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Chapter Fifty Four

Author: Kylie
last update Last Updated: 2026-02-09 02:34:42

Ghosts Don’t Stay Buried

Peace, Aurora had learned, was never silent for long.

It only pretended to be.

The days after her walk with Elias unfolded with a strange, unfamiliar softness—like the world had lowered its voice just enough for her to hear her own thoughts again. Meetings felt lighter. Decisions came easier. Even the relentless rhythm of New York seemed… less suffocating.

And that terrified her.

Because nothing in her life had ever softened without demanding a price.

She tried not to think about Elias too much. Tried to keep him in the neat, controlled category labeled colleague. Tried to convince herself that the quiet warmth she felt around him was nothing more than temporary comfort—an illusion born from exhaustion, not emotion.

But denial, she was discovering, had limits.

She noticed the way her body relaxed when he entered a room.

The way her mind sharpened during their conversations.

The way silence beside him felt safe instead of heavy.

Safe.

The word alone felt dangerous.

Because the last time she had believed in safety, it had worn Zane Wilson’s face.

And Zane had taught her the most brutal truth she knew:

Safety can become a cage faster than fear.

The message arrived on a Tuesday evening.

No warning.

No name.

Just a vibration against the polished surface of her desk as twilight bled across the skyline outside her office window.

Unknown number.

Three words.

“You look happy.”

Her breath stopped.

Not slowed.

Not caught.

Stopped.

Because happiness was not something anyone from her past had the right to recognize.

Her fingers hovered above the screen, suddenly cold despite the warmth of the room. Logic told her it could be anyone. A mistake. A wrong number. Coincidence.

But instinct—sharp, ancient, unrelenting—whispered the truth before her mind could deny it.

Zane.

The name moved through her like a shadow stretching across sunlight.

Months had passed since she last heard anything connected to him. Months of deliberate silence. Months of carefully rebuilding a life that did not orbit his gravity.

She had convinced herself distance meant freedom.

Now she understood:

Distance only meant waiting.

She didn’t reply.

Control, she reminded herself, begins with silence.

But the phone felt heavier in her hand than any weapon she had ever carried. The screen stayed dark, yet her pulse refused to slow, as if memory itself had a heartbeat.

Images surfaced uninvited—

Zane’s voice in a quiet room.

Zane’s hand against her skin.

Zane’s eyes when love and destruction had looked exactly the same.

She closed her eyes, forcing the memories back behind the walls she had spent years building.

You survived him.

You left.

You are free.

The words sounded strong.

They didn’t feel true.

“Aurora?”

Elias’s voice from the doorway startled her so sharply the phone nearly slipped from her hand.

She turned too quickly, composure cracking for half a second before she could rebuild it. But half a second was enough for someone observant to notice.

And Elias noticed everything.

“Long day?” he asked gently.

The same question as before.

The same quiet tone.

But tonight it felt different—like an anchor thrown toward someone already drifting.

“Something like that,” she said, voice steady through sheer discipline.

He didn’t step closer. Didn’t press. Just remained there, giving her space large enough to breathe in.

That kindness hurt more than interrogation would have.

Because kindness required honesty.

And honesty required vulnerability.

Two luxuries she wasn’t sure she could afford anymore.

They left the building together in near silence.

The city was alive in that restless evening way—sirens threading through traffic, laughter spilling from bars, lights reflecting off wet pavement like fractured stars. Normal. Loud. Unaware that a past long buried had just begun clawing its way back to the surface.

“Do you ever feel,” Elias said slowly, “like peace makes you more afraid than chaos?”

Aurora’s chest tightened.

“Yes,” she answered before she could stop herself.

He nodded, as if confirming something he already suspected. “Because chaos is familiar. Peace is… unknown.”

Unknown meant uncontrollable.

Uncontrollable meant dangerous.

She looked at him, really looked, and wondered—not for the first time—what kind of past created a man who understood silence this well.

“What are you afraid of, Elias?” she asked quietly.

He smiled, but it didn’t reach his eyes. “Losing something I haven’t even found yet.”

The honesty in that answer struck deeper than she expected.

Because she knew the feeling.

Her phone vibrated again.

Both of them heard it this time.

She froze.

Elias didn’t look at the screen. Didn’t ask who it was. Didn’t change expression at all.

He simply said, softly,

“You don’t have to answer anything you’re not ready to face.”

And something inside her—something fragile and exhausted—nearly broke open at those words.

Because Zane had always demanded answers.

Demanded reactions.

Demanded her.

Elias offered choice.

Choice felt unfamiliar.

Choice felt terrifying.

Choice felt like freedom.

She turned the phone face down without reading the message.

A small act.

A silent rebellion.

But it felt like standing on the edge of two different futures.

One built from memory.

One built from possibility.

“Good,” Elias said quietly.

She looked at him. “Good?”

“You chose yourself first.”

The simplicity of that statement stole the air from her lungs.

No one had ever framed her survival that way before.

Not strength.

Not sacrifice.

Not escape.

Choice.

And suddenly, for the first time since the message arrived, the shadow of Zane felt… smaller.

Not gone.

Never gone.

But no longer the only gravity in her world.

They reached the corner where their paths usually separated.

Neither of them spoke.

Some silences are empty.

This one was full—of questions, of fear, of something fragile trying to grow in the space between two guarded hearts.

“If the past comes back,” Elias said carefully, “it doesn’t mean you have to go with it.”

Her throat tightened.

“You don’t even know my past.”

“No,” he admitted. “But I know you. And you don’t belong to anything that hurts you.”

The words landed softly.

Gently.

Irrevocably.

And Aurora felt the ground beneath her life shift in a way that had nothing to do with fear… and everything to do with hope.

Hope was more dangerous than ghosts.

Because ghosts only haunted what already existed.

Hope tried to build something new.

When she finally reached her apartment, the silence inside felt different than usual.

Not empty.

Waiting.

Her phone lay cold in her hand.

One unread message still glowing behind the dark screen.

Proof that the past had not finished with her.

Proof that peace was never permanent.

Proof that the next choice she made might change everything.

She closed her eyes.

And for the first time in years, Aurora realized the real battle was no longer between her and Zane.

It was between fear and the possibility of being loved without pain.

Her screen lit up again.

Another message.

She didn’t open it.

Not yet.

Because somewhere deep inside her chest, beneath scars and strength and survival—

a quiet, trembling truth was beginning to rise:

Ghosts don’t stay buried.

But neither does hope.

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