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Chapter 185

Author: Millie Bridge
After Lance left, I didn't try pulling my usual stunt of leaving the hospital as soon as I could move. The doctor said I needed to stay for observation, so this time, I stayed.

After facing death yet again, especially after everything I'd been through, I finally realized nothing mattered more than just being alive and healthy. Compared to that, any discomfort was bearable. But my body just wasn't what it used to be.

I'd barely been awake long when exhaustion kicked back in, dragging me toward sleep. Noah noticed immediately and gently encouraged me to rest. The doctor had insisted I needed plenty of sleep to recover, promising I'd bounce back soon enough.

He told me to rest easy, that he’d stay by my side the whole time.

There was something about the way he looked at people—steady, reassuring, almost magnetic. It made people believe him without even thinking.

I looked at him, remembering the little chubby kid who used to be so scared of the dark he couldn't sleep alone during a bl
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