Eighteen ( Spy )

I haven't been myself since I came back from the dinner I had with Ace, I couldn't take my mind away from the thought that he has a girlfriend whom he loves so much

I don't know why the fuck the stuff is bothering me but clearly, it has taken over my sanity, all I think about these days is Ace, right now I look different from my usual self

Sleep has suddenly eluded from my diary, I have eye bags underneath my eyes, and it's been a week yet the motherfucker never bothered to call or ask of me

I refuse going to the office because I thought maybe if I give my space from him, I might understand what my problem is…yet here I am thinking about him

"Does it bother you that he has a girlfriend?" My subconscious asked

"No, it doesn't" I answered immediately

"You're sure it doesn't?"

"Of course, why would it bother me?!" I screamed,

"Shit" I cursed realizing I'm slowly turning into a lunatic, I roll from one side of the bed to another covering my ears with a pillow

I have not gone to work fo