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ELLIS POV The VIP room feels smaller somehow. The air is heavy and filled with the smell of alcohol mixed with a stinging regret that makes me realise how badly I just messed up. I keep holding my phone even though the screen is off. I don't need to look at it anymore. That photo is stuck in my mind now. Someone has it..someone knows about us. "What was that message?"Alex's voice cuts and it snaps me out of my head. He's still standing by the table, in the same spot where, not long ago I was about to throw out all of my senses through the window. I should have known better than to call him out here. I should have known that playing games with Alex Hawthorne was never going to end well for me. But the look on his face when that stripper touched me. That flash of jealousy on his face just for a second.I'm not proud of it, but it felt like power…like I was the one in control for once. Now the power's gone, and I'm left holding evidence of the biggest mistake I ever made. "Nothing important." I replied, slipping the phone into my pocket,my trembling hands almost betraying me. I kept my eyes off him and hoped he missed it. "Ellis…" "I said it's nothing, Alex!” I grab my shirt from the couch and start buttoning it with hands that won't stay still. “Probably a spam message" I shrugged One eyebrow went up. “Spam? You’re shaking like you just saw someone die, Ellis.” "Can we not have this conversation, Alex." I tugged the collar straight, my fingers fumbling with the fabric as I refused to look up. He looked at me for a long moment.“Who sent you that picture?" He asked looking more serious He already knew something was up and he was waiting for me to slip so he could catch up. When he noticed I already made up my mind to give nothing away . He didn’t move,he just stood there rooted to the spot, watching me with a quietness that made the whole room feel like it was running out of air. He kept his eyes on me the whole time,still waiting like he could do it all day I looked away first. His jaw tightened. "Don't lie to me Ellis” I laughed..I couldn't help it.The sound coming out bitterly "Lie to you? Really Alex? That's rich Coming from you of all people” We're done here. Go home, Alex. Forget this happened. "What if I insist on knowing the content of that message?” "I told you, it was nothing." "Then show me." He insisted "Excuse me?" "Show me your phone if it is really nothing, show it to me." I gripped the doorknob so hard my knuckles almost turned white. "You don't get to make demands of me Alex." His face hardens "Let me guess..Boyfriend drama?" “What?" I froze "That's not.." "What else would it be?" He cuts me off. "You're shaking over a text message. "Why does it matter unless you make it matter?" "Made it matter?" I repeated slowly. He adjusts his jacket, clearly done with this conversation. "Whatever personal issues you're dealing with, keep them separate. Don't call me out to bars at night to play games." My voice breaks.“You think tonight was a game?" "What else would it be?" He gestures toward the couch. "You wanted me to watch. You wanted a reaction out of me and you got one. But I'm not getting dragged into your relationship problems." Something flashes across his face. "So there is indeed someone." "I didn't say that." "You didn't deny it either." His voice drops. "How long?" He asked "Alex.." "How long have you been seeing him?" "That's not.." My phone rings again, cutting me off. Alex's eyes dropped to my pocket where I kept the phone. "Everything about this collaboration is my business," he says quietly. "If someone is trying to sabotage..” “Which makes my personal life none of your goddamn business” "Good. Then there's no problem." He heads for the other entrance then pauses at the door. "And Ellis? Next time you want to make someone jealous, don't involve me. I'm not a prop and..this isn't over." The door clicked shut, leaving me in the heavy silence of the room while my phone kept beeping. I pull it out with shaking hands. Five messages all from the same unknown number.I went through them one by one. By the time I read the fifth,I wished I had not. ‘I Enjoyed the show tonight..but does Alex know what I have?Or are you keeping secrets? Anyway I left you a present at home.’ ******************************************************** The drive back home takes twenty minutes that feels like twenty hours. I keep checking my mirrors, looking for cars that might be following. Every set of headlights makes my heart jump. By the time I pull into my penthouse garage,the steering wheel feels slippery beneath my sweating hands. The elevator ride up to the top floor is torture. The numbers climb so slowly from one...Three…Four…Five…and finally the doors open. My hallway looks normal. The flower pot Mrs Chen never forgets to clean thoroughly sits at one side on the marble floor. But when I reach my door, there's nothing out of place.I stand there staring at my doormat like an idiot, heart pounding, waiting for something to happen. They lied or maybe they're just messing with me. I unlock the door with shaking hands, hurry inside, and lock it behind me. “I step into my apartment. It is dark and quiet, just like I left it this morning. I turned on every light,checked the bathroom,bedroom and even the closet. Everything was exactly how I left it this morning. Nothing is out of place,no sign that anyone has been here. My phone vibrates from the kitchen counter where I left it earlier. The notification made my blood run cold. I walked over slowly, half expecting the phone to explode. I stare at the phone for a long moment before opening it. The email is empty except for two attachments, both images. I tap the first one, and it takes a second to load before filling my screen. A picture of Alex and me kissing in the hallway of the Delury Hotel. His mouth was on my neck, and I was pressed against him. I remember that moment, and no one else comes to mind. The room was booked for VIPs, mostly private. I swallow, then open the second image. It loads just as slowly, and my chest tightens.The picture is fuzzy, yet I can pick out our bodies pressed together in the dim hallway behind us. My hands go numb, trembling over the phone. Who the hell took these? I search my memory, trying to recall if anyone else had been there that night. But I was sure it was just us, Alex and me. We were alone that night. Or not? I keep staring at the pictures, trying to make sense of them.Are they going to blackmail me? Why now? Why after three years? This time, my phone rings, cutting through my racing thoughts and the silence of the house. Alex’s name lights up the screen. I hesitate, then press the answer button. “Did you see the news?” he asked tensely. “What news?” I say, frowning. “Shit,” he snapped. My stomach drops, a cold knot forming within “Alex, what is going..’’ The line goes dead before I could finish.CHAPTER SIXTEENALEX POVThe drive home should have taken twenty minutes. Somewhere along the way, I missed my turn. I didn't realize it until a red light forced me to stop.I looked up and none of the buildings looked familiar. I was already three streets past where I should have turned.I let out a quiet breath, made a slow U turn, and drove back.I found the main road again and kept driving, the steady hum of the car heater filling the silence with a soft warmth. Outside, the world blurred past beneath the fading city lights.The traffic lights ahead shifted from red to green, their glow casting faint reflections across the windshield. I drove through them without really looking at them.Every bump in the road sent a dull ache through my jaw. I caught my reflection in the rearview mirror. Even in the dim glow, the bruise was beginning to show. By morning, it would be impossible to hide.Theo.He was standing beside Ellis the first time we met..Back then, he was just another face bes
CHAPTER FIFTEENALEX POVThe second I got inside, the noise hit me. The music, the laughter and Glasses clinking.It all blurred together. A few minutes ago, it was just a regular party. Now, it felt like I was walking into a room full of strangers.Ellis was a few steps ahead of me. He straightened his jacket as he walked and nodded at someone who called his name across the room. My fingers drifted to my jaw,It was already starting to ache.I headed for the bar.“Whiskey please"I ordered.The bartender poured it without a word and slid the glass across.I picked it up, turned away from the crowd, and took a slow sip from the drink.The whiskey burned on the way down."What happened to your face?"My mother appeared beside me before I could set the glass down.Her eyes went straight to my jaw.“I hit a door""A door?" she repeated.“Yeah It was dark"She held my gaze.I'd seen that look before. It was the same one she used whenever she knew I wasn't telling the truth."Alex.""Mom it's nothing
CHAPTER FOURTEENELLIS POVMy tie was perfectly straight. I loosened it anyway, as if that small act could settle the restlessness inside me.The full length mirror showed a man in a black tux with combed hair and everything in its place. I looked like someone who had it all together. I looked like a Valmont.“No strings attached and no feelings involved” I’d repeated those words almost forty times since morning.I reached for my cufflinks, but my hands weren't steady. The first one slid into place while the second slipped from my fingers and rolled under the dresser.I stared at the floor for a second before dropping to my knees to bring it out.My phone buzzed on the dresser to notify me it's time to leave.I fastened the remaining cufflink, picked up my jacket, and slipped it on.The drive to The Hall took twenty minutes.I sat in the back of the car, watching London slide past the window. Saturday evening crowds filled the streets. People gathered outside restaurants, and couples wa
CHAPTER THIRTEEN ELLIS POVThe heavy mahogany door clicked shut loudly in the quiet penthouse. I stood by the big window, looking out at the London city lights. My reflection looked back at me, pale in the glass.I could still feel Alex's hand on my cheek. It was a touch that had felt safe for a moment despite it all.I took a shaky breath and pulled my robe tighter. I wanted to be angry. But deep down, underneath the fury, was a raw ache that felt like grief. I had let him in, shared my bed and my thoughts. I didn't want this silence. I wanted the noise, the fight, the anger, something real I could actually hold onto. Instead, all I had was the fading warmth on the sheets and a heavy knot of doubt twisting in my stomach.*******************************************By 8:00 AM, I was in the back of my car, typing on my tablet. Shaking off last night's vulnerability to become CEO Ellis Valmont was a familiar routine. I adjusted my cufflinks, a gift from Theo, and walked into the buildi
CHAPTER TWELVE ELLIS POVThe morning sun cut a sharp line across the mattress, waking me slowly.I was face down, my cheek pressed against the familiar, steady rise and fall of Alex's chest. The air in the room was cool, but the sheets tangled around my hips kept the warmth trapped between us.For the first time all week, the heavy ache in my shoulders had dissolved into the mattress.Alex's heartbeat picked up under my ear.It didn't speed up gently,it spiked, hard and sudden.Above me, his breath caught.The easy warmth that usually rolled off him vanished instantly, replaced by a rigid, freezing stillness.I kept my eyes shut, pretending to sleep as his arm began to slide out from under me.He moved slowly and gently.I let out a soft, low grunt and rolled onto my side to give him space, keeping my eyes heavy and closed.The mattress shifted as his weight left it.Through lowered lashes, I watched him s
CHAPTER ELEVEN ELLIS POVI stared at the message delivered twenty minutes ago. I set the phone down, only to pick it up again a second later. Still no response. I kept staring ahead until the walls started to blur together, sitting there in the quiet as the evening light slowly faded from the room.I paced back and forth between the couch and the window, checking the street every time a car drove by. After some time, I just stood off to the side of the glass, watching the traffic pass, unable to sit still.Then, my phone buzzed on the table.I grabbed it so fast I nearly dropped it, catching it against my chest. Three dots danced on the screen indicating that he's typing.“On my way”I set the phone down on the counter. For a second, I just stood there, staring at nothing. I dragged a hand over my face and let out a long sigh.“He actually said yes.” I glanced back at the screen like the message might magically change if I looked too long. I wasn’t ready for that answer.“Oh my
CHAPTER 6ALEX POVI tilt the bottle over the glass and watch the last drop of whiskey pour in.I lost count after the first few swigs.I should stop. It's past midnight and I have a company to run tomorrow.Instead, I reached for the bottle,the amber liqui
CHAPTER 4ALEX POVThe drive to South Square takes about twenty minutes through the slow evening traffic.I could still turn back and hold on to what’s left of my sanity but that at the cost of this collaboration.Instead I pull into a parking spot across from the bar,turn the engine off and stare
CHAPTER 3ALEX POVThe door swings open just as our lips touch."Alex, the samples just arrived and… oh shit."Theo freezes in the doorway, his eyes going wide. The folder in his hands slips, papers spilling on the floor.Ellis shoves me hard enough that I stumble back. His face goes pale as he mov
CHAPTER 2Alex POVMy thumb hovers over the notification. The email sits there, unopened, for the past three hours. I catch myself reaching for my phone many times, pulling back each time like a coward. When I finally opened it at midnight, it’s just two lines of message,‘I sent my reply through t







