Cole's povI really don't know what to do. Mika keeps changing me. Some weeks back I lied to her face. Not by choice but, by omission. She was really been threatened but not for the reason I gave. I just know I need to come clean because I have fallen in love with her and I never planned this.The night dad told me that if I ever divorced her, I would lose everything and I was not about to lose everything I worked extra hard for all my life. All I know is that I need to make things right before I lose my wife. She is the sweetest, beautiful, kind woman I never thought I would love. That night she said she loved me, I froze at first but then I said it back. And I meant it. She's been the happiest I've ever seen her. We say it to each other every chance we can. Even my family can see change in me. I like who I am turning to be because of her.Maggy has been threatening to expose me if I break her heart and now I realize that I have been unfair to her and her husband. My been there ne
Mika's povI spent most of my day at home cause Cole said he had some errands to run. I was saddened when he said that he wouldn't join me for dinner cause we've been doing that together.I got into bed and started to browse the internet as I was waiting for him to come home. I don't know why but I've really missed him today.I heard him enter the house but didn't hear his foot steps coming up the stairs.I got out of bed and walked downstairs to his office. That's when I heard him speak."Hey Maggy."I stood by the door so I could listen in. Why was he talking to her when he knew I never wanted that woman. Or even liked her."First of all I told you not to ever call me that. And like I said it's urgent."I really wish I could hear what she was saying. And what could be so urgent that he had to call her this late.I heard him sigh and say. " I'm sorry it's just been a long day."What is he talking about? I could feel pain in my chest."I'm free tomorrow as well."So he was still meeti
Notice!!!So I've been thinking about how to write this and decided we will have double povs in here.~~~~~~~~Mika's povI got home in a record of time. I don't even know I should call this place my home. Everything feels like a lie.Tears kept pouring down my face. I rushed to what I called our room and moments we spent together in here came flooding in.I heard loud footsteps and then the door opened banging against the wall. I continued trying to pack my things."Baby...." he said as he tried to touch me.I moved away from him and shouted."don't you dare touch me! What did I ever do to you?! I gave you my heart Cole! Everyone believed you would hurt me and I trusted you!" I looked straight into his eyes. "Look at me! Are you happy?! Huh! You've broken me Cole! You've broken me..." I whispered the last part and I broke down again."Baby, please just let me explain. I know you are hurt and I hurt you. I'm so sorry. I'm just asking for a chance to explain.""Explain what?! When I gav
Cole's povIt's been several months since I last saw Mika. I had finally gathered the courage to go to her parents house. If it wasn't for my parents, her father would have probably hospitalized me by beating. I explained most of the things to them and as much as they didn't really take my confessions well,they told me it was up to their daughter. And if she took me back, I had to promise to do better and also make up to her always. If not then I wasn't to give her a hard time.I really hoped that she wouldn't decide to end our marriage. Her parents were right, if she took me back I would spend the rest of my life making it up to her. When I asked if I could see her and was told she has been visiting her sisters to clear her mind and heal. It still hurts that I caused her so much pain. They said they didn't know when she would want to come back and when ready she would come to me.On the other hand, I've been doing really well at work. I spend most of my time at the office. Since th
Mika's povBeen away from Cole has been hard but it's something I really needed. It's also been refreshing spending time with my sisters. Watching them and their husbands was inspiring. Had talks with my brother in law's, they explained that with love it gives you something to hold onto in both good and bad times, with respect it helps you understand each other; the likes and dislikes of the other, with tolerance it helps you understand that you are two different people. Who both think that their choices are right can be due to upbringing or just how you are wired, with tolerance it makes you try to see the world in the eyes of the other with a little mix of yourself. They also told me something that has kept me building myself these last months.They said, if you are a religious person or you follow such practices, there is only one verse in the Bible that talks of finding a partner. Which is find a partner who will go to war with you. No people may translate that different; religi
For some reason, I had a very peaceful sleep. There was less kicks from the baby, it's as though he knew that daddy was near by. I woke up abit late than usual, I took my bath and freshened up then went downstairs. I found Cole sitting at the counter."Good morning.""Morning, I didn't want to wake you up.""Thank you. I actually slept abit more and this little guy wasn't playing soccer in mummy's belly last night." I said while rubbing my tummy and smiling. The smile quickly faded when I saw sadness in his eyes. "I'm sorry Cole.""No no, it's nothing just sad that I've missed all that. Are you hungry?"I knew he was just trying to change the topic. So I didn't dwell on it. "I'm starving." I said with a smile.He got up and went to heat a plate for me. I guess Maria put it away for me since I slept longer. Once done heating,he served my food and finished his as I ate. He suggested we sit in the garden as the weather was good today. Maria served us some cold lemonade and freshly ba
For the past few days, Cole has been kind of walking around on egg shells. It's like he doesn't know how to act towards me.So I decided to lighten things up. He was working in his office so I prepared him a meal and set the table. I went to his office to let him know. I knocked and when he told me to enter."Dinner is ready." I said by the door."Okay I will be there shortly."I stood there looking at him, he was so focused on his laptop. He lifted his eyes to look at me. "Did I forget to do something."I didn't answer,I just walked towards him and he moved his chair back following my movements. I sat on his lap and ran my hand in his hair. He closed his eyes while humming in satisfaction. He also wrapped one hand around my waist and one rested on my belly."You've been moving on egg shells around me. Did you change your mind about us?"He looked at me confused. He raised the hand that was on my belly and touched my face, he then pulled me close and gave me a kiss. " I can never chan
Cole has been acting paranoid since all this started. He has increased on security, I not let out of his sight or someone else is following me around. It's quite annoying having someone follow you around most of the time.He even works from home unless he really has to go in person. Again so annoying. I guess the only plus to it is I get random sex through out the day. And I make sure to make him work for it, which isn't a punishment cause I know he's enjoying it.Today we are meeting Maggy's parents and husband and Cole is super nervous. I can only imagine having to explain things to the spouse of who you had an affair with. At least my in laws will be there so hopefully things will not get out of hand.We arrived at Maggy's childhood home, we found my in laws waiting and I was immediately greeted with hugs by them. Cole and I walked hand in hand.Maggy's parents were sitting on the couch opposite Cole and I, my in-laws sat on the one right beside us."So you called for this meeting