People are jamming into The Bar tonight. Joe will be excited about the bottom line, and I can’t say I’m mad about it either. It will help with the extra details Abbey wants to add to the house.
All of this doesn’t stop me from pacing back and forth in the office.
Joe insisted on installing a two-way mirror in our office, and right now, I’m grateful that he dug his heels in. I’ve been waiting and watching for Luke to show for the last three hours, and nothing.
After Dax left, I called him and left a message. An hour later, I called again, and he sent me straight to voicemail. I was pissed. I called his office. The receptionist was a bitch, so I have no idea if she took my details down or not.
An hour ago, I left a final message. I have officially become a stage five clinger and stalker.
The only thing that has occupied my mind this afternoon is soundcheck. Now that we’re all in the office except Dax. He’s waiting for Sally at the door.
Are you ready? It's going to get hot in here.
I can’t get my keys into the door. I’m so damn nervous. “Are you okay?” I glance up at Luke, “I’m fine.” Finally, the key slides in, and I open my door. Benny isn’t around this evening to take the edge off. Quinn picked him up while he was in the city for a client and took him to Mum’s. Luke closes the door behind him. “Welcome to my home.” I drop my keys in the small bowl on the hall table. Nervously I walk on ahead; just brazen it out, Lillian, just brazen it out. I start showing him around my apartment, finishing the tour with the lounge room. “And that’s it.” I stay a couple of feet away from him. I’m so out of my depth here. “Would you like something to drink?” Luke doesn’t answer right away. His eyes are firmly on something else. I take a small step closer and notice his overnight bag on the floor next to the couch. “Oh um.” Luke grins at me, “Don’t worry about it babe, I’m glad it’s here. Saves JJ the trou
“Wake up, beautiful. It’s time to face the day.” Luke whispers affectionately.I smile and breathe him in. Hmmm, he smells so good. I kiss his chest and slowly run my tongue over his nipple and tug gently with my teeth.He growls. That’s a delicious sexy sound to hear first thing in the morning.Luke pulls me up and kisses me eagerly. God, yes, I could get used to waking up like this.“Lilly”, he breathes my name.“Yes?” I gaze into his eyes, and he smiles tenderly, tucking a curl behind my ear.“We should talk,” he says ominously. Oh? I frown and pull away. What guy wants to talk rather than have incredible sex? Well, Luke. But I don’t give in that easily.“Do we have to talk right now?” I ask, going back to kissing his neck and down his chest towards a very happy trail.“Yes, baby, we need to do this now.”I sigh and
Mum is in full operation hostess mode. I’ve received several phone calls since last night asking about Luke’s favourite meals, beverages, right to his favourite colour. My mother would have been a great interrogator. She has pulled more information about Luke than I have, and I’ve been with him intimately. It’s been nice having Luke around this weekend. I frown, but mum had to remind me that if I’m going to have a serious go at having a relationship with Luke that I must tell him everything. That’s a bubble I’m not ready to burst just yet. I’d like to have a few days of happiness before I drop another bomb into our very fresh relationship. I smile and sip my coffee. Luke has spent most of this morning in my study after JJ arrived with a fresh bag of clothes, his laptop and other things. We were sharing my study for a while, but with his constant phone calls and then the conference calls, I finally left and here I am using my kit
Ren and Dax have built a great little bonfire for our small gathering tonight. Abby, Quinn, and Luce have gone home. Abby is sure Luce will have a belly ache after all the roasted marshmallows she ate earlier, especially when we were all sneaking her more when we thought my sister wasn’t paying attention. The poor kid might not make it to school tomorrow. Mum and Joe have gone to bed. Leaving us to continue our evening under the stars. The boys have their acoustic guitars, while Justin plays around on his tablet. He’s always playing on his tablet if not a game, then music. I catch Andy staring into the fire pensively. She has a lot to think about with her girlfriend and boyfriend. I can only imagine what it would be like to not only navigate your feelings but two partners as well. I can barely navigate my feelings, let alone Luke’s. Adding another person to the mix would blow my mind. “You alright, love?”, Luke asks. I snuggle further
“Good morning baby, wake up my sweet girl, it’s time to face the day.” Luke whispers sweetly in my ear, but a shadow takes over the sweet whisper and turns into a growling grunt, “My sweet, sweet Lillian.” I open my eyes and smile up at him cautiously. “What’s wrong Lily?” “It’s far too early in the morning for this conversation.” “No. What’s bothering you? I need to know.” “Please never girl me sweet.” He laughs, “But you are sweet.”“I’m not being cute, Lucas.” Luke sits up. “What’s wrong with the word sweet?” “Dean called me his sweet. Often during….” I trail off, unable to finish the sentence. “Fuck.” He scoops me up into his arms, “I’m so sorry Lily.” I snuggle into him, “Don’t be. Just don’t use that term of endearment. That’s all.” I lean back and smile up at him, kissing the tip of his nose. “I want to kill him.” His voice darkens with his eyes. “I want to fucking kill him for what he has done
“Is JJ picking you up from here?” I ask as we step into my apartment. “I was hoping to stay here tonight. Unless I’ve been taking up too much of your time, in which case I can call JJ and have him pick me up.” Luke rambles, taking his phone from his pocket. “No, no. Of course, you aren’t. I’m happy for you to stay. But um, don’t you need a bodyguard?” I laugh. It just seems outrageous to have a bodyguard. “Not always. I was safe at your mothers, and with you,” he jokes. “Okay, what would you like for dinner?” “You,” he grins slyly. I smile. “Not right this minute, babe. I have to feed Benny and get him settled. Sally will be here in a couple of hours to take him for a walk.” Luke pouts. I roll my eyes, “Adorable but no,” I tap his nose. “You’re just so irresistible” he folds me into his arms, his lips lightly touching mine instead of kissing me as I want, he hovers waiting for me to answer. Fuck it! I lean up and kiss h
The peaceful sound of rain wakes me. I love the sound of rain. I glance at the soft glow of the alarm clock on my bedside. It’s 4:12 am. I roll onto my back and peek over at Luke. He’s sleeping soundly.I wish I could sleep as peacefully as he does. At least we’ve got through the baby thing. I can’t pinpoint why, but I still feel at odds.I try to go back to sleep, but the radio of voices inside my head is getting loud. I don’t think there’s any point in trying to go back to sleep when the voices are practically shouting.With a small sigh, I get up out of bed, throw on my fav jagger tee and lounge pants. I grab my phone and pick up my kindle and wireless earbuds on the way to my balcony.My building has no obstructed views of the ocean. It’s beautiful watching the sunrise from here, but it’s still a little early.It’s why I brought such a large outdoor day bed. It’s almost like a little c
As soon as I get out of my car, I put my earbuds in and blast my music. It’s been a day and I could use either silence or music to chill. I stop by the foyer and pick up the mail before heading up to my apartment. I flick through my mail as I walk in. So many damn bills this month. Benny bumps my leg; I pet him absentmindedly and head straight to my bedroom. I kick my shoes off and pad over to my study, fire up my laptop I might as well pay them now. I definitely need to have a chat with Abby. She’s overspending on the new flip. I always have to rein her in. The Divinyls blast in my ears–Touch myself. Oh, the memories this song brings. I sing to myself, shut my laptop down and feed Mr Benny. I look longingly at my bathtub, but I think I’d rather take a shower. I grab some fresh clothes; my shower’s busted so I have to use the guest bathroom. The plumber’s coming tomorrow, thank goodness. Fucking hell, Dax has let himself in today. He’s s