feel their stares grazing over me like cold fingers. “Who let her in?” someone whispered. “She looks like she crawled out of a shelter.” Laughter rippled through the line. I didn’t answer. Didn’t flinch. I was too tired for shame. All I had was a name that no longer meant anything… and a heart still learning how to beat again. The form in my hand was blank. I hadn’t filled a single space. Because what would I even write? Name: Katherine. Occupation: None. Background: Betrayal, death, loss. Would they even let me breathe in his presence? I turned away from the line for a moment, the noise blurring behind me, and touched the small moon-shaped pendant hanging from my neck — the last thing that tied me to who I used to be. It was the only thing that had survived the fire, the dungeon, the blood. My fingers trembled as I unclasped it. I stood in silence for a long time before stepping into a tiny pawn shop tucked behind the main street. The man behind the counter didn’t ask questions. He only looked at the pendant, then at me, and slid a few notes across the table. Not much — barely enough. But enough. Outside, the city was loud again. I crossed the street to a vendor’s stall and stopped when I saw it — a simple silver ring, faintly glowing in the afternoon light. I traded every coin I had for it. As I held it in my palm, it felt heavier than it looked — cold, pure, like something ancient was watching. “Moon Goddess,” I whispered. “If You’re still with me… give me strength, or madness. I’ll take either.” By the time I returned, the line had shortened. Evening light spilled across the plaza as names were called in steady rhythm. “Candidate 324!” “Candidate 325!” I filled out the form quickly — shaky letters scrawled across the paper. I wrote only Katherine. No titles. No pack. No past. When they waved me forward, my pulse stuttered. Inside, the air was colder — scented faintly with metal and cedar. Gold light washed over marble floors that seemed too perfect to walk on. And at the far end of the grand hall, seated on a raised platform like a throne of glass and iron, was him. Nikolai Kael Volkov. The Lycan King. The ruthless god of the new age. He didn’t just sit there. He commanded the air itself. Every person in the room seemed smaller near him — shadows shrinking under a storm. He was broad-shouldered, his eyes the kind of grey that cut through everything they saw. No smile. No softness. Just calm, cold authority — the kind that could silence a room without a word. One by one, the candidates walked forward. He asked questions in that deep, unhurried tone. Some stuttered. Some tried to flirt. A few even cried. None lasted more than a minute before being dismissed. And then— “Next.” My name wasn’t even called. I just… stepped forward. My heartbeat thundered in my ears as I approached him, the world narrowing until it was only us. His gaze found me the moment I entered the light — and stayed there. For a long moment, he said nothing. His eyes swept over me — not cruelly, but sharply, like he was dissecting every piece of me without touching a thing. I forced myself to breathe. My fingers tightened around the small silver ring hidden in my palm. “What do you have to offer,” he asked finally, his voice low, resonant, dangerous, “that all these others don’t?” The hall waited. My throat burned, but the truth came out before I could stop it. “I don’t have anything to offer,” I said softly. “Except myself.” A flicker — something unreadable — crossed his expression. The guards shifted uneasily. Someone at his side whispered for her to leave. But before they could move, I stepped closer — just enough for him to hear the tremor beneath my voice. “Marry me,” I said. He didn’t move. His gaze only darkened, like thunderclouds forming. I swallowed hard, feeling the silver ring warm against my skin. “Marry me first,” I whispered. “Then decide if I’m worth keeping.” The silence that followed felt endless — every eye in the hall fixed on me, waiting. Then Nikolai leaned forward, resting his elbows on his knees, his stare locked on mine. A slow, dangerous smile curved his lips. “Well then.” He rose from his seat — tall, composed, impossibly commanding. The low hum of the crowd vanished, swallowed by the sudden silence that fell over the hall. Each step he took echoed against the marble floor, steady and unhurried, like a heartbeat that belonged to no one but him. And mine. Because somehow, as he drew closer, my chest began to ache — a strange, burning pull spreading through my veins. My breath hitched. The air thickened. He stopped just inches away. So close I could feel the faint heat of him, smell the clean, dangerous scent of cedar and smoke clinging to his skin. My body trembled, not in fear — but in recognition. His gaze pinned me where I stood, and for a moment I saw something flicker in those storm-grey eyes — surprise, confusion, and then… something deeper. Something ancient. His lips curved into a slow, knowing smile. “How long,” he said quietly, his voice brushing against me like a touch, “did it take you to find the courage to say those words?” I couldn’t speak. Couldn’t breathe. He tilted his head, studying me as if seeing straight through every lie and scar I carried. Then, his tone shifted — softer, darker. “Well done,” he murmured, a hint of wonder threading through the authority. “It is… a pleasure to finally meet my queen.” The words struck through me like lightning. My queen. I stared up at him, wide-eyed, shaking my head before I could stop myself. “What… what did you just say?” He leaned closer, his breath warm against my ear, his voice barely more than a whisper. “My future bride,” he said. “My mate.” The hall gasped — a ripple of shock tearing through the silence — but I didn’t hear them. The world tilted, my pulse roaring in my ears. Mate. The word felt like a curse and a miracle all at once. Because the Moon Goddess — after everything — had bound me to him. The ruthless god of Lycans. The man I’d sworn I would never kneel to. The one I had just asked to marry me. And the one who, with a single word, had already claimed me.NIKOLAI VOLKOV I stayed there in the pool, afraid to face my fears, or the guilt that remained in my mind. The water had gone cold by the time I dragged myself out of the pool. I stood dripping on the stone tiles, staring at the rippling surface like it might give me answers. My chest still carried the hurt from the previous night, the poison slowed but not gone. I could still feel her. Liora’s hands. Her mouth. The way my body had betrayed me even when my mind was screaming to stop. The way I hadn’t been able to stop her. I pressed the heel of my hand against my sternum, hard enough to bruise, trying to crush the memory down. It didn’t work. I dressed slowly, fresh tunic, fresh pants, fresh cloak. Every movement pulled at the wound. Shame filled my mind, it reminded me of how I had failed to uphold my vows to my wife. I couldn’t tell her, hell I wouldn’t do that to her. How do even open about having sex with Liora, she would break down. Katherine had already carried
NIKOLAI VOLKOV When I regained consciousness the next morning, pain hit me first. It was sharp. Burning. Deep in my chest.Then came a scent I couldn't recognize. My eyes snapped open.The ceiling above me wasn’t mine. It looked nothing like my chamber. I shifted my gaze and she froze as my eyes met with a naked body next to mine. Liora.I jerked upright, ignoring the way pain ripped through my chest.“What the hell…”My voice came out rougher than expected. Liora stirred beside me, stretching slowly like she had nowhere else to be, like this—this—was normal.How did this happen? What was I even thinking.“Good,” she murmured, her voice soft with satisfaction. “You’re awake.”I stared at her.My gaze moved from the disheveled sheets. Her bare skin. The marks on my body that had nothing to do with the fight.Memory didn’t come all at once. It crept in slowly. Her hands on me her voice and my body failing to respond to her advances the entire night. “What did you do?” I asked, m
NIKOLAI VOLKOV The palace felt different after the fire, almost like everyone was walking on eggshells. Afraid of what might happen next. I made certain that Katherine slept in our chambers, it was one thing to live freely. We could not afford any casualties. Not now that the elders would do anything to separate us.The council’s demands still rang in my ears. Elena’s voice. The elders’ silence. The unspoken threat: we need an heir, or we replace you.I couldn’t give them what they wanted.I wouldn’t. But I also couldn’t keep pretending I knew how to win this fight alone.I needed answers. Not prophecies or warnings. I needed Facts, history to back my claims. The kind my father never shared. The old man thought knowledge was weakness. He believed that if people knew little about you, they have nothing to fight. I went to the one place no one ever entered anymore. The royal archive. The walk there was slow. The archive lay at the eastern tower, narrow stone stairs, a single iro
KATHERINE ASHFORD “I think I can handle it.” I said and tried to go close but Nikolai held me back.“Stay back—”“No.” I whispered softly and he listened. “It’s not trying to burn the room anymore. It’s trying to show me something.”The flames snapped higher at my voice—almost in recognition.I raised my bandaged hands. Blood seeped through the cloth again, fresh and bright. I didn’t hesitate. I let it drip—willingly—onto the stone floor.The shadows surged forward, not wild this time, but controlled. They flowed into the fire quenching the flames from the inside. The died—leaving only smoke and the faint smell of scorched herbs. The altar stood untouched.I stared at it, chest heaving.Nikolai was beside me in an instant, sword still drawn, eyes scanning every corner of the room.Nora stood besides us the entire time. The servants moved around, trying to find answers to what had just happened. “Are you okay!” He asked kissing my forehead lovingly.“Spirit-touched,” Nora said as s
KATHERINE ASHFORD We got back to traveling the next morning. I couldn't keep my eyes off him. I was worried even if I knew my powers had the ability to hold him for sometime. At least until we arrived at the cave. “You're quiet.” Nikolai said with a smile on his face. “I'm worried. I just want all of this to end. I've never had a peaceful life. Everyday feels like I'm running from the shadows of my past, from decisions I should never have made in the first place. Giving Dominic the position of Alpha, is a decision I would regret for the rest of my life.” I said and he smiled. “It's okay to feel that way. But what's not okay is you blaming yourself for something you had no control over. It was bound to happen, no matter how much you try to fight it, evil would always try to prevail.” He said and I nodded. “I think we have arrived.” Nora announced as she dismounted her horse. We stared at the cave in front of us. Indeed the witches had done a good job in changing their hideout ag
THIRD PERSON'S POV True to their words, they set out on the journey the next morning, accompanied by Nora. They rode hard for two days three horses cutting through forest. Led by Nora's map, the one her mother had left. Katherine rode in the middle, Nikolai ahead, Nora behind. No banners. No escort. Just the both of them. They didn’t speak about the matter at hand. They didn’t need to. Every heartbeat felt borrowed.On the third morning, they were crossing a narrow path when the first howl echoed through the quiet forest. Not a pack howl. It felt Rogue. Feral and starved.Six wolves burst from behind the tall buehes. Wild-eyed. Nikolai's eyes moved to their neck where they had no markings. No allegiance to any pack, just hunger and madness.It was expected of wolves without a pack so he wasn't even surprised. Nikolai spun his horse, sword already drawn. “Stay behind me!”The first wolf leaped for Katherine.She didn’t hesitate. Shadows snapped outward from her hands black whi







