Prologue
Leah's POV
This whole f***ing thing is a shitshow. I'm standing with my closest friends and what is left of our packs. There are people strewn everywhere in the aftermath of war. The bright rays of dawn showing us just how much all sides sacrificed in this war. Nothing is ever going to be the same again. In a way I am glad, changes needed to be made, but for the people we have lost, there are some wounds that will never heal.
My mate comes behind me and wraps me in a tight embrace. We have never actually been this close before. It feels like everything in the world, except the Goddess, has been trying to keep us apart. For the first time in my life I don’t shy from the embrace. As he holds me I look to my two best friends. They are making the same mate connections I am. Somehow the Goddess spared us and our mates. I can only hope it means we have succeeded in the tasks she set for us. No one should have to burden themselves with this much at the age of 20, but what do I know?
Let me take a step back. My name is Leah and I am the only daughter and only child of Alpha Benjamin of the Crescent Moon pack. We are a part of a cooperative pack alliance called the Concordat. I know, it is as pretentious as it sounds, note my eye roll here. Concordat literally means alliance, but our elders needed to name it something that made them feel important, so here we are.
All of our Elders got together years and years ago to come together for protection and to ensure the survival of our race. We are werewolves, and while not dangerous or endangered, we are dying out due to humans hunting us relentlessly because they don’t understand us and our own kind stuck in its archaic ways of living and dying by rank alone is keeping us from moving forward.
Our Concordat, yep say it with as snooty of an accent as you can, trust me you’ll have plenty of opportunities, was made up initially of 10 packs all surrounding the Salt Lake City area in Utah. The elders created a packhouse and training compound just outside Salt Lake City, away from the humans using the Rocky mountains as our own private hideaway. Surrounding the Compound like a sunburst was the Night Fang Pack, Black Lake Pack, Rising Sun Pack, Blood Moon Pack, Red Claw Pack, Blue Moon Pack, Silver Mist Pack, Blazing River Pack, Dark Forest Pack and my pack, the Crescent Moon pack.
This alliance worked exactly as it was designed for about 5 generations. Each pack lived in its own world, but came to the aid of any neighboring pack when needed. We shared training, supplies, intel and allowed our members to gather regularly to find their Goddess fated mates. Then the Elders began being set in their ways and became used to certain comforts in life. Alphas began bribing Elders to have their kids married well within the Concordat, yep another eye roll. It was harder and harder to cycle Elders out. The original plan was when an Alpha retires and passes responsibilities to his eldest, he can choose to become an elder. Somewhere along the lines Elders passed laws, stating Alphas could only retire from their position when their male heir turned 21, and some Elders went so far as to demand that the male hair was mated before relinquishing the position. We can’t even find our fated mate until the age of 20, so there was plenty of time for Elders to broker deals. Copyright ©️ 2022 Miss L Writes and Ember Mantel Productions
The Elders progressively stopped participating in regular pack training, only in Elite high rank training of the Alphas, Betas, Deltas and begrudgingly the Lunas at the compound. It became common practice to belittle the females and treat women of all ranks as ornaments to make their male mates look good or as baby making machines, but we were all still required to attend training at the compound if we came from a ranked bloodline.
Then began the practice of negotiating matches between packs for continued alliance support instead of allowing the Goddess to decide her fated mate matches, it began the bidding wars for chosen mates, and the Elders had the final say in who was allowed to be matched. This is where my generation shows up, fated mates were almost unheard of, especially for Alphas and Betas. The males were taught they were superior simply because their reproductive organs hung on the outside, not for any other show of merit. Women were to be seen, and that was only if we could dress properly, and to produce strong male heirs. Again, you may roll your eyes with me.
The funny thing was the Goddess had her own plans, and clearly a great sense of humor. She supplied my generation with some of the most headstrong, ill-tempered, foul talking, non-conformist females she could produce. And we were poised to take over, as long as we didn’t make the same mistakes our male counterparts did generations before. She also allowed us our fair share of teenage mistakes and learning curves, because really why not mess with everyone while you’re at it.
My father did not believe in females being lesser than males, so he trained me well from the time I could walk. My mother encouraged my curiosity to know about everything in the world around me. Many Elders frowned on my ability to speak my mind and debate many topics at an early age. But my parents would not bow to their petty wants and needs, knowing I was brought to them for a reason and the goddess had plans for me. I was trained by my father in secret, few in my pack knew of my battle skills on and off the field. My mother taught me to observe the room and collect information while seeming insignificant. Only later in life would I appreciate what they both truly did for me. I was born to be an Alpha and a Luna.
Let me take you on my journey through love, loss and truly knowing what it means to be a friend, lover, mate, leader and enemy.
83LeahThe warmth I have been feeling was so comfortable at first, but now it is getting suffocating. I’m not dead, I know that much, but I don’t know where I am or how long I have been here. I was very confused when I first woke up. This place has nothing, everything is white and cozy. If I focus on anything I can get it to focus and become tangible, but it takes a lot of concentration and makes my brain hurt. There is no day or night, my body just sleeps when it wants to and is awake when it wants too. It was very relaxing at first, with no thoughts running through my head to distract me or need to be anywhere, but as my mind began to put together the reasons I was here, the more anxious I became. I need to get back to my pack, my mate and my family. I don’t feel trapped or caged, but I have no idea how to leave either. “Relax child, you are safe and so is everyone you love. You need to rest and so does your wolf. You both accomplished great things and you need to heal. You have i
Damien The amount of wolves that dropped everything that they were doing was astounding. I think the whole pack came out to protect their Alpha Lunas. Hundreds of shifters surround us, men, women and children of all ages. My heart swelled with pride at the loyalty we were being shown right now. The rogues around us didn’t know what to do with the sudden onslaught of new fresh fighters. Still kneeling next to Leah, my sister and Danielle, I could see the rogue wolves on their front line shifting anxiously, waiting for a command. “You will not get any further instructions. Your leader is dead!” Taylor shouted at the rogues. You could tell they were nervous and had no clue what they were doing. They all still had a faint red glow in their eyes. It was faded, but still present. There must have been some level of control still over them. “You don’t have to fight us anymore, you are no longer under the control of the Darkness.” Demitri stands up next to Elyse, still maintaining
Leah “We need Selene and Niobe for this. I don’t know how to control the magic enough to fight this thing.” I look at Ellinore, pleading with my eyes for her to understand I have no idea what I am doing. She crawls over to me and wraps me in a hug, then I feel another weight on top of hers and I can smell Danielle’s scent wafting around us calming us both down. “Hey, I don’t mean to break up the love fest, but we have a problem here.” Demitri shouts over his shoulder while still keeping a grip on Elyse. We all look over and Max’s form is splitting again into the elemental monsters. Six hideous creatures of our nightmares are oozing off of Max’s form. His form gets darker and more tar-like and slow as he divides into the monsters. “We can’t fight them again, we all barely got through the last fight.” Jess cries, tears running down her face as she leans her back more into Trent’s embrace. I can feel her panic through the pack bond. “We can. Look at them, they are half the size
Leah I am so confused…and tired. My whole mind is just tired, like something is stealing my energy. “Babe, you need to stand up.” Damien says to me. Damien, my mate, the love of my life since I was five. The person who has always made me feel strong and safe. “How was Max able to block you from my memory? It didn’t last long, but he was able to separate us for a bit and used that weakness to trap us. We can’t let him do that to anyone else.” I am holding his hand, refusing to break contact again. I realize he must feel the same as he laces our fingers together and rubs his thumb in circles on the back of my hand. I still feel like I am being drained of energy. I wonder if it has to do with this bubble thing we are trapped in. I reach my other hand out to try and touch the shimmering membrane and I jump back as it shocks me. “What? What happened?” Damien looks worried and surprised. “We need to figure out what is making me feel so drained and we have to figure out how to bre
Danielle Where could they have gone? I know Leah was standing behind me keeping an eye on Max’s movements while we handled our elemental monsters, which I am still not convinced are completely gone. As much as they sucked to battle, it was too easy. “When did you see her last?” I ask Ellinore, not having to specify who I am talking about. “Not sure, the blob split and all hell broke loose. She was behind us as the monster started to attack. I didn’t see which way Max went though, did you?” “No. I just hope Damien is with her and they aren’t fighting alone.” My heart hurts at the thought. I couldn’t have taken out the robo monster without Ellinore. The Goddesses were right, our mates strengthened our powers. “I have a feeling Max knows that we strengthen each other and wanted to keep us separate to get to Leah. She’s our tether, the thing that linked us all in the beginning and the person we all gravitate to now. If he breaks her, we are in serious trouble.” The rest of
Jess Oh my goddess there is blood and people everywhere. I was so not made for this kind of thing. This foul smelling swamp demon is after me and I have no idea how to really fight. Trent is working so hard to keep me protected and I just feel like a burden and distraction that keeps getting in the way. “Jess, look out!” I hear as another wave of water is thrown my way. I duck and roll, much more agile than I expected. I run over to Trent who is lying on the ground soaked to the bone and the slimy residue seems to be affecting him, slowing him down. “Help me!” I cry out not sure if anyone can actually hear me. There is so much fighting all around me, the sound almost deafening. “Silence, child, you are more than capable of handling this. You were made to handle all of this. Do not let your abysmal upbringing make you underestimate your worth. You represent the wood element. Strong and steadfast, a sturdy beacon of home for your pack. Remember what your element does, your