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Letting Go After 99 Letdowns
Letting Go After 99 Letdowns
작가: Jasmine Flower

Chapter 1

작가: Jasmine Flower
As the night fell, I sat in front of the desk, watching the video Annie had posted on Facebook.

In the video, Mom and Dad each had a bouquet of flowers for her. William also placed around her neck a necklace adorned with a ruby freshly mined from the gemstone quarry.

Annie had an arm hooked around William, while the other was around our older brother, Jeff Denver. Mom and Dad stood to the side, watching as tears of joy streamed down their faces.

Their little family looked beyond happy in the video. Meanwhile, my heart ached, tears rolling down my cheeks involuntarily.

I, too, had wanted to be the one loved by my family, but I never was.

Jeff pushed open the door to my room and saw my journal lying open. "List of times you were overlooked? Final warning? The 99th time—abandoned during your mating ceremony?"

I shut the journal before he could take a closer look. I didn't want him prying into my secrets.

"Don't be childish, Georgia. It's only a mating ceremony. We'll just reschedule for later. You don't have to write that down," Jeff said.

Feeling aggrieved, I lowered my head and said nothing. I knew no one would care, no matter what I said.

This wasn't my first time being overlooked. It was the 99th time. Anyone would feel hurt being forgotten and overlooked by their family and loved ones 99 times.

Jeff said, "We can always reschedule the mating ceremony later, but Annie has been away from home for a year. She needs us to be at the airport to welcome her back.

"Alright, just put your temper away. I'll talk to William about rescheduling the ceremony. For now, head down to make some shrimp and cheese crepes. Annie said she's craving the ones you make."

In the past, I would've come up with a million reasons to refuse. But since I was planning to leave these people who didn't care about me, it didn't really matter if I did something for them one last time.

I got up, walked past him, and headed to the kitchen. I then opened the fridge and took out some cheese, shrimp, flour, and other ingredients.

As I turned, I sneezed out of nowhere. My arm started to itch and turn red.

When I looked up, I saw a vase of fresh lilies on the table. They were Annie's favorite flower, and also the very thing I was allergic to.

I scratched my arm and paid no mind to it as I went on making the crepes.

Jeff leaned against the bar table, his arms crossed, watching my every move. He was surprised to find that I was so quiet today.

In the past, whenever they asked me to do something for Annie, I'd protest loudly and refuse. But I was different today.

Raising his brows, Jeff warned, "You're not planning to put nuts in the crepes, aren't you? Annie is allergic to nuts. She could go into anaphylactic shock!"

I looked up, my eyes reddening.

My older brother couldn't remember that I was allergic to lilies, yet he could remember Annie was allergic to nuts. This sense of indifference and being overlooked tore open a wound in my heart once again.

"Why are you crying…" Jeff immediately panicked when he saw me tearing up. He stepped forward to wipe away my tears.

"Can you come over, Jeff?" However, Annie called for him from upstairs.

Jeff's expression softened a little as he was leaving. Perhaps it was out of guilt. "I've talked to William. We'll reschedule the mating ceremony for you as soon as possible."

I covered my nose, moved the lilies to the window, then washed away the redness and swelling on my arm. Before long, the tiny allergy bumps gradually faded.

"You can't go soft, Georgia," my wolf spoke up in my mind, indignant on my behalf.

I had always been overlooked in this house. Even my wolf couldn't stand it and wanted me to leave.

"I know. I'm not going soft." I knew what it meant. It didn't want me to forget the 99 times I've been overlooked before just because of Jeff's attempt to comfort me.

I looked over to the wedding dress tossed carelessly in the corner of the living room, covered in dirt and dust.

All the past instances of me being overlooked came flooding back into my mind.

"Ever since Annie came back, everyone has chosen her over you. So, it's time for us to make our choice, Georgia." My wolf was pacing in my head.

Hearing the joyful laughter of Annie and my family coming from upstairs, I quietly nodded. I decided that we would leave in three days.

My college mentor, Mr. Fowl, was a researcher in Arcetic biology.

As his top student, he had always wanted me to join him on his expeditions. But he also warned me. If I joined him, I wouldn't be able to return home for ten years.

My parents and fiance were all here. I couldn't possibly abandon them and leave. However, now I clearly realized that leaving was the best choice I could make.

I placed the freshly-made crepes on the dining table.

Across the living room, Dad was sitting on the couch. As one of the pack elders and head of the council, he was usually too busy to be around.

Yet here he was, smiling dotingly as he listened to Annie talk about her time abroad at the werewolf academy, about her hunting and shifting lessons.

Even though Annie's stories sounded quite dull, Dad remained listening attentively.

Beside her, Mom took her hand and said worriedly, "You've lost weight. Your studies must've taken a toll on you."

Meanwhile, Jeff held a plate of cut fruits as he sat beside her, occasionally feeding them to Annie.

It was a perfect scene of a happy family.

Meanwhile, I stood alone and cold in the dining area.

The short distance between the dining room and the living room seemed far to me. No one even noticed I had been standing there for over ten minutes.

"I'm sorry, Georgia. I shouldn't have picked today to come back. I ended up affecting your mating ceremony. Please don't be mad at me, okay?" Annie said pitifully upon noticing me. It was as if she was about to cry out of grievance.

Only then did my parents and Jeff finally glance in my direction.

The smile on Dad's face vanished instantly. "What are you doing just standing there? Are you trying to go on a silent protest?

"You're getting upset over something so trivial. You're the older sister, can't you be more mature? Annie only comes home once per year, and your mating ceremony could be held at any time."

Mom also cast me a begrudging look. "Come sit down and stop sulking already, Georgia. You knew that Annie was going to come home today, yet you chose to hold your mating ceremony on the same day. You're the one to blame for picking the wrong timing!"
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  • Letting Go After 99 Letdowns   Chapter 6

    The next day, I was busy in the lab when Mr. Fowl rushed over, panicking. "Something happened, Georgia! Your family showed up at the institute, causing a scene and demanding to see you. You need to go talk to them now."I took the phone over and noticed that a video call was already in progress. On the screen were Mom, Dad, Jeff, and William. Annie wasn't there."How could you leave for the Arcetic Research Institution without telling anyone, Georgia?" Mom asked. "The climate there is extreme and the condition is harsh. It's dangerous for you to be alone out there! Please come back soon! Your dad and I prepared a new room for you—it's huge and warm." With that, she started crying on the screen."I've prepared a hundred thousand pink roses for our mating ceremony, and even got you a ten-carat pink diamond ring. Please come back, Georgia!" William's eyes were wet with tears.Next to him, Jeff was holding a bunny plush toy.I remembered that toy. He had given one to me back when I

  • Letting Go After 99 Letdowns   Chapter 5

    At my silence, William irritably asked, "Why aren't you saying anything? Have you realized your mistake?""Let's break up, William." I used to hold onto just a sliver of hope for this relationship. But now, I've completely given up.I was only met with silence and the sound of breathing from the other end of the line. Just as I was about to end the call, William sighed, seemingly helpless.He said, "I know you're saying this out of anger, Georgia. But I hope you can be more sincere when it comes to the mating ceremony. Don't threaten me with a breakup."For the last time, I'm asking you seriously. After five years of being together and a whole year of preparing for the mating ceremony, are you sure you really want to break up with me?"William's tone carried a warning in the end. He spoke with an unfounded confidence, certain I wouldn't dare to do it."So you remember we've been preparing for the mating ceremony for a whole year after all," I said bitterly.I thought he either d

  • Letting Go After 99 Letdowns   Chapter 4

    As soon as I landed at the Arcetic, I was pulled straight into the lab for experiments. It wasn't until half a month later that I stepped out.When I turned on my phone, it was flooded with countless notifications. There were texts from my family, William, and my best friend, Candice Green.Candice had sent several dozen texts, cursing at William and Annie. She tore into him for forgetting who his real fiancee was, for getting too close to Annie. She also accused Annie of deliberately choosing to return on the day of my mating ceremony just to ruin it.She also sent me many photos of my family. Annie, Mom, Dad, William, and Jeff looked just like a happy family going for picnics, vacations, and everything else.In the photos, William stood behind Annie as if protecting her. The two of them looked close, just like a couple."They're so shameless!" Candice was fuming. "But don't worry. I already gave her a piece of my mind in the comment section under her Facebook post."I smiled,

  • Letting Go After 99 Letdowns   Chapter 3

    I couldn't bear watching my parents make the tough decision.As such, I offered to head down to the countryside to stay with Grandma. Things wouldn't be as tough on my parents with one less child to take care of.I then headed over to the countryside and started my life with Grandma.My parents and Jeff praised me for being understanding of our family's situation. But I wasn't aware that I had to stay with Grandma for eight whole years.Ever since I moved in with Grandma, I could only reunite with everyone on Christmas. And during those brief visits, I clearly noticed the gradual changes in my family's financial situation. Their clothes grew nicer with each visit, and the gifts they brought me became more expensive.As such, I started looking forward to the day they'd bring me back to live with them.But for eight years, I waited. It wasn't until Grandpa and Grandma passed away, and no one was left to take care of me, that they finally brought me back.By then, they'd moved out

  • Letting Go After 99 Letdowns   Chapter 2

    Annie clung to Mom's arm and coyly said, "Don't blame Georgia, Mom. She didn't do it on purpose."Although she sounded as if she was trying to smooth things out, the look in her eyes was smug and provocative.Everyone thought Annie was the sweet and understanding daughter of the family. But I knew better. She wasn't as kind as she appeared to be.I had chosen the date of my mating ceremony after discussing it with her.I have been trying my best to get along with Annie, hoping to obtain my parents' approval and Jeff's attention. After all, that was what they wanted—for the two of us to be close.She'd helped me choose this date, even promised me she'd present a gift for me.I was delighted. I thought Annie had accepted me, and things between us would no longer be cold and distant.But I wasn't expecting her gift to be this—a mating ceremony with no groom, no family, but a lone bride waiting to be ridiculed by the crowd.Ever since we were kids, Annie had always played these lit

  • Letting Go After 99 Letdowns   Chapter 1

    As the night fell, I sat in front of the desk, watching the video Annie had posted on Facebook.In the video, Mom and Dad each had a bouquet of flowers for her. William also placed around her neck a necklace adorned with a ruby freshly mined from the gemstone quarry.Annie had an arm hooked around William, while the other was around our older brother, Jeff Denver. Mom and Dad stood to the side, watching as tears of joy streamed down their faces.Their little family looked beyond happy in the video. Meanwhile, my heart ached, tears rolling down my cheeks involuntarily.I, too, had wanted to be the one loved by my family, but I never was.Jeff pushed open the door to my room and saw my journal lying open. "List of times you were overlooked? Final warning? The 99th time—abandoned during your mating ceremony?"I shut the journal before he could take a closer look. I didn't want him prying into my secrets."Don't be childish, Georgia. It's only a mating ceremony. We'll just reschedul

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