**CAMILLA**
~Tuesday Evening~
~9:49 pm ~
I held the jacket firmly, he stood behind me breathing on my neck. Truly breathing, I could hear his inhale and exhale at intervals.
Okay, annoying Dylan is back in full action. I curled my fist knowing he was doing this to rile me up.
It's working like clockwork.
"Could you not do that?"
I furrowed my brows while trying to make my voice sound cold, it came out raspy instead.
I guess his breathing affects me as well. He was aiming for that angle. I knew that much.
"Do what?"
He asked feigning ignorance.
He even pursed his lips and shrugged at the end. I'll slap him before I get back to his place. That's happening.
"Breath on me"
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**CAMILLA**~Wednesday Morning~7:09 amI rubbed my eyelids stretching on my bed, I opted to stand up, but pulled back instead, turning over, placing my head underneath my palm, finding my swear spot, then finally stretching the duvet to cover my upper legs."So fucking soft."I moaned in delight, chewing on the insides of my lips, wishing I could stay here for the rest of the day. I do not want to get out of bed.Sadly, I had to.Snapping my eyes open, I lifted my weight, seating on the bed, stretching my arms wide.I let out a frustrated groan when I figured it was a school day.That's over seven hours of boring nothing.I already know half of what the teachers are saying, I can't understand why I'm not allowed to just skip classes.It's boring listening to what's already in your brain.I removed the blankets from my skin, the cold weather slapping against my bare body, I shuddered and looked downw
**CAMILLA**~Wednesday MorningAs I said, the tension was awkward, not to mention a little strange. I ignored it, ignored him.The ride was overly silent, I got so used to his witty comments every five seconds when he didn't make any, I felt empty. Different even.The drive felt longer even. It was usually ten minutes tops, but with the lingering silence, it felt as though I was there for hours.Still, we arrived at soon in one piece.On the bright side, yeah there's a bright side. I don't have to walk a slightly long distance when he pulls over and parks somewhere. Since everyone had seen us arrive together, there was no need to hide it anymore. Dylan parked his car in the lot and I stepped down.Unlike the first time, the surprise on most students' faces was just plain and forced.Although the nasty comments they made were quite the opposite. I could hear them, but it's not like they cared.
**CAMILLA**~Wednesday MorningUnlike my original plan of storming out to the garden or seating in the cafeteria and getting caught by a teacher, I ended up going to class arriving a few minutes earlier, pouting like an angry lion starved of food.Anyone who dared mess with me gets anything they receive.Anger is the one thing I can't get a grip on and my levels are off the charts.The teacher did arrive as soon as the bell sounded. Most of it then was like that.I was currently in English class learning about the various stress patterns.How ironic considering how relatable I am to the first word.Sadly, I wasn't paying any attention. Can't afford it at this point not to mention I covered the topic last week while reading ahead.Ugh.Safe to sat, my mind was somewhere else. Very far.The teacher would throw random questions at students to check if we were following the topic, I'll freeze if she cal
**CAMILLA**WEDNESDAY.Anyone could walk in. They'll meet a girl with puffy eyes shedding tears non stop for a guy who not only slept with another girl, but he also lied to her about it.This is stupid.Why would Kyle do that to me?We've had issues in the past. It's been two fucking years of course we've argued and even spaced each other.He hasn't resorted to sex or flirting.Maybe he has and I wasn't aware of it. Those girls didn't inform me, but he's always been screwing around."Then again, maybe I deserve what's happening to me, Eva was probably right. It's not his fault for craving those things, everyone has sexual needs and for so long I neglected it. The topic didn't appeal to me, it's popped up a few times but I shrugged it away, he eventually stopped making advanced, I figured he understood my side, but in the end he's just a horny teen who couldn't keep his dick in his pants much longer. It's not his
**CAMILLA**WEDNESDAY.After that little moment of genuine happiness, the awkwardness dissolved a little.In time, it disappeared and we seemed to have a normal conversation, the time two people who attended the same school would have.Weird right?I know.It got to the point that we started talking about random things such as pet peeves, likes and dislikes, I got to know Dylan Emerton a little not than when I walked into this garden.I forgot all about Eva and everything that occured this morning.The smile on my face was there to stay, at least until I leave here and get back into the real world.Which was now. The bell rung and what was nearly half an hour felt like two minutes.That's how being with Dylan felt.Wow.I forced a smile to mask the disappointment in me for leaving this place, if I wasn't such a nerd I might as well just skip classes, but I was. I am a nerd.
**CAMILLA**WEDNESDAY The weirdness didn't end.Arriving at his place, I hopped off the motorcycle and rushed instead, walking faster than I usually would.When he made no efforts to reach out, I lowered my head and shut the door behind me.I ran upstairs, locked myself in my room and sucked in a harsh breath. The walls felt as though they were closing in on me, not to mention my airway feeling clogged all of a sudden."Things are turning out terribly for me. For starters, I caused a fire in my house, I lost my boyfriend, my parents are away. I don't need a soothsayer to let me know that I'm bad luck." I whispered to my hearing.My shoulders began to shake in light sobs. Tears streamed down my cheeks. I got to my bed and laid flat, burying my face into my pillow, screaming out all my frustrations and then I cried even harder.****Half an hour later, I pulled off my clothes and went i
**CAMILLA**THURSDAY.The next morning, I woke up in my bed.The bed was assigned to me at Dylan's place.Speaking of which, where is he? I mean I recall watching a movie with him, the Notebook I think.I fell asleep at the closing credits and now I'm back in bed. He picked me up again and brought me here.Wow.I blushed slightly at the thought of being in his arms.Why can't I recall it perfectly?This stupid habit of forgetting things needs to end.I blinked my eyes a few times to get the sleep off my eyes after which I stood up to get ready for school. Taking off my clothes, I hopped into the shower for a quick.It's a few minutes after seven meaning I do not have to rush for anything.For my outfit today, I decided to go in Jeans and a T-Shirt. It takes roughly fifteen minutes to shower then I got dressed and stood at the edge of the bed.Sinc
"**CAMILLA**THURSDAY.To move away from Dyaln and closer to my dad, also to wipe that nasty scowl off his face, the glares aimed at Dylan and I, I hugged them.Dad's eyes went behind me to glare continuously. I'm getting a lot of questions on that issue at the end of this. I just know it.After hugging them for what seemed like hours, but was probably a few minutes, I disengaged full of smiles. Fake smiles.How to make this any less awkward?"You're back." I beamed happily. I already said that. Awkward. Twitching my toe nails, I gazed at my mom at that in upmost confusion. They were not happy, well my dad wasn't."Not necessarily. We aren't back full, but yeah we're around for a few days. We'll be gone before the end of next week." Dad replied nonchalantly, mostly focused at throwing glancing at Dylan."There is a holiday today and Dylan was trying to explain a thesis to me."I stated to try and clear th