“Katie’s POV”
When I got home I decided to go for a run with my wolf, Gypsy, leaving my clothes neatly folded by my door for when I return I take off towards the side of the house. Walking into the trees, my paws sinking into the dirt under them I feel a sense of calm come over me. Running alone with my wolf is the only thing in this world that makes me feel free, and I’m never alone when I have her. We are two of the same, she has protected me and kept me safe for years when we were alone. Fighting off other rouges and unmated crazy driven males, tracking the scent of my heats. I’m beyond lucky to have survived the horrible life I was dealt, but now I’m just happy to have found some sort of a home, some sort of piece for my broken soul. Starting to pick up my pace I run from my little cabin, being miles away from everybody and secluded i don’t have to worry about running into many people. If I do it’s typically wolfs from town out on runs, and they make sure to stay away from my area at this point. Luckily they aren’t as mean as they once use to be.
I tried going back to school but the bullying that came with my scars never stopped. No body cared about me as I was a lone wolf, a rouge, an orphan. I remember my first day was also my last. A group of girls in the school locking me into the bathroom with them, they pulled off my scarf that I had around my my head and shoved me to the ground, mocking the fact my hair didn’t grow in spots of my scalp that was burnt. Telling me how ugly I was and no wolf would ever want me. And to top it off they recorded it on their phones sending it to the whole school, making sure that my name there was tarnished, no male would ever want an ugly girl like I was and am..If it wasn’t for Miss Helen being so kind to school me and help me with items I don’t know where I would be. She found me that same day, walking out of town to go and try to find a new home as I wasn’t being very welcomed. She stopped me and made me go home with her, cleaning me up and feeding me. She promised that she would help care for me, even if I denied it. She said that no child should be out on my own and when I broke into my story she only wept beside me and held me tight. Promising that I would be cared for, and that if I ever needed somebody she was that person.
Strolling back toward the path I’ve made over the years, I know this one will take me to the river. I got enough fruits, herbs and vegetables at the house the only other thing I look for on my runs is fish, deer, and other wild life to cook. I could buy things from town, but with very little income it’s just easier to hunt myself. Jogging and admiring the huge trees that tower above me into the sky I keep following my path to the river a few miles away. Bringing myself back to reality.
“Jaxs POV”
After following her scent it leads me to a cabin. And I must say it’s a tiny little cabin, it looks pieced together with varying shades of wood stacked as walls. A small porch made of the same mis match wood, no railing and only one step. Looking around I see this cabin sits in a small clearing, the tall trees encasing the small cabin like a small needle in a massive hay stack. Looking back at the cabin I roll my bike to a stop and kick the kickstand out, shutting it off and walking towards the cabins door. Her smell is everywhere here, filling my nostrils with the beautifully intoxicated smell. Stepping up to the porch my heavy boots thud against it, my hand raising to knock on the door. Hesitating I knock three times, but there’s no response. Sniffing the air I can smell her so close by, knocking again I still get no response. Looking around I see a garden to one side and trees to the other, looking down I notice her clothes she was wearing on the porch in a neat pile next to her shoes. Looking towards the trees I notice that there is a dirt path, it looks worn and grass could not grow anymore as what must be years of traveling that same path. Making a choice I follow it to the edge of the trees, my heart skipping beats as her smell seems to guide me not the path. I reach the edge the trees and I decide I’m going to shift too, who knows how far this small path will run.
Anticipation rising in my throat I shift and begin down that path. My all black wolf is massive in size, his big paws picking up the pace as we can feel her getting closer. My mind wanders as I let Phoenix, my wolf, take control on finding our mate. I just hope that this lonely life she seems to have isn’t the only life that she wants, because I know I already can’t see my life without that blue eyed scarred girl. There’s so many questions I have, but the most important on my mind right now is will she be mine?…
Standing next to the river I am finishing gathering the fish I have tossed onto the bay, completely naked the air breezes past my bits making a chill go through me. Quickening my pace I gather the fish that I caught onto the rope i put it through their mouths and loop it through the gills of the catfish. Glancing around I feel like something is coming, not dangerous but something is going to happen kind of feeling. Another breeze across the rippling blue river sends another chill down my body, I have better shift into Gypsy before I end up sick. Tying the rope into a tight not i shift back into Gypsy and take the rope into our mouth. The catfish dangling as the rope gets pulled up, swings back and forth slightly, the smell of fish hitting my nose making it crinkle some. As much as I come her to fish I swear the smell of fish will always get to me, but it does make a pretty good meal. Ignoring it like always I trot back towards the path leading to my cabin. Happy with my big catch toda
“Katie’s POV” Runnning towards that smell my heart is beating faster, my fear is slipping into the back of my mind. The anticipation creeping into me. Then I see him, skidding to a hault paws digging deep into the dirt. I look at him and his wolf form. His wolf twice the size of mine and intimidating. My wolf is a bit bigger than most too, but his is huge. His massive black paws, and his shimmering black coat reminding me of dark nights chilly nights. The sky so dark the stars look like glitter shimmering through its cracks. Bringing a mixture of wonder and curiosity. Two grey eyes, look to me. Shining like polished steel with hints of dull blues, so simple. But so captivating. He lowers his head and ears and takes a step forward, not sure what he’s suppose to do. His head slightly tilting looking at me. I shake out my coat and the trance I was in, and nod my head back down the path to the cabin. The fish in my mouth that I was carrying swaying back and forth. Realizing what I’m get
“Katie’s POV” “We should talk” I say. He looks at me and smiles and my heart flips upside down in my chest. “We definitely should talk, hell I don’t even know your name yet” he teases me. “My names Katie,” I reply sheepishly, resuming my cooking and preparing the potatoes and carrots I’ll make with fish. Feeling heat rise to the back my neck, “I’m sorry,” I go on, “I’m not exactly use to many people actually wanting to talk to me, and I really wasn’t paying much attention earlier..” I mumble, cutting potatoes a little more aggressive than needed. “You know,” I start rambling again, “I didn’t think the Moon Goddess was going to bless me with a mate. Or to even have a mate that would consider talking to me or having me in eye sight, especially after..” I motion up. A frown on my face and my heart feeling crushed at the words. I know it naught not be true but better to prepare myself. Cutting more I don’t know what else to say. Suddenly his hand is on mine, the tingles like electri
“Katies POV” After finishing our plates, I clear them off in my small trash can tucked under my sink. The clinking of the dishes echoing in the silence of the small cabin. Placing the plates into the sink I turn around and look at Jax, he’s staring at me waiting for me to start talking. The silence stretching further into the night like millions of stars that cover the sky. Taking a deep breath and sighing I walk back over to the table and take a seat across from Jax, him watching my every move like I would somehow magically disappear. Scooting in the chair it squeaks across the plain wood floor, anticipation making the air thick and hard to breathe. He reaches his hand across the table and grabs mine, giving it a squeeze and soothingly running his thumb across the top my hand. Tingles shoot up my arm at his touch, like a gun receiving it’s power to shoot. I look him in the face, his stunning stone grey eyes captivating me. Taking a deep breath and letting his touch calm me some I st
“Katie’s POV” His words sink into my bones like a flood overtaking it’s surroundings, submerging me into its coldness. I realize just how much my life will change if I accept him. Everything I’ve worked for and done will be lost in the wind behind me. My breath stops coming and I feel myself get dizzy, my breath catching in my lungs like breeze in a sail. “Hey Katie, hey,” I hear a voice talking to me but My vision is blurry and my surroundings are fogged. I can’t make sense of this right now. Leaving my home.. I cant. “Katie, baby, it’s okay breath.” Jax is now infront of me and looking at me with such concern. Like a little girl who broke her dolly. “Katie you don’t have to come if you don’t want to, but I really really want to start my life with you by my side.” He says softly, staring at my face. His brows are scrunched tight together again, his face holding so much worry and concern that I might just say no. My heart tugs in pain at the thought of letting him walk, but also a
“Jax’s POV” I woke early, rays of sunlight streaming through the light grey curtains, Katie clinging to my side. Her leg is over mine and her arm is draped around my torso, holding me by her side. After everything she has been through I don’t blame her for holding so tightly. To lose everything.. I couldn’t imagine the pain. How could this beautiful girl have such a haunting past. To go from one day being a princess to the next being a rogue, my finger brush long locks of her ashy brown hair from her face. So much she had to endure, and at such a young age. This gorgeous girl has more strength than a thousand warriors could fathom, my hand trails from her long hair letting it fall and slip through my fingers. This all captivating girl has captured my love, I can’t let her slip away. I watch her sleep, her face suddenly scrunching in worry. I can feel fear through our bond, and so much pain.. it’s not strong as when we mate and mark, but I can still feel her. Rubbing my thumb gently a
"Katies POV" Riding on the bike with Jax I have never felt more freed, the wind whistling by us as i grip tightly onto Jax. Piece by tiny piece, this man is filling holes in my heart that I thought would've been empty forever. The walls are slowly coming down the more time we spend together. Up the road from us I see the town house tops. We are entering the center of Red River, a bigger town in the middle of a bunch of smaller towns, houses, and land. As we slow down, we pull closer into town, the trees around us stop blurring past and clear back out. I can already see their packed house in the center of everything, it stands tall and looming. The black brick and red trim give a sophisticated feel. We roll through the outskirts of town, people staring at us as we pass by. i don't understand why some of them look so angry. Soon enough, we slowed down and came to a small restaurant, a small beige-colored brick accented with hints of dark blue. The sign above the door is labeled Wolf De
"Katies POV"Jax called his Beta to bring his car, and so he could report the incident. We are sitting on a bench out on the sidewalk and I have no words. What the hell was that? I have never even been here before and there are already problems starting. Maybe I am not cut out to be their Luna, they seem to not like me already. I looked down at my shirt, the little breeze making me shiver. My shirt is ruined from the juice and the stain is probably never going to come out."Katie, I am so sorry that she did that.." Jax intrudes my thoughts, "If I had known what she would do, I wouldn't have brought you here." He looks so sad."Its fine Jax, I just want to go home right now.." Eyes in my lap, I can't look at him. I am so embarrassed and so angry all at the same time. I don't have the patience to talk about it. "Was she ever someone to you?""No, absolutely not. She has tried but I wanted to wait for my real mate. I have been waiting for you.." he trailed off, leaving us in silence for