"You look like a mess."
"I know"
"You're still wearing the same clothes from yesterday."
"I know."
"Your makeup—"
"YES I KNOW!"
Damien looked at me, eyes wide. He turned away from me and started laughing. Is this what I should be expecting for the next 6 months? Being berated by this stranger while spoon feeding him Jell-O? I felt ridiculous.
"Come on. Don't be so serious. This is going to be fun!" Damien's eyes were bright with excitement.
"If you're going to make fun of me, I'll just go back home. My roommate can do that much better than you can."
Damien's smile turned serious. "Is that why you're back here? Your roommate?"
I sighed and sank into the chair, "Among other things, I guess."
Damien looked me over then frowned. "They're making me go home today," he stated trying to change the subject.
"Already?! You just got here."
"Yeah, well. Right now I'm taking up prime real estate that they could use to make money off someone else," he chuckled.
I frowned. How messed up was it that a person this injured couldn't stay just a little longer to make sure he had everything necessary to leave?
"Don't worry. I'm going to take care of you, right?" I reassured him.
He looked at me and gave me a cheerful smile. The small dimples in his cheeks made my heart skip a beat.
"Okay, ice breakers. If we're going to be living together, I need to know everything about you. Name and age?"
"Valencia Rodriguez. 23. You?"
"Damien Stathos. 27. Occupation?"
"I'm a waitress."
"Waitress? Interesting. Where?"
"Sunny Side Up. It's a brunch place."
"How can you afford to live off a gig like that? That place is only open for a few hours."
"Turns out people drunk on mimosas are great tippers," I shrugged. Being able to talk this casually felt great. Damien may be a jerk sometimes, but he was easy to talk to. "What do you do?"
"It's a secret," he said smugly.
I gave Damien the side eye, to which he flashed me bright a smile. He seemed to be the type of person who loved playing games with people.
"Fine. Don't tell me." I paused. "Why do you want me to take care of you anyways? You don't have anyone else?"
He looked perplexed at my question for a moment like he didn't understand what I was saying. A pained look filled his face, and I suddenly regretted asking.
"No... not really. What about you? Won't your boyfriend mind you living with a random man?" He was great at changing subjects before delving too deep into a personal discussion. I sympathized with him. I had also been guarded my entire life.
"I don't have a boyfriend," I stated nonchalantly. For a moment Damien's face flickered with hope and he accidentally let a little, coy smile slip up.
"Well, that's good. I don't have to worry about any jealous guys making my injuries worse, right?"
I sighed. "Just shut up and eat your Jell-O."
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Damien wasn't kidding about how quickly they kicked us out of that hospital. Before I knew it, I had been standing in the hospital shuttle heading in the direction of Damien's place. There were a limited amount of seats in the cramped, little bus, and I found myself standing behind Damien's wheelchair without anywhere to look but at an elderly woman sitting across from me. She kept her eyes locked on mine with a blank stare. I shifted uncomfortably from one foot to the other. She probably thought I looked like a crazy person. I needed so badly to just take a hot shower.
I leaned over next to Damien's ear. "Where did you say you lived, again?"
"Just a dingy little studio apartment in Midtown."
"Wait. You invited me to live with you, and you don't even have one bedroom, let alone two?"
"You can just sleep with me," Damien proclaimed proudly. I could feel the judgmental stares of the other passengers.
"Can you be serious for once? How are we supposed to make this work for several months?"
"Relax. I have a very nice pull-out couch for you that's probably more comfortable than my bed. You'll end up spending most of your day with me, anyways. Not like I can move around much to begin with."
I guess he was right. I didn't have a whole lot of privacy living with Darcey, and at least now, I don't have to worry about my roommate barging in.
The shuttle jolted to a stop, lurching everyone forward. Without thinking, I wrapped my arms around Damien from behind to make sure he didn't fall out of his wheelchair. I was holding him close for a moment, my face nestled in his hair.
"Sorry about that, folks. Some idiot just cut me off!" The driver shouted behind him.
I let go and stood back up awkwardly. I looked over at Damien, who was looking away. "Sorry," I breathed out.
"It's... it's okay," he replied gently.
He seemed to be out of words for the first time since I met him. The old woman in front of me was now smiling at us.
"You two are cute together," she said, looking between us.
"Oh, we're not together," I said while shaking my head.
"Yeah. She's my live in nanny," Damien proudly proclaimed.
I rolled my eyes, realizing he was back to his usual self. They chatted away about anything and everything as each individual made their way off the shuttle. Finally, we said goodbye to the woman and remained as the last people.
"Do you always get along with everyone so easily?" I was intrigued by people like him, who can make friends at the drop of a hat. Something I could never do.
"You'd be surprised how many people just need someone to talk to. Most people are so busy with their own lives, they have no idea what's happening to the people around them. Sometimes simple conversation is all anyone needs to feel like their life is worth living." Damien was looking past me like seeing something far away, maybe a memory. He seemed to be a more decent guy than I had expected.
"Plus, it helps having great conversation skills to bring women home with me," he said with a grin.
"Unbelievable." I couldn't roll my eyes hard enough.
"Well, it worked on you, didn't it?" Damien gave me a quick wink.
We were dropped off in front of a little smoothie shop in the heart of midtown. Damien guided me into a sketchy alleyway connecting two streets. What kind of dingy place did he mean? I was suddenly beginning to regret my decision. What if this guy was actually dangerous? I really had to stop making decisions from pure adrenaline.
To my surprise, Damien led me to an enormous building at least 50 stories high. We were greeted by a doorman, who looked as if he was falling asleep but perked up at the sight of Damien. Everywhere I went with him, I stood awkwardly behind as Damien made small talk and explained what happened to him. Thankfully he left out the part where I was responsible.
"You didn't have to introduce me as your nanny. I didn't even know how to respond to that," I said, the irritation in my voice echoing through the elevator. We were headed up to floor 42. Just what kind of 'studio' apartment was this guy living in?
"Come on. It's funny! They all know I was just messing around."
"Yeah, well, it's not really messing around when it's a little true," I grumbled.
I wheeled him into the most amazing apartment I had ever seen. Technically it was a studio, but it was massive! The kitchen was up to date with high end appliances, the living room had an enormous, gray sectional in front of a huge tv, and the king sized bed sat at the far end of the room behind a glass wall. Although the bed was separate, the glass had eliminated any semblance of privacy. I couldn't help but stare through the giant wall to wall windows overlooking the city skyline. My jaw was on the floor. I had not expected Damien to live in a place like this.
"You're rich?!" I didn't mean to sound so shocked but it had slipped out without thinking.
"I wouldn't say rich. I'm not even that close to the top floor. Seeing my condition now, though, I'm glad I didn't go with the loft."
I opened the sliding glass door to Damien's bed and helped him in. Thankfully, one of his legs was still functional, so he was able to work with me a little. He put some of his weight on me, and I placed my palm on his stomach for support. Even through his shirt, I could feel the ridges in his body, making me a little self conscious.
"I'm kind of tired. I think I'll take a nap. You can help yourself to whatever." Damien nestled his head into the pillow and closed his eyes. He released a small sigh of content and began drifting off while I glanced over the apartment.
I walked over to one of the windows and watched the sun dip behind a skyscraper beyond with pinkish orange gradients filling the sky. I smiled quietly to myself, taking in the view completely. It was breathtaking and unlike anything I had ever seen. Maybe this wasn't going to be so bad after all.
Six Months Later: "Come on, we're going to be late." I ushered Damien out against his protests and shut the door behind me. "I think I forgot something inside." He turned to open the door. I swatted his hand away and narrowed my eyes. "Stop stalling. He's waiting for us," I scolded Damien. I pulled on his hand and he followed along, grumbling the entire time. Once we arrived at the apartment parking garage, his whole demeanor changed. "Hi Betsy. How are we this fine evening?" Damien asked, his eyes sparkling. I stared at the motorcycle in front of me that was repaired long ago, just waiting for Damien's leg to heal. Sometimes I felt like he loved 'Betsy' more than me, but I'm not sure I want to find out. I'm still deathly afraid of driving, so I avoid it as much as I can. Sometimes I drive for longer trips, but nowadays, we take his motorcycle out everywhere. I don't fully agree with him riding it because I think it's dangerous, but me being behind the wheel might be more dangero
Damien led me through a path, our palms separating from the sweat pooling between them. The sun shone brightly and a thick humidity hugged us as we walked. The lake loomed over the distance, ripples sparkling from the sunlight like diamonds hitting the water. An occasional breeze cascaded from the water to us, sending a warm, floral scent in our direction. Most would consider this a perfect Summer day, but all I could worry about was ruining my new dress with sweat.Before we left the hotel room, Damien had pulled out a pink, floral sundress with the shortest skirt I had ever seen, off-shoulder ruffled sleeves, and laces at the front. It was a lot more feminine than what I usually wore, but I loved it nonetheless. He beamed as he explained how Ron helped him pick it out for me, and he insisted that I wear it before 'the thing' he has planned. I still hadn't met this Ron, but at least he had good taste. I eyed him suspiciously at first, unaware of his intentions, but put it on after so
Damien's in time out for the embarrassment I had to face in front of his online friends. There's not much I can do to really punish him, but I have continued sleeping on the pull-out couch against his protests and resisted every move he made on me. Every time I saw his muscular frame and attractive, heart stopping smile, I wanted to rip his clothes off. After awhile, I didn't know what I was even punishing him for, as my resilience began to falter.Part of me was relieved they were random strangers on the internet, and I would never have to face them in person. But I started suspecting that wasn't fully the case after a few awkward interactions with Matthew. I constantly ran into him even though our last meeting seemed like a forever farewell, but we were neighbors. It was simply unavoidable. Every time I greeted him with a friendly wave, he would look down, trying his best to avoid eye contact. The uneasy aura lingering in the elevator ride up with him was the last straw."Matthew, w
"My debt is paid off? What do you mean? I still have 3 months left."Damien cleared his throat and took a deep breath like he was about to drop a bombshell."I got the hospital bill a few weeks ago. My insurance had it reduced severely and covered most of it. I only ended up paying about $600 out of pocket, and you essentially paid that off in your first month," he explained.I was stunned. Both from finding out Damien hid this from me and that an insurance company in America actually did what they were supposed to."Why didn't you tell me?" I asked gently. Surprisingly, I didn't feel upset or angry. I actually felt a little proud of myself. He obviously kept this from me for a reason, most likely selfish ones. But from his words, I gathered he wanted to keep me around as long as possible. I placed my finger up to my mouth to hide the smile forming on my lips. Damien rubbed the nape of his neck uncomfortably."I just... I didn't want you to leave," he mumbled."Why not?" I asked, inch
Sunlight streamed through the large panes of glass covering the outer wall of the apartment. My eyelids flickered open only to close again as a reaction to the bright beam shining directly upon us. I propped myself up on my elbows, squinting around the room to adjust to my surroundings.Damien lay next to me, one leg hanging off the bed and the other resting comfortably on a crumpled up bedsheet. His arm was tucked under his head and wisps of hair hung messily around his forehead. I turned to face him, immediately feeling pain shoot through my body. Damien looked so peaceful with his long eyelashes draped over his cheeks and his palm resting on his heart. No one would ever guess that this man was named Damien for a reason-- he was the true spawn of the devil.Four times. That's how many times we kept going. I thought my body was going to break. If I hadn't passed out after the fourth, it would have been five. I'm not sure how anyone could maintain that level of stamina, but I was exha
Plates, forks, napkins... cups? Do we have enough cups? I scurried from one cupboard to another searching frantically for cups. Damien seemed to only own 5 cups, but I guess I couldn't blame him since he was living alone for years.I looked around at the nearly full blown party that emerged within a few hours. Although Damien's studio was gigantic for the two of us, it hardly contained the 15+ people that were within its walls. Some people had moved to the balcony to get away from the tight group of people. The amount of people, not too large, was still enough to heighten my nerves."Are you okay? What are you searching for?" Matthew asked, leaning over the small island counter in the kitchen."Cups," I hissed, fanning myself with my hands.I didn't enjoy large groups of people, and I could tell by Damien's narrowed eyes that he didn't either. Then why is he hosting a party, you ask? He's not.Word got around the building fast that Damien got his cast off. Many people cheered him on w