LOGINChapter Five — First day of hell
Phoebe's POV I barely slept. Every time I closed my eyes, I saw Seth's smirk and heard his words echoing in my head. Two months. Total obedience. My phone chimed on the lampstand and I sluggishly turned to pick it up. “Coffee. Now.” Seth's message popped in. I exhaled slowly as I dragged myself out of the bed to make the stupid coffee like he ordered. I stood in front of the room for what felt like forever before I found the courage to knock. When no one answered, I pushed the door down and stepped in. I placed the coffee by his desk and moved further into the room. The bathroom door opened behind me and he stepped out. A white towel was wrapped low around his waist, water still dripping down his chest and abs. His curly hair was wet and messy. For a second, I forgot how to breathe. Suddenly, the towel slipped and fell to the floor. My brain short-circuited. I turned before I could even see his reaction. “It's nothing you haven't seen before, kitty cat.” he said calmly. “Oh I forgot, you haven't.” My face burned. I took a step forward to leave but his words put my steps to a halt. “Pick it up.” I turned, surprised. “what?” My gaze landed on his dick and I squeezed my eyes shut so tight it hurt. “Pick it up and tie it around me, kitty cat. Don't make me say it twice.” I wanted to run, but I couldn't. I kept my eyes shut as I walked forward and bent down. My hands were shaking as I grabbed the towel. I stepped closer, eyes still closed, and tried to wrap it back around his waist. The air between us felt thick, I could feel the heat coming off his body. My fingers accidentally brushed against his skin and I fumbled with the towel. My heart was beating so loud I was sure he could hear it. Just as I finally managed to secure it, a voice came from the hallway. “Phoebe? Seth? Breakfast is ready.” Mom. I jumped back like I had been burned. Seth didn't even flinch. “Coming mom.” I called, my voice was way too high. I didn't wait for his reaction. I turned and ran out of his room, finally releasing a breath I didn't even realise I was holding. ******** My legs felt like jelly as I hurried out of the house, still trying to shake off what happened in Seth’s room. My cheeks were still burning. I couldn’t believe I had to tie a towel around his waist with my eyes closed. I just wanted to get to school and pretend none of it happened. I rolled my bicycle out of the garage, ready to ride off, when a sleek black Porsche suddenly pulled up and blocked my path. Seth leaned out of the driver’s seat, one arm resting casually on the steering wheel. “Get in,” he said. I tightened my grip on the bicycle handles. “No thanks. I’ll ride my bike.” He didn’t move the car. Instead, he killed the engine and stepped out, walking toward me with that annoying smirk on his face. “Come on, Phoebe. We’re siblings now,” he said, voice low and smooth. “It wouldn’t look good if our parents think we’re not getting along, would it?” I opened my mouth to argue when Daniel’s voice rang out from the front door. “Phoebe, go with Seth. It’s safer than riding that bicycle on the main road.” I froze. Daniel stood there smiling warmly, completely unaware of the tension between us. I swallowed my protest. “Yes, sir.” Seth’s smirk deepened. He walked around the car and opened the passenger door for me like a perfect gentleman. I moved to step inside, but just as I was about to enter, he suddenly shut the door in my face. He leaned down close, his breath brushing against my ear. “I’m not a gentleman like your precious Conrad,” he whispered. “Get in.” My stomach twisted. I glared at him, but I had no choice. I yanked the door open myself and slid into the seat, heart pounding. Seth closed the door behind me with a soft click, then got into the driver’s seat looking far too satisfied. As he started the engine, I stared straight ahead, gripping the seatbelt tightly. This was only the beginning. And I already hated every second of it. ********* The drive to school was silent. I kept my eyes glued to the window, trying to not make any eye contact with him. He stopped the engines after parking in the driveway. I tried to open the door but it didn't open. “Open it.” I demanded. He stared at me with a mischievous smile. “You’re my personal assistant.” I rolled my eyes, crossing my arms. “I know. You don't have to keep reminding me.” “Good.” He reached for his school bag and his entire football gear bag from the backseat and dumped them into my lap. “Carry them,” he said simply. I stared at the heavy bags. “You can't possibly—.” “All day.” He cut me off and stepped out of the car before I could even protest. I wanted to argue but the memory of the letter stopped me. I stepped out of the car, slung both bags over my shoulders and followed him like an idiot. People were staring. Someone even laughed and called me Seth's personal donkey. Seth just smiled and kept walking like nothing happened. I kept my head down and tried to disappear. My shoulders arched, my pride was in pieces and I still had to survive another seven weeks of this. As we walked towards the football field, Seth stopped and glanced at me. “You're going good so far, kitty cat.” My jaw clenched but I didn't answer.Chapter six— No panties tomorrow Phoebe's POVI could barely concentrate on what Mrs Ella was saying, my phone kept buzzing in my bag with multiple messages from Seth.As if making me carry his bags all day wasn't enough, he chose to ruin my peace in class as well.I exhaled in annoyance as I reached for the phone in my bag pack and took it out without Mrs Ella's notice.He sent fourteen pointless messages just to distract me. “Stop ignoring my messages.” his last message read.“Stop distracting me.” I typed back immediately before hitting the ‘block contact’ icon on the screen. There, now I could finally concentrate.Mrs Ella padded across the classroom with her tablet in her arm as she talked about the history of London. I tried to pay attention but the pit I felt in my stomach worsened things for me. What if—?My thoughts were disrupted by the loud bang of the door being pushed down.I stiffened in my seat, eyes wide in shock. “May I help you Mr Astor?” Mrs Ella asked, starin
Chapter Five — First day of hellPhoebe's POVI barely slept. Every time I closed my eyes, I saw Seth's smirk and heard his words echoing in my head.Two months. Total obedience.My phone chimed on the lampstand and I sluggishly turned to pick it up.“Coffee. Now.” Seth's message popped in.I exhaled slowly as I dragged myself out of the bed to make the stupid coffee like he ordered.I stood in front of the room for what felt like forever before I found the courage to knock.When no one answered, I pushed the door down and stepped in.I placed the coffee by his desk and moved further into the room.The bathroom door opened behind me and he stepped out. A white towel was wrapped low around his waist, water still dripping down his chest and abs. His curly hair was wet and messy.For a second, I forgot how to breathe. Suddenly, the towel slipped and fell to the floor. My brain short-circuited.I turned before I could even see his reaction.“It's nothing you haven't seen before, kitty
Chapter Four — The Deal Phoebe's POV Sweat rolled down my forehead, I rubbed my palm against each other, praying silently for Seth not to do it.Tension built around the table as he unfolded the letter, slowly.“No!—” desperation tore through my throat, all I could think of was stopping him from reading that letter out loud. His eyes widened for a split second but I wasn't fooled. The glint in them was nothing but mischief.“What is it, Phoebe?” mom asked, curiously.My heart hammered violently against my chest as Seth opened the letter and showed it to them.He glanced at me before speaking. “I got selected to play at the state championship next month.”I blinked stunned, relief crashed over me so hard. “Thank goodness.” I exhaled sharply, my shoulders sagged. “That's great news, Seth. I'm proud of you.” Daniel muttered, smiling genuinely.Seth smirked, his eyes flickering towards me for a brief second. “Thanks, dad.”The rest of dinner passed in a blur of congratulations and co
Chapter three — Playing with fire Seth's Pov The look on Phoebe's face was the same when she realised it was me reading her letter.It refused to leave my head. Those wide blue eyes, the way her cheeks flushed bright red—almost matching the color of her embarrassment. She looked like she wanted the ground to open and swallow her.Pathetic and strangely…. entertaining.I thought she was just another quiet, boring girl, who followed Conrad around like a lost puppy. But after reading what she wrote? Fuck. This girl had a filthy mouth behind that innocent face.When dad told me his new wife would be moving in today with her daughter I didn't think much about it. Until I saw her standing by the pool side, staring at me like I was a ghost. The shock on her face when I told her I was her stepbrother? Priceless.Those big blue eyes went even wider. Her cheeks turned that same pretty shade of red again. I couldn't lie…. I liked it.She balled her fist by the side of her dress, her brows fo
Chapter Two — The wrong handsPhoebe's POV The day I had been dreaming of finally came.Today, I was going to give Conrad my confession letter and see if he felt the same way about me.I exhaled slowly, steading my breath as I entered the boys locker room.Lucky for me, they were all gone and Conrad was the only one left.For a moment I forgot how to speak, staring at his demi god body.His shoulders twitched as he moved, muscles clenching by each movement.Come on Phoebe, you can do it. “uh..Conrad?” my eyes flustered shut impulsively. “I'm Phoebe…uhm fifi, I've had a crush on you for years, I wrote this for you…” My hands trembled as I held out my letter, my eyes still closed.My heart tightened as he took the letter, a small smile forming at the side of my lips.This was it. He would read my letter and understand how deeply in love I was.Heavy silence stretched for minutes and Conrad didn't say a word.I squeezed my eyes tighter, picking my nails as the fear of his rejection f
Chapter one — Dear conrad Phoebe's POV My hand shook as the pen scratched across the paper.I shouldn’t be doing this. Not here. Not now. But the words wouldn’t stop coming.“Conrad… I can’t stop thinking about you. The way your hands would feel on my waist during practice, rough and sure. How you’d push me against the lockers after everyone else has gone home, kissing me like you’ve been starving for me. I imagine you sliding your fingers under my skirt, whispering that I’m yours while the whole school walks by without knowing…”Heat flooded my cheeks. I bit my lip hard, glancing over my shoulder even though the library was almost empty. The late afternoon light coming through the high windows had turned everything golden-orange, but it did nothing to cool the fire crawling under my skin.I kept writing.“Every night I touch myself thinking about you pinning me down. About you telling me to be quiet while you—A soft creak made me freeze. Footsteps. Someone was coming down the ai







