Damon’s POV
As I left the study where my father and I had just finished arguing, I made my way to my room so I could stew in private.I was more than annoyed about the fact that he had been helping a mere omega access the library.I had no idea why he’s helping her so I guess he just needed one more bed warmer. That’s what he always does.Our argument had gone on long enough for both of us to be angry at the other.And unlike the other times my father and I had been angry at each other, this time I was actually sorry.I was out of line with at least half of the things that I had said, and if I could take all of it back, I absolutely would, but we had left things off on a very bad note.There was no way that I wouldn’t end up apologizing.That was the thought on my mind when a knock sounded at my door., andI opened up the door to find that one of my father’s personal guards was standing right outside my door.I raised a brow in confusion. “Is something the matter? Do you need something from me?”“No, sir,” he apologized. “I am so sorry for bringing myself here against your summons or request, but I was instructed by your father to give you this note and ask you to meet him in the conference room.”With a bow, he handed me the note and left after a bow.As he left, I carefully pried open the note and read out what he had to say“Damon, meet me in my room. We need to talk. We both said some things that we didn’t mean and disagreeing should not have made both of us not to speak to each other that way. Meet me outside, won’t you?”I was surprised that he was the one that apologized first.He only cared about my big brother so I have never had his apologies. Every time I begged him to forgive me.With a sigh of relief, I folded back the note with the grooves it had from my father’s hand.I made my way over to the conference room, ready to apologize for the role I had played in our disagreement.As I got to the room, I realized that the side door had been left open, the very room that was made as an easy way to address the subjects who were downstairs whenever we had meetings.Confused, I looked at it and made my way there, seeing as my father was not in the main room.Opening the door exposed me to the oddest sight I had ever seen in my life, and I stepped back in a panic.Seated on one of the lounge chairs was my father, but the angle at which he was draped was unnatural.I could see that he was breathing, but the sea of blood I saw made me wonder if I was hallucinating.I walked closer to him and realized that there was a dagger stuck in his chest, and with a frustrated sigh, I pulled it out and draped my father’s body more comfortably.While attempting to fetch a first-aid kit, the double doors separating the individuals suddenly swung open, revealing an entire room filled with my father’s associates. Reflexively, I pushed a dagger aside.It dawned on me; I understood the situation. Many of them had noticed I was covered in my father’s blood, and a significant number had already concluded that I was the one responsible for his demise.My gut feeling said it was time to feel sad rather than trying to explain or protect myself.I knew that I had not been the one to kill my father, and everyone who mattered did too.But the thing is that the news of his death and loss spread around the pack like wildfire in this area, and if I was not careful, every single rogue and enemy of the pack would be aware of it by now and they would begin to make attacks on the pack.I didn’t know why we were meeting, but I used the opportunity to stand confidently, ignoring the blood on my clothes and encouraging them to do the same.“Following the death of the current alpha, I announce myself, Damon, as the Alpha of the White Claw pack.”There, it was done. I didn’t even have time to feel sad for my father’s death.I could not have lived with myself at the possibility of a pack as powerful as mine existing without a leader.Wolves need to be protected.And I got used to pretending to be ruthless.I made eye contact with someone in the sea of people, and a flash of recognition ran through me. The girl from the library.As odd as it sounded, I cared about what she thought of me, and I did not want her to have a wrong impression of me.The realization of this line of thought startled me, and I felt almost stilled.I was well known for being cold.I just didn’t want her to hate me.Why did her opinion matter so much to me, I wondered, snapping out of my reverie when one of the elders came to offer me their condolences.As the event continued on, I was surrounded by varying degrees of people who were coming up to offer me their deepest sympathies.Understanding that it was the only way they would feel good about the death, I allowed them.I thought I had put the library girl out of my mind, but in no time, I was looking at her as she walked around and served food to the elders and others who were on the floor.When I realized, I found myself always searching for her.I didn’t even know why I was doing this.After all, I couldn’t suddenly explain to a girl who doesn’t know me well that I am not a killer.By midnight, she was one of the few maids that had left the area, and I knew, because I had looked everywhere. I saw her suddenly, and I swiveled to get a look at her.Through the window of her room, I saw her blowing on a candle stuck into a miserable looking cupcake.I watched, dazed, as my wolf asked me, “Damon. She smells good. Could she be our mate?”Damon’s POV As I stood in place and watched her make a wish, I was surprised to find that she had gotten such a reaction from my wolf. That could only mean that she also indeed has a wolf. Based on the gossip of how weak she was, I thought she was wolf less. And now my mind was unable to stop thinking of her. “Damon, I think she might be our mate. I can feel her wolf, and it makes me feel strong. Her scent is heady. She is ours, we have to act now.” ‘We do not have to do anything,’ I argued, ‘besides, it is possible that she is not our mate and she is just like any other girl. Besides, we do not have the time for a mate. We just lost our father, remember? We have to get to the bottom of that and also take charge of the pack.’ I knew that I was saying this only to convince myself. She might have already loved my father already. Also she couldn’t be happy if mated to me. Dealing with the pack is now the priority for me. She would be a lonely Luna. “Why can’t we do both?” My wo
Sarai’s POVI yanked my hand out of Devin’s and began to run out of the building, out into the woods where at least I wouldn’t have to see Damon’s face again. As I ran, I realized that I was barefoot and the dirt and the pebbles on the ground were cutting into the soles of my feet, but I did not care. I had looked out to the forest where the trees were many times in my life and pictured the life that was beyond them, and tonight, I believed that I would find it. Running fast in the dark park, the chilly night air stinging my warm skin, Alpha Damon's hurtful words echoed in my head. The betrayal hurt more than any physical pain. The moon was low, casting an eerie light on the trees. Ignoring calls from Devin and Beta Timothy, I was set on leaving for my mental well-being. As I entered the thick woods, their voices faded, replaced by rustling leaves and distant creature howls.It felt like the world was closing in on me. Alpha Damon's rejection hurt more than any physical injury. T
Sarai’s POV I stood there, speechless, as the head maid continued to rattle off the different jobs that everyone was going to be delivering. I looked around the room to find Cynthia, and she did the same, staring down at me like I was a stain on the wall. It was common knowledge that Simone never had anything kind to say to anyone, ever. Oh, I was upset! I had heard rumors of the other girls who had managed to get through a day working with her and how they had ended the work shifts in tears. The crowd dispersed, and all around me, all of the people who had been paired to work together went in search of each other, so they could get to work. Cynthia crossed the room and made her way towards me, her eyes already narrowing in disgust. “Look here, loser. We are supposed to be working together today, and I have a perfect record. Plus, it is always my job to clean the rooms, and I know a whole lot better than you, so do as I say, and don’t touch anything.” Biting down on my tongue,
Sarai’s POVAfter a few seconds had passed, I opened my eyes carefully, shocked that I had not yet felt the impact of the slap on my face. It was a shock to me, and I was surprised to see that it was not even a slap in the first place. With a finger pointed at Cynthia, he began to speak. “You are doing an appalling job of watching this other maid. You have come here many times before, and you know how I feel about other people touching my things.”Cynthia colored and smoothed down her skirt, stammering through a greeting. “G-g-good morning sir,” she responded,“I tried to get her not to touch anything. I told her to just stand in the corner of the room and not do anything. I did give her instructions, but she seems to be incapable of following them.” She seethed, biting out the last part at me. I blanched and attempted to sink into the ground and never come out again. “Agreed, that she is clumsy, but you should have been checking in on her on occasion. From what I heard, her ar
Sarai’s POVIt seemed like learning this new information about me had made Cynthia see me in a kinder light, and now she spoke to me, instead of at me. “You know, now that I think about it, you aren’t actually so bad. You’re just doing the best that you can. I still think that you are a slut.”I watched as she walked in front of me and I froze in place, fighting the urge to laugh. Usually when she said things like that, it was accompanied, always, by violence of some sort. Now she had limited it to just being verbal, which shocked me, and I hadn’t decided weather or not it was in a good or bad way. I really didn’t mind it. I suspected that the reason she was calling me a slut was because of the false rumor that had started a while back, telling everyone that I was sleeping with someone in order to get access to the library. I had never even met the man. At least she was happy, wasn’t she? Silently, we both went into the next room, where she showed me all of the steps to actually
Damon’s POVI was so upset with myself that I kept pacing around the room. This was the first time I will do something to a maid and get this pained.“Am I truly falling for her?” I thought to myself.“I had better not”.The Pack might get into chaos but how will I solve it when my heart is dangling and I can’t even tell which is truth or lie.“I shouldn’t have rejected her so coldly, I think she deserves better” I said aloud.My wolf said gently to me, “don’t blame yourself so hard. It was something you couldn’t control. Not even I could help you”“But that gives me no right to brutally reject her, leading her to shame.” I said feeling all concerned.“Isn’t that why you sent Beta Timothy to search for her in the woods, arrange her new bedsheets and other stuffs? Don’t bite yourself so hard.” My wolf said.“You don’t seem to understand this at all. I was out of order.” I said frustrated.“You were out of order but doing all of these makes it easier to know you are still a good person.
He said that? I was really furious. Of all the people who could accuse me of killing my elder brother, Samuel isn’t. He had made the comment ironically but it still upsets me. How dare he say such to me. “Samuel Evens, you knew I didn’t kill him on purpose. I wouldn’t have done that!” I retorted.“Be calm man, I was just pulling your legs. You shouldn’t be falling for all of these again.” He said with a smile.I was calm but the truth is, I don’t like it being mentioned. Although I knew no one else can say that to my face jokingly as Sam would and he is also that person that pretends to be mean just to get you into being serious and listening to him.I had invited him over but he didn’t come which means that him coming around this time must hold water aside from the whole lady thing which is what I want to know.“What is your purpose of visiting because I know you wouldn’t have come to just hear me rant over your name-given library girl.” I asked.“You are silly, can’t I come to yo
Sarai’s POVI was in the middle of conversation with Beta Timothy when I heard Alpha Damon’s question. Ignoring that and not thinking so much about it, I just went ahead to greet him as I should.“Good day, Alpha Damon”. I said. The space was cold and he didn’t really give a response. I don’t know why so I went ahead to sooth my curiosity.“Alpha, what brings you here, this is the maid’s quarter” I asked him politely. He was just looking at me but Beta Timothy spoke instead. “I think he is here to check out the maid’s apartment.” I wasn’t so cool with the response but couldn’t say anything because I was a maid after all. I mean, I didn’t care to watch the show named Alpha vs Beta.I might be a nerd but I can of course sense the tension between Beta and him!“Beta Timothy is right, I just wanted to check around a few places if not everything so as to get more familiar. Yes.. that’s it.” He stuttered as he spoke and that gave him out. Actually, it was cute of him doing this. A st