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In those two days off work, my wounds healed significantly. My face had noticeably reduced in size. Although it still had healing to do, it currently appeared puffy, as if I had been lying on it incorrectly. My arms are covered, so I’m not concerned about that. However, I was worried about my neck. The bruises had become a lighter purple compared to four days ago, but they were still noticeable. I practiced covering my neck with makeup, but it looked much darker than my face. Perhaps I’ll just try a jacket or a scarf. I didn’t want to miss any more workdays, so I had to find a solution. My phone buzzed with a message from Eric. I couldn’t let him see me like this. He’d go crazy. He had already shown signs of jealousy, and I wouldn’t be surprised if he was possessive as well. Don’t get me wrong, he’s a sweet and caring guy, but I can’t quite say much about his temperament yet. But if I had to guess, it wasn’t good. When I didn’t respond, he called. Ayana walked into the room, holding back the curtain just enough for me to see what she was pointing at. “Girl, have you seen this silver truck before?” “Truck,” I asked, puzzled. “Yeah, it’s parked near your car at the end of the driveway.” I went to the window and saw Eric calling my phone again. Frantically, I exclaimed, “Shit, that’s Eric!” “Well, girl, you better get out there before my mom gets there first. You know how she is.” “I know.” I rushed to grab a jacket, zipped it all the way up, and tied it. Then, I grabbed my slides and headed for the door. Once I opened it, I saw that it was indeed Eric. I was happy to see him, but also afraid to face him. I went to the truck and climbed in. I didn’t want to expose my skin, so I sat with my body closed off, using my arms and hands to block access to my upper body. He noticed it almost immediately. But when I shifted in my seat, I turned my head a bit too far, and he saw my neck. Before I knew it, he was inspecting my body. I realized then that I had lost the battle to hide from him. Just as I had expected, he went berserk. He kept yelling and asking what had happened. I didn’t want to tell him; I was afraid of what he might do. I had never seen him lose his temper like this, and I felt helpless. Eventually, he calmed down and held me close, which made me cry because he cared so much. And my back still hurts, so there’s that. When he rubbed my head and told me not to worry about it, I somehow felt like a weight had been lifted. I trusted him. He told me to get Ayana. I didn’t want to because I didn’t know why, but here I was, going to get her. I stepped inside. “Yana, that man wants you.” “For what? I don’t know him!” “Yana, just go.” “Ugh, fine.” I stood at the door as she went over to talk to him. After about twenty-five minutes, she came back yelling, “Ooh, girl, I like him.” I liked that she said that because it’s rare that she likes anyone. We went inside. I looked up to see Ayana smiling back at me. “What?” “You’re falling for that man, fast too.” “Girl, no.” I ran back upstairs to prepare for work tomorrow. That night, when I went to bed, I tossed and turned. Something wasn’t right, and I couldn’t figure it out. I just felt uneasy. Suddenly, I made a dash to the bathroom and threw up. Everything came up out of nowhere. That was weird. I did feel better though. After I brushed my teeth, I went back to bed. This time, I was able to drift off to sleep. The next morning, I was greeted with warm smiles and coffee. Malaysia ran up and hugged me. “Girl, where have you been? I have so much to tell you.” “Is it bad?” “No, maybe, it’s juicy.” I was excited to hear what she had to say. Even though it had to wait until after school. I stood outside my door greeting the students as they entered as usual. I looked up and saw two familiar faces. “Ms. Hines! You’re back!” Kayla exclaimed as she dashed towards me, enveloping me in a warm hug. “I’ve missed you too, sweetheart ,” I replied, my voice filled with affection. As she gracefully entered the classroom, leaving me and Eric in the hallway, he extended a hand, gently touching my scarf. A slight smile graced his lips. “Silk. It’s lovely,” he remarked with a playful glint in his eye. I felt a blush rise to my cheeks and averted my gaze. He reached out, cupping my chin, and gazed into my eyes. “You’re still as beautiful as ever,” he said, his voice filled with admiration. “Thank you,” I replied, a smile tugging at the corners of my lips. “It’s a pleasure to see you again,” he said, his presence sending shivers down my spine.*JAMIRA* Ayana and I talked and laughed as she recounted the events from her date and everything that happened afterwards. That girl still hadn’t changed. “Okay, but why didn’t you call me? I would’ve picked you up.” “Girl you too busy playing house with that man all up in your business.” “You see where that got me.” We both laughed. “Speaking of that, how’s the baby?” “He’s fine. I’m just ready for him to come already.” “Just hang in there girl.” I smiled. It’s amazing how a simple phrase can make you feel better than you did before. Even though I was happy to be talking to Ayana, my mind stayed on Eric. Ever since Kacie left he’s been down in the dumps. I thought if I surprised him at work, he’d feel at least a little better. Then Walt was acting strange like he didn’t want to be bothered. Eric would never say it, but I could tell he felt that the whole interaction was…off. “Hello, hello?” Her voice pulled me away from my thoughts. For a moment I’d fo
*ERIC* The move was not only bittersweet, but it made the condo feel bigger in a way I hadn’t imagined possible. The commotion in the morning, the laughter, even the routine I’d gotten accustomed to were all nonexistent now. I sat on the couch watching the game when Jamira came and sat next to me. She took my hand into hers and looked at me for a while before speaking. “You know we should do something nice for Kacie.” I nodded my head not fully processing what she was saying. She didn’t press the issue. I’m glad she didn’t. She just motioned for me to lift my legs up and started massaging my feet. That did more than I expected, actually. It was like most of the tension that had been building over the months was finally starting to ease. The rest of it melted away when I got in the shower. The water ran down my body and took my troubles with it. When I got out I found Jamira had already fallen asleep. I slid in next to her, not trying to wake her up. That night
*AYANA* “Ayana, if you don’t go back in the house and change, we’re not going anywhere.” “What’s wrong with it?” “If I show you what’s wrong with it, we’ll never make it out.” I rolled my eyes at him. Whose dad is this man? For the record, it’s nothing but a little cleavage. Sometimes the titty is the outfit. I thought it was cute. I stepped out in a denim mini skirt with a corset top and a nice pair of heels. I will admit that top was a size or two too small, but that’s because I wanted that lift. Jeremy didn’t appreciate it. He’s always thinking these thirsty dudes are looking at me. I keep telling him that’s none of his concern. He just keeps insisting on telling me to change my clothes. I went inside and found a cute bodycon dress that stopped mid-thigh. It was red with black straps. I paired it with a black leather jacket and my black chunky heels. When I stepped outside, he smirked and gave his ‘nod of approval’. He opened my door and helped me into my seat. “
*CHRIS* The next day, I went into work with dinner still on my mind. I never knew my mom was in such a state. She seemed perfectly fine when she came to visit me at the hospital. She even helped me around the room during my recovery. I hadn’t known she’d been lying. Neither did I know that she lied to my dad too. I wondered what else they weren’t telling me since I left last night. That unsettling flutter in my stomach hadn’t left either. It’s safe to say I didn’t sleep. Between me trying to find Mira and worrying about my mom, I might be on the verge of losing my mind myself. I didn’t talk to my dad about it because it was already late, so I ended up leaving, but I intended to talk to him about it today. The morning rush came early, and we were all busy trying to get everyone in and out. It wasn’t until around one o’clock that I was able to get enough breathing room to go address things. I went down the hall and knocked on his door. “Come in.” I walked in and sa
*CHRIS* For weeks I’ve been working to escape my own thoughts of Jamira. She really thinks I’m going to just lay down and accept the fact that she wants to leave? She has life all fucked up. The last time we spoke I made sure to let her know this wasn’t over. I intend to show her exactly what I mean. I’d been riding past her school looking for her for a week just to finally call and find out she doesn’t even work there anymore. That made my mission to find her harder, but not impossible. The following week I rode around and when I went to get some gas, I just so happened to catch her bald-headed ass friend Ayana. I made sure she didn’t notice me by sliding a little down in my seat when she exited the car. She was with a medium-built, medium-brown man with dreads and just a few inches taller than her. I wanted to throw my shoe at the back of her head. It took all of ten minutes for them to come out and get in the car. I waited another five minutes before I left. I
*ERIC* Two cars. Three people carrying the same destination. Three completely different silences. As I pulled onto the road toward my parents’ house, I couldn’t shake the feeling that dinner wasn’t going to end the way any of us hoped. I didn’t know what to expect, but I knew what I didn’t want. The tension was so thick it felt wrong walking inside someone else’s home like that. I slowly pulled into the driveway, stretching every agonizing minute. Jamira placed her hand on top of mine. I let out a deep breath that I’d been holding the entire ride over. I stopped the car and got out. As I walked over to the passenger side to let Jamira out, my heart started beating fast as my anticipation grew. I forced a smile on my face as I grabbed her hand and led her to the door. This time, we showed ourselves inside. My dad was on the couch watching football while yelling out to my mom, who was in the kitchen finishing up dinner and preparing dessert. “Kitty, your kids







