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Love Ain't Easy Chapter Thirteen - Don't Stop
She continued slowly moving her tongie in my ear making my body shiver a bit as I involuntarily started to grind on her a bit since I was getting fucken turned on...My body was failing me. Even if I wanted her to stop it just couldn't happen, not when I was yearning for her touch like this. She moved her hands to my back and before I could register what was up, she had my bra unclasped. I pulled away, "Vee...." She smiled, "what?" I looked at my chest, "you just unclasp my bra.." She took it off of me without removing my blouse and then she looked at my chest. I smiled, "I shouldn't have worn that bra, I should have just fetched you like this." "Mhm..." she laughed, "I was going to murder you..." "Oh really?" She cupped my breasts and pushed me backwards, making sure it's slowly and towards my bed, "yes really." I rolled my eyes and she pulled the blouse off. Leaving me naked above and with skinny jeans under. She climbled on me, putting her left thigh in between my thighs an
Love Ain't Easy Chapter Fourteen - What Is Wrong With Me?
I could feel my heart beat on my chest slowly. I listened to it silently as the quietness of the room consumed me. I just had sex with Valentia. I just told her I love her. How could I be so stupid. She was married. God! "Hey... you good...?" I nodded slowly not even caring to look at her, "yeah.. I'm good.""Did you guys talk?" I didn't respond. "God.. did you talk or did you have sex..? please tell me you didn't have sex with Valentia Olwethu...!" Paige said and I got up into a sitting position then looked at the girl, "what? Where were you?" She shrugged, "I figured you'd need some privacy and left immediately when you guys got into your room.. what happened..?" I sighed in relief. Ahh.. she didn't hear anyone moaning. "I.. we..." "You had sex?" She said now sounding shook. I sighed in defeat, there was no need for me to actually lie, "I couldn't stop her.. we couldn't stop.." "Why did you start in the first place? God Olwethu Valentia is married...!" I couldn't hel
Love Ain't Easy Chapter Fifteen - Set Yourself Free
You know this took me back to the 3rd week when Vee was in Egypt... that weekend I visited my mom and we had thee most serious talk ever. Like ever. So my mom is a very closeted person, no she's not gay.. she's just not an open book 😂😂😏😉. I don't know how to describe her, but I've grown to learn that she doesnt like meddling in someone's business unless she's really concerned. And she likes keeping staff to herself.During that visit she sat me down after diner and told me we had to talk. I was surprised and worried hence I said she didn't talk a lot about shit. So I knew this must be really serious, at some point I thought she was going to tell me that my step father died. He hasn't sent a letter in three months. But to my surprise when I sat down.. She asked about Valentia... "What?" "How is she?" She asked and I shrugged because I was caught off guard, "She's okay I think mom..." "And things between you guys.. and you know what I mean by that." I sighed, "they are as the
Love Ain't Easy Chapter Sixteen - Spread Your Wings
You know what's awful, feeling like you don't exist in someone's life.. no, not just someone random, someone who means the world to you, someone you'd turn tables for, cross crocodile river for (if that exists).. it is the most shittiest feeling to feel like someone you love is treating you like you don't matter one bit. This was a norm now, two weeks after the lash out in my office and Valentia went stone cold on me. Work... We were great, amazing infact and we met a few times to discuss the up coming book and even met with the author to discuss a way forward. The only thing that was left was me editing the book.... I did slowly.. my mind and heart were not on it because Valentia and I were not in good terms.. we only talked where there is a crowd of people and when it was about work or when necessary, like the last time she walked into the kitchen and I was making tea, she said hi, did whatever she wanted and then left. That cut deep..way way deep. I know what I said to her was
Love Ain't Easy Chapter Seventeen - I'm Am Sorry
"I'M SO SORRY?" CHAPTER SEVENTEEN I couldn't stop thinking about the kiss I shared with Stacy. A little bit of guilt building in. I mean the kiss was nice but I didn't want her getting attached worse - since she didn't want to stop. It was funny and cute coz she made jokes about not wanting to kiss me at first. Then next thing she groups me. God! That wasn't on my plate. I had a lot on that plate already and adding her would just mess everything up including my mind. I got home and went straight to bed and I hated how when I wasn't doing anything my mind would turn to think about the only thing I tried not to think about. I had three letters from Prison and I didn't open any of them then suddenly my mom wants to talk to me about my dad??? It didn't sit well with me but sadly I knew it had to happen. She was going to talk tomorrow.. I was worried about Valentia. She was cold, I didn't blame her though, I was the reason she was like that. If I didn't throw the Gail shit on he face
Love Ain't Easy Chapter Eighteen - Taking Care Of Me
Have you ever found yourself so utterly lost or tired emotionally? Well I was, because I realized I was wasting my energy trying to chase what my heart was down for... which I had no idea if it still felt the same.Valentia wasn't okay, she's just gotten divorced and she was trying to get herself together and I on the other and was unknowingly trying to force things... I was pushing her. I needed to chill and leave her alone. So I'd stop feeling like this. Because right now I felt like everything I was doing was wrong and that ended up resulting in draining me emotionally. I ended up feeling like she was just tired of me or whatever and I was thinking why even bother... why even keep on trying when she has staff to deal with. Why bother when she looks like she ain't even interested... I should stop telling her I love her or I miss her or I'm here. I should just treat her like my boss and just be me at work. Never even try to hope for something because she wasn't her old self. I shou
Love Ain't Easy Chapter Nineteen - A Little Promise
Life... Is so full of fucken surprises. I found myself sitting in my bed and staring blankly at the wall in front of me. I felt so empty, so numb and lost. My ears suddenly felt so hot and my whole body felt ice cold. I had no fucken idea what was happening to me but it made me sick... it made me feel nauseous.. like I was going to vomit all the food I had last night. So he was dead... Dead..! I knew I always used to say he can go die for all I cared... but now that he was dead I felt odd.. I felt...nothing. I thought if something like this was to happen while I was still breathing maybe I'd feel okay, maybe I'd feel glad and be happy that a person who's caused me so much pain finally doesnt exist anymore. I thought I'd be okay with it and finally breathe now that he was no more. But the more my mom's words sank in was the more I got confused... It was the more I remembered one little birdy that was going to suffer from all this.My sister... her father was dead... I knew how s
Love Ain't Easy Chapter Twenty - Get Back Together With Her
At the funeral... I felt like a zombie. I felt out of place and emotionless or even lost. My mother cried, my little sister was a zombie like me. She only cried once when she saw me and since then she's been cooped up next to me. I was there mentally... but not with my heart. It didn't exist at that moment.. it was ice cold...My dreams were literally getting worse. I was just happy I didn't wake my sister while sleeping. You know I watched during the funeral as the pastor spoke, praising him and telling us how much of a good husband he was and what a great father and family man he was. It made me sick to my stomach... His family sitting there crying yet they knew the shit he put me through... But I tried to calm me down, they didn't experience what I did. Therefore they didn't know how I felt. So I just kept quiet and held on to my sister. I thought by now, a week later since he died I'd be okay... that I'd be feeling better and getting my old self back. I hardly talked to Vee, s
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