Ava barely slept.
She tossed and turned until the numbers on her alarm clock blurred together. Every time she drifted close to sleep, she saw it again: thick black letters pressed into cream paper, spelling out a future she didn’t want to believe. He will never wake up.
By morning, the letter might as well have been carved into her bones.
She dragged herself out of bed, splashed cold water on her face, and told herself she was being ridiculous. Someone was messing with her. That was all. She’d ignore it, pretend it didn’t matter.
But stuffing the letter deeper into her backpack before leaving for school didn’t help. It felt like carrying a live wire.
The hallways were buzzing with the usual Monday noise: lockers slamming, sneakers squeaking, someone blasting music too loud from a phone shoved in their hoodie pocket.
Ava kept her head down, weaving through the chaos until—
“Morning, zombie.”
Eli fell into step beside her, grinning as he shifted the straps of his backpack. His curly hair stuck up like he hadn’t even glanced at a mirror, and his shoelaces were mismatched as usual—one neon green, one plain white.
Ava forced a smile. “Morning.”
“You okay? You look like you’ve been in a fight with your pillow.”
She wanted to laugh. Wanted to say, Yeah, well, my pillow won. But her throat caught. Because the truth was, she hadn’t been in a fight with her pillow. She’d been in a fight with fate.
“I’m fine,” she said, maybe too quickly.
Eli raised an eyebrow but didn’t push. That was one of the things she loved about him—he never asked for more than she was ready to give.
They walked to first period together. He filled the silence with chatter about the math quiz he definitely hadn’t studied for, and a video he’d seen of a raccoon stealing an entire pizza from someone’s porch. Normally, Ava would’ve teased him, maybe sent him a meme mid-class just to see him snort-laugh at his desk. But today, the words slipped past her.
All she could think about was that sentence. If you do, he will never wake up.
By lunchtime, her nerves were shot. She couldn’t sit still, couldn’t focus. Every scrape of a chair, every burst of laughter sounded too sharp, like the world was vibrating at the wrong frequency.
She ducked out of the cafeteria and found a quiet spot by the vending machines. Her hand slipped into her backpack almost on its own, fingers brushing the folded envelope.
It wasn’t proof of anything. Just words. Ink.
But still.
“Why are you hiding back here?”
She flinched. Eli leaned against the wall, balancing a soda on his knee. He looked at her like she was a puzzle he wasn’t sure how to solve.
“Just… needed some air,” she said.
He studied her for a beat, then shrugged. “Fair. The cafeteria smells like feet today.”
Despite herself, Ava let out a shaky laugh.
Eli cracked open his soda. “So what’s really going on?”
Her chest tightened. For a second, she almost told him. Almost pulled out the letter and shoved it into his hands just to make it someone else’s problem.
But what if it scared him? What if he thought she was losing it?
“Nothing,” she lied.
Eli gave her a long look but didn’t argue. “Okay. Well, whatever it is, you’ll figure it out. You always do.”
He said it casually, like it was fact. But the words lodged in Ava’s ribs, heavy and sharp.
If only he knew.
The final bell rang, and Ava’s stomach flipped. The day was over. Which meant it was time to go home. Which meant facing the choice.
She could already feel the pull of routine tugging her toward the shortcut. The cracked path behind the gas station was automatic—muscle memory. But the letter’s warning was louder now, almost pulsing in her ears.
Do not take the shortcut.
Eli jogged up beside her, tossing his backpack higher on his shoulder. “Race you to the corner store?”
Her mouth went dry.
This was it. The moment the letter had pointed to.
“Uh… maybe not today,” she said. Her voice cracked.
Eli frowned. “Since when do you skip gummy worms?”
She opened her mouth to answer, but before she could, a group of kids from their math class called Eli over. He waved, then turned back to her. “I’ll meet you at the shortcut, okay? Don’t ditch me.”
Ava froze.
“No!” The word shot out too loud, too fast. Heads turned. Her face burned.
Eli blinked at her. “Okay… jeez. What’s with you?”
“I—just—let’s take the long way,” she said, forcing her voice steady.
Eli stared like she’d grown a second head. But then he shrugged. “Fine, drama queen. Long way it is.”
They turned down the main road instead. Cars whooshed past, the smell of exhaust heavy in the air. The walk felt endless, Ava’s nerves stretched so tight she thought she might snap.
Halfway home, sirens wailed in the distance.
Ava stopped cold.
Her chest constricted as a fire truck and two ambulances screamed past, lights flashing. They were heading… toward the gas station. Toward the shortcut.
Her blood ran cold.
She gripped Eli’s arm without thinking.
“Whoa, Ava. You okay?” he asked, startled.
She couldn’t answer. Couldn’t breathe.
All she could do was watch the sirens vanish down the road, a sick certainty clawing at her insides.
If they’d taken the shortcut, if she hadn’t said anything—
Her knees went weak.
The letter had been right.
The letter sat on her desk all night, taunting her: He’s gone. And that’s only the beginning.Ava couldn’t close her eyes without seeing Eli’s face as he walked away, the hurt in his eyes like knives. She’d replayed their fight a hundred times, whispered different words into the dark, begged herself to have stayed silent. But none of it changed the truth: she had lost him.And now, according to the letter, that was only step one.–––The next morning, the world carried on like nothing had cracked in two. Kids chattered in the halls, teachers droned about equations, and Ava drifted through it all, numb.She spotted Eli once across the cafeteria. He didn’t look her way. Didn’t even flinch when she lingered, just long enough to hope.Her stomach sank lower than she thought it could go.By last period, her body was buzzing with restless dread. She couldn’t stay here, pretending her life hadn’t just detonated. As soon as the bell rang, she slipped out of the building, ignoring the teacher
Ava had never hated silence more.All day, Eli’s texts had buzzed unanswered in her pocket. Where are you? Did I do something? Call me? She read them over and over, fingers twitching, stomach churning. The letters warned her: If you tell him, he will leave you.But keeping secrets was tearing her apart.By evening, she couldn’t take it anymore. She typed a shaky message: Meet me at the park. Please.His reply came in seconds: Already on my way.–––The park was nearly empty, lit only by weak streetlamps. Ava sat on the swings, rocking gently, her breath fogging in the cool night. Every creak of the chains set her teeth on edge.Then Eli appeared, jogging across the grass. Relief softened his face when he saw her. “Finally. I thought you were ghosting me.”She tried to smile, but it broke into pieces. “I’m sorry.”He dropped onto the swing beside her. “Okay, talk. What’s going on? You’ve been… I don’t know. Different. And honestly, kinda scary.”Her throat closed. She thought of the le
The train yard spun into chaos.Ava’s breath came fast and shallow as Rick’s voice cut through the night. “Ava. Step away from her.” His face was pale, his jaw tight, but his eyes flicked nervously toward the hooded figure at her side.Older Ava—her, but not her—hissed again. “Don’t trust him.”Ava’s knees felt weak. Her mind reeled with the impossible weight of the moment: her future self telling her to run, Rick blocking the exit, the letters, the warnings, the lies.“I—I don’t understand,” she whispered.Rick stepped closer. “You don’t need to. Just come home. Now.”Older Ava shifted, moving slightly in front of her. Protective. “Don’t go with him. He’s not who he says he is.”Rick’s jaw twitched. His eyes darkened. “Shut your mouth.”The words were sharp, colder than Ava had ever heard from him.Her stomach twisted. Something inside her cracked—the laughter at dinner, the way he pretended to fit into their lives so easily, the too-loud jokes. Had it all been an act?“Rick,” Ava cr
The clock’s red digits glowed 11:58 p.m. Ava sat rigid on the edge of her bed, sneakers laced, hoodie zipped, every nerve sparking.The house was silent—her mom’s door closed, Rick’s muffled snores drifting from down the hall. She’d spent the last hour rehearsing excuses in her head: if she got caught, if she got cornered, if she didn’t come back. None of them made her feel safer.She slipped her phone into her pocket, fingers brushing the newest letter folded tight. Midnight. Train yard. Come alone.Her chest ached. This was it.At exactly midnight, Ava pushed open her window. The night air slapped her awake, cool and sharp. She climbed out onto the roof, crept down the lattice by the porch, and dropped soundlessly onto the damp grass.The streets were empty. No headlights, no footsteps, just the hum of distant power lines and her own shallow breathing.She started walking.–––The old train yard sat on the edge of town, abandoned for years. Rusted tracks cut through wild weeds, frei
The envelope trembled in Ava’s hand long after she’d finished reading it. You cannot trust her. Tonight, choose: truth or loyalty. You can’t have both. The words burned into her vision, sharp and merciless.Her mom stood frozen in the doorway, pale as if she’d seen a ghost. “Ava,” she said, voice low, almost pleading, “please… give me the letter.”“No.” Ava clutched it tighter. “You’ve been hiding them. All of them. Why? Who’s sending them? Is it you?”Her mom flinched. “It’s not that simple.”“It never is with you,” Ava snapped. The anger surprised her—it surged hot and fast, stronger than the fear. “You never tell me the truth. About Dad. About anything. Now this. You’re lying to me, and I’m done pretending it’s okay.”Her mom’s eyes shimmered, but she said nothing. The silence was unbearable.Ava shoved past her, storming upstairs and slamming her bedroom door. Her chest heaved as she paced. She wanted to scream, to tear the letters into a thousand pieces, to throw the photo across
Ava woke before dawn, her body restless, her mind refusing peace. The photograph lay on her nightstand, turned face-down, but she didn’t need to see it to know the image burned behind her eyelids: her mother, smiling with a man Ava didn’t recognize, holding a baby that couldn’t have been anyone but her.The letters had warned her—someone she loved was lying. Now she knew.She just didn’t know why.At breakfast, her mom moved around the kitchen with forced cheer, humming to the radio. Rick scrolled on his phone, muttering about work. Ava pushed her cereal around her bowl, appetite gone. The urge to demand answers swelled inside her, but the letters’ warnings coiled around her like chains. If you expose them, you’ll lose him.Her eyes flicked to Rick, then to her mom. Which “him” did the letter mean? Eli? Rick? Someone else entirely?She stood abruptly. “I’m leaving early.”Her mom blinked, spoon paused midair. “You’ll miss breakfast—”“I’m not hungry.” Ava grabbed her bag and slipped o